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Okay, I know the first post in these things are supposed to be who I am and I tell you everything about me, but I prefer to ask for help at the moment. You can learn about me over time, just like in real life. Alright, so I'm having a little problem between my boyfriend, Josh, and one of my best friends, Kyle. Part of it is my fault, or at least Kyle thinks so, because I tell my boyfriend everything. I made him a promise, evidently, I don't really remember, that I would tell him everything about every day. Even the things that bother me. Kyle doesn't seem to get that or he's just clueless. He made a joke that I started and it got out of hand and now Josh knows about and he doesn't like it. Alright, well, first Kyle wanted to nickname me Clementine, this character out of his book. It's a girl who gets with one guy to get with another, I don't know, but I just said, "So you're calling me a harlotte?" Kyle kept saying I wasn't, I said he was, and so in the end he said, "Well, so you're not a liar....I didn't call you a harlotte, harlotte." So, there, it was just a joke....well, Josh didn't find it so funny. He keeps going "You keep hanging out with him even though he called you a whore?" So over the past half a week, this has been going on. First I told Kyle that Josh wanted to kill him (Josh lives miles away, they have never met thank God) and I tell Kyle about the whole thing. Kyle told me to tell Josh that he didn't care what he thought and blah blah. Josh did have a reaction to this but gave no message to give back to Kyle. I told Kyle this and he seemed stumped that Josh made no attempt to respond to him otherwise. But mainly, Kyle thinks it's my fault, and Josh keeps saying that it's not and Kyle just doesn't understand that we tell each other everything. I even tried to stop speaking to Kyle yesterday at school, (today's Saturday, so you know. I'm very late in posting this) and I felt really bad because he stomped off in the hall after third hour. At lunch, I saw him get up and I tried to keep my eyes to the ground but he said hi. I tried saying hi back but felt too horrid with myself to mutter anything. Kyle didn't hear. Then, Kyle actually goes out of his usual way to come back and say hi to my face to make sure I hear him. He usually leaves out the door by the tray drop off and leaves to go around the building. So, I guess he wasn't too mad at me and I'm not going to try to stop speaking to him. I already lost one friend because I was acting stupid and I don't want to do it again. Not again. Josh had me renew my promise so if you're thinking I should just not tell Josh everyting that will be a problem. Besides, that'd make me feel even worse than not talking to Kyle. I love Josh, bad as it sounds, but I do. Josh thinks he has the whole thing figured out, saying that the reason why Kyle was so stumped of him not responding to his message is because he's trying to make Josh the bad guy in all this. You see, we have this stupid idea that Kyle likes me and it's all as clear as mud. It's big mess from what you can see. So, Josh thinks he has it all figured out, but I'm just going "um, okay." If you can help, HELP ME!!!!! -Vampyre's Angel