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About Me

I thought that you should know i'm broken. When you look at my smilesl,and at all our family photos, you'd think that i'm a normal girl. But if you lived a day of my life, you would know that my smiles are fake, and in the photos, we have to try to be happy. My family is broken. We fight more often than not. The screams...well i don't wanna say. I guess that i'm emo, but i hate labels, because they make me even more alone. I've done more than think about suicide, i set up a plan. i had it all figured out. And then a pier found out. But no matter what they do to me, these cuts still materialize on my arm, these tears still fall from my eyes, and my dreams of death still exist. I can't wait for my final deadline. BTW, please don't say that i'm a liar or that i don't understand because of how "young" i am. Yeah, my birth certificate may say 13, but my heart and soul and so tattered and torn, you can hardly find an age for them. Oh, and by the way, my family is famous for preminitions. Often times, we'll dream about something before it happens. For example, i dreamt of meeting my best friend, and falling in love with my first boyfriend, before i even knew them. *sigh* -_- If you only knew.