DemonKimmie's Journal

FIRST OF ALL, DID YOU NOT READ MY LASTPOST!? I MOOOVED.

ANYWAYS, since people NEVER listen to me on anywhere but HERE, I guess Ill have to post HERE. GAWD. First, sorry for being absent for a long time. My apologies. Now, I just got ahold of my tablet, and it made me install something called nik Color Efex. If you kow what that is, good for you. Now, it DOESNT HAVE FUCKING OPEN LINK, SO I gave UP on that [picee o SHIT. So, Now i'm at a standstill. WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I INSTALL THATS EASY TO OPERATE!? HYUCK HYUCK HYUCK. that I DONT HAVE TO PAY FOR BTW. LOLOLOLLOLOLOLOLOLOL. DDDDDDX Oh, and Corel Painters esential... if you KNOW HOW TO MAKE it so that there ARENT back ground pictures, so that its just fucking WRITING NORMAL IN BLACK, then TELLL ME DAMNIT CAUSE THIS DUMB PROGRAM SUCK BAMBOO FUN I HATE YOU. DDDX

I think I'm done rantng.

NYASH!

Kimmie~

Yeah, umm... stop replying to my msgs on this user and stuff. please reply to Fallen.Angel.XxX.Fire thank you very much. ^.^ have a nice life.

Yes, thats right. I'm going to make a new Quizilla account, becuz I absolutely hate the username I picked. (bakabakabakabakabakabaka!!!) Anyways, my new Username is going to be Fallen.Angel.XxX.Fire so fav, watch, and friend from there. ^.^ I'm not going to delete this account, but im gonna stop posting to it. Also, i'm gonna redo the last chapter of my yaoi saga. :) love ya'll!

Origins: Information goes a long way in the Internet era, and this one's got the legs to outlast even AOL. There is some truth here, but the warning is outdated.

John Edward Robinson Sr., 56, was arrested on 2 June 2000 and charged with sexual assault on two women in the Kansas City area. Robinson lured the women (as he had others) into participating in sadomasochistic sex by contacting them over the Internet under the name "slavemaster." The two women filed charges after Robinson "brutalized them in a way that went beyond what they intended."

After Robinson's arrest, law enforcement authorities discovered two 55-gallon industrial barrels, each containing a woman's body, on land Robinson owned in Kansas. A few days later, they discovered three more bodies in barrels kept in a storage space Robinson rented in Missouri. All five women appeared to have been bludgeoned to death.

Robinson was also suspected in the mid-1980s disappearances of three women and an infant whose bodies had not yet been located. One of the bodies Robinson had stored in barrels was later identified as being one of these women, and the missing infant was discovered to have been adopted by Robinson's brother.

In October 2002, John Robinson was convicted of the murder of three women, the two found in the barrels on his land, and the third disappeared mother of the child he placed with his brother. In January 2003 he was sentenced to death for these murders. He has also been charged in the deaths of the three women found in Missouri.

The "slavemaster" is monstrously real, but so far he's well short of the 56 victims claimed for him, and he remains behind bars, not out trolling the Internet for additional victims.

This internet warning has taken on a life of its own, one quite independent of the facts. The small grain of truth (someone using the screen name "Slavemaster" has been arrested for the murders of women he contacted on the Internet) had almost been lost in the sandstorm of claims that he's out there now looking for more victims and that he's killed 56 so far.

As well, pranksters have been pulling off jokes by substituting their acquaintances' screen names in place of "Slavemaster," so now versions are circulating that warn netizens to be on the lookout for someone using the handle "Dodgecity53_," "SweetCaliGuy4evr," "ooosparklesooo88," "DreamWeaverGrey," "Monkeyman935," "Free_mumia911,""ineedatipdrill," "RatBonesBlakStar," "Silly Black Goose," or "spikey_mikey913," all screen names that have nothing to do with the real John Edward Robinson.

Basically, stop sending out these warnings. They do not exist anymore. So stop worrying about it so much.

Rate my poem, Go here OMG YESH YOU GO DO THAT...NOW.

Don't even ask. Anyways, people are kinda stupid and don't read directions. Okay, I have this new quiz called Everyone in my Beloved by Hell story. Wether or not you have or HAVENT READ IT doesn't matter. You need to. If you're on my on my friends, you HAVE to read that, and fill this out and send it me by MSG on quizilla..

Thing you need to fill out:

What kind of personality do you have?:

Are you a Jinchurikki?, If so which?:

Personality Do you have any demons sealed inside of you?:

If so, what are they, and what are their names?

If so, what do they look like?

Are their any special traits about you?

If you have an idea of what you look like, please leave a picture of you and your outfit here:

If you don't really know, then give me an idea so I can draw you.

You understand, I hope. This one is SPECIFICALLY for Akari and SO.Deceivingly.Flawless(THANKS SO FOR THE PRESENT!! OMG! SOREN IS THE CUTEST THING EVER!! SHEEPIE!!

Personality?:

What do you look like? (description, please)

What is your favorite furry mammal land animal?: Give me three names:

Give me personalities for each of these people's name:

Pick an animal that is in the same family as the one you picked for each of them::

Could I have an Idea as to what they looo like, and what they're wearing?

Okay, one more name and personality:

and the FINAL description of clothing and looks:

If you're on my friends list, you know what to do, bitches. S DO IT. NOW!!! GAWD!!!

And the Religious Uses for Ectasy are here:

http://666.com/stories/index.htm

NYASH!

Kimmie

Yep, it's true folks. My birthday is in exactly two days and three dours. make that two houirs and fifty nine minutes. Anywho, ans you can probably guess, I was born on September 3rd, 1994, at around 10:30 P.M. :) I'm soo excited, and I wanna know what I'm going to get!

Alright, for those of you who are just THAT dedicated, or just love me that much because we're BFF's and ever, and you have the money to spare, if you message me, I will get back to you ASAP with my address so that you can send me something. If you don't want to send me something, you don't have to, but like I said, if you do, message me stating so, and I will get back to you.

Also, if you send me something, then chances are that I'll return the favor by sending YOU something on your birth date. But, If you want me to, you have to tell me when your birthday is, and give me your address(for paranoid people, I don't suggest this. I might send you a human head in a box), and that you want me to. Also, you can't be TOO expectant that I will. I'm only twelve and I don't even have a job. So, naturally, I have no real way to get money for stuff when I need it. :)

I hope you all get back to me soon with something. and leaving Msgs in comments DOESN'T count, if you want my address.

~~

*** To Alice Heintel (EternalEvil) and Emily (Akari-san)

************************************************ If you want me to send you something for your birthday, no matter where in the world you are, tell me. I will ask for your address, of course. Know this, no matter what happens, I WILL send you two something for your birthdays. You two have become the best friends I could ever possibly even hope for, and I love you both very much! I wish we could all really meet in real life. It sucks that we can't. :( That doesn't matter though. I hope we'll always be friends, no matter what, through wrong and right, fights and hardships. Through every battle life as planned for us, I hope we can help each other through everything, and I hope you'll both be able to rely on me no matter what happens in life! And I hope I'll be able to rely on you two the same way.

Hugs and Kisses!

Kimmie~

Gina just went to college today. This sucks. I hate (almost) everything. I'm tired, I wanna cry, I can't cry, Gina isn't here, I don't know anything anymore, Gina isn't here, I'm falling apart from the inside out, Gina's not here, I want to go back and bring her home, and Gina isn't here.

I'm dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming.

Am I too lost, to be saved? Am I too lost?!

I really didn't to have to say goodbye. So I didn't. I didn't even fucking hug her! I am so mad at myself! That's like saying 'going is more than Gina'! I hate myself completely officially. I deserve to die. I fail at life. I suck. Gina's probably crying. I bet she's so lonely... I want to see her!!!!!! I want to camp out under her fricken' bed! I hate myself. I'm not ready to have her leave! and I probably won't be for a long ass time. I'm screwed. I hate my life. I fail at everything.

Don't make me close one more door

I don't wanna hurt anymore

I hurt so much right. I'm probably going to hardest time EVER falling asleep tonight. This sucks so bad. I hate everything. Not everyONE, but everyTHING. I can't live with you, Gina! COME HOME, DAMN IT!!! SHANNARROOOOOO!!!!!!

I'm going to cry. I hate myself. I deserve to die. Literally. Don't walk away from me...

I have nothing, nothing, nothing

If I don't have you... you... you... you...

Depressed Nyash

Kimmie~

~Take these Broken Wings, and learn to Fly~

You showed me

When I was young just how to grow

You showed me

Everything that I should know

You showed me

Just how to walk without your hands.....

Last night, I got in trouble with the police. I kicked the door the Civic Center. On accident. I went to apologize to an asshole, who called the cops on me, before i got to apologize. Annoying. The Policeman was dick. I hate him. Anywys, later on, I opened I my soul. Guess what I learned?

Since I was six, people have always told me how easy it is to change. I really believed them. It's never been easy for me though. I've always had an extremely hard time changing. I wanted to awesome in school. I never could be. I could passs my classes easily, of couse, but I couldn't BEHAVE, and be PERFECT in school. And because everyone told it was SUPPOSED to be easy, and it wasn't, I started to believe there was something seriously wrong with me. I kept trying though. But after a while of lies and broken trust, I started to lose faith in myself. I can't turst myself anymore. Now I lost a certain kind of courage, so I stop trying anything. I didn't want to mess up again, and I didn't my heart to be broken AGAIN, so I gave up.

Not to mention the Core Belief that everyone hated me, nd that the world was against me. That comes from a long time ago, before my parent knew about my ADHD, when they where they were threatening to send me to a Foster Home.(sucky luck.)

That's it for me opening up my soul. Wow, that was really emotional, wasn't it? Wow.

Nyash

Kimmie~

P.S. I cried a fucking ocean last night. Now my eye hurts. Also, I feel like shit, Ugh.

YEAH THATS RIGHT YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT! I ACTUALLY POSTED THE SECOND CHAPTER TO MY YAOI FINALE! WOOT! The only pairing in it is EnvIta though. Too bad, huh? Oh well. Sucks for you. Now go read it! I have nothing more to say to you.

Okay, so I have friend. Her name is nightprincess11. Recently, i sent her a loop thing for a heart, and she said she wouldn't send it back because it was stupid. But she wrote in a weird way and I almost couldn't read. Lack of punction, grammer was shitty, also, the spelling stunk. Anyways, I point out to her that she bitchy, and she sucks at writing, and she yells at me, so I yell at her. So we're fighting. It sucks too, because I really like Night. She's cool. And though she said a bitch, I don't think so. I think she's really cool and funny. To be honest, I'm an emo, annoying, stupid, bitchy, heartless little fucking prick. Which I usually don't others to be jerks. Oh well. Hopefully, we'll stop fighting soon.

Lately I've been fighting a bunch of people I don't fight with. TT.TT My life is going downhill. Fucking hormones.

Btw, I'm gonna post a Japanese Dictionary on Quizilla, because you people suck at it. I'm going to mak a Kanji dictionary too, (it'll suck, trust me) and it'll include on how to install the Kanji font so you can read the words and stuff.

Whatever.

DId I ever you people I have a blog? (kimbabe.com)

Ummmmm.......Maybge I'll add a little to my Yaoi Finale Story. Yeah, I changed the name of it, incase you didn't already know. Ot's officially Yaoi Finale, cuz there are about nine pairings in it, so NaraSilv doesn't do it any justice.

I have things to do. Later.

I have a relatively strong will. I know this for a fact. I can't be manipulated into doing things, unless I get something I want out of it. I can be goaded into fighting you, screaming at you, or else throwing things around the room, but I CAN'T be goaded into giving you my things, unless I'm gonna get something out of it. Something I WANT. And I will refuse you several times until I get what I want, or will accept the deal. If I just don't give in, then you're screwed. Also, if you want me to give you something in exchange for something else, I'll have you give me what I want FIRST. I won't be tricked into giving someone what they want and have them NOT give me what I want. For, if they do, I hurt them, whether mentally or psychically. But usually psychically. Either way, if I don't like what I'm getting, or whatever, I am a person who can't be goaded or manipulated into anything except tantrums. But that's usually because I realize a person is goading or manipulating me, and then I get pissed off.

My little brother, Ricky, is not the same. Not at all. In fact, he has manipulated on several occasions, for several different reason. He's been tricked into going down by the river when he KNOWS he's not allowed, he's been fooled into repairing relationships with his so called 'friends' whom always get him in trouble, and beat the tar out of him the day before. Yeah, that really happens. Johnathan and Jean, our b*****d neighbors whom i hate above everything else in the world because they WON'T go away, beat the stuffing out of him on the bus or something. Mama specifically told him that his NOT to hang out with them anymore, and that they're NOT allowed on our property. ANYWHERE. A couple days later, Ricky comes home to inform Mama that the whole 'beat-him-up'thing was just a joke or something that John and Jean played on him.

Did I mention that he came home CRYING that day?! What the heck is the MATTER with fricken' kid!?? Doesn't hehave ANY kind of JUDGEMENT?! Long ago, when I was in Mrs. Filor's class(It's sickening that I can still remember how to spell her name) I decided that if someone breaks my trust, hurts my feeling, or just hurts me altogether twice, then I will never forgive them. I forgave Mrs. Filor several times, and she ALWAYS hurt me in the end. She ended up mentally SCARRING me, and making me believe I was a monster. So, I hate her. Notice the lack of d on the hate part. Yeah, I still hate her. Even though she's in Florida. The last time I saw, she had had surgery on her nose, cuz her cartilage or something was bent. (Not that is MATTERS. Your fourty, Pam. No one cares how you look.) It looked painful.

I wanted to punch her right in the nose. It was hard not to. If I had been about fifteen, I would've.

Anyway, if someone hurts me twice, I will never forgive them, ever. My family is an exception. I have to forgive them. I live with them. Not Ricky, he'd still be fried with johnathan and Jean if they jumped him on the street and mugged him.

Well, let's continue. I am not a shy or sensitive person. I am not very good at understanding people. Infact, I'm horrible at it. Also, since I'm shy, If I have crush on someone or whatever, I can talk to them freely. I have no problem. I don't freak out and hide if I see them. I don't stutter, or blush, or anything like that. I'll wave, say hi, chat. Whatever. And I'll do it EASILY.It's the same with people I don't like. I can talk to them easily aswell. Sure, I give them the Evil Glare, or I snap at them, but I do that unconciously. Meaning I don't realize it. It's kinda strange. I can't tell someone I'm angry with them or anything, but I can express very well. Glare, snap, snarl glare, growl, hiss, spit, half-yell. Of course, somehow, no one seems to realize that when I glare and snarl at them, I either don't like them, or am angry at them. That's not what I'm talking about. I'm talking about sensitivity and shyness.

Now, Gina is both of these things, and they get in the way our relationship. Sadly. I'll give her advice, and she'll tell me to "Stop giving me advice, cause getting advice from someone five younger then you makes me feel stupid!" I then ask her, "Why does it make you feel stupid?" And she'll tell me it's because I'm five years younger than her. Then I think in my head, 'Why the heck does my AGE matter? And then I remember that she's sensitive and insecure. Now, I'm not ranting on her, I'm not throwing a fit, I'm not even cutting her down, but I wonder WHY she's so insecure and sensitive? I'm NOT sensitive. You'd think that advice from someone who thinks alot simpler than you would be nice. It's easier to think positively when you're insensitive. Then again, I'm insensitive, so I think much simpler than the average person. I am probably the most abnormal person in this household. Gina thinks she's abnormal. I tell her she's not. She doesn't agree. Last night, she said that I'm probably smarter than her. I disagree. She tells me I am, I respond, "Gina, I am NOT smarter than you." While thinking 'what the heck give her THAT idea? I'm failing almost ever class and she says 'your smart'? What the eff?! I have a HARD time in EVERY class! If I was SMART, I'd ask for help from someone when I needed it, I'd be smart enough to stop, think, and ask myself 'Is it REALLY worth it?' Gina does ALL of these things. She's very normal. She cares about she looks, her hair is important, she's shy, she's sensitive, and a bit insecure and pessimistic.She has a REPUTATION to keep up.

I have none of these traits. I'm a complete LOSER. Not her. I call her a loser, an idiot, baka, stupid, sure. But that's because I'm too much of an idiot to realize that it hurts her alot. I call her those names probably because I get upset with her so easily, which is probably because she's way better than me. She's sensitive, so I don't understand her. I'm a total jerk, and I hate myself. I know tat about myself for a fact. That's who I am.

Gina, you're going to graduate, and I know you hate me and all, and I know you'll probably never want to see me again. I also know you think I think you're a useless idiot or something. I can tell you for a fact that that's NOT true. I treat everyone like that. If I hated you, I wouldn't cry when you said you hated me. And I would probably be more a jerk to you, like I am to Mrs. DeLucia. (:D) And I know you're probably NOT going to believe me on this, but I am I going to fricken' miss you when you leave. I will go insomniac for a week, cry every(or try to at least) night, become depressed, get pessimistic, E-mail you everyday, somehow make sure you check my blog, because I suck at writing letters. And I'm gonna cry some more. And every time you come home, I might jump you. But I'll try to hold back.

And if you die, I swear I'll commit suicide. :'(

I'm going off on a tangent here.

Anywho, This is proof that I am not human. :D Cool, I'm an alien. That's sooooo cool. Heavy. Do normal humans have so much trouble crying? I cry easier when the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants than I do when something really bad happens. =.=I'MA FREAK!!!

Oh well, that pretty cool. By the way, Akari, are you going to have a car soon? I would love to be taken away by you! Then we could go through the Gate and recruit anime characters! :D That'd be fun.

"So, are we walking?"

"I brought the car."

"Good! Can I drive?!"

"No."

HOLY FUCK TOBI IS ACTUALLY UCHIHA MADARA! (WHAT THE FUKC!?!??!?) Im going to go commit suicide now. *shoots self.* sugh. oh well. Tobi Madara is the leader leader. also, the 'Sir Leader' dude is named Pein. and now we now what the blue haired chick looks like. :D Check out wikipedia.org. ^.^ anyway, HOLY DAMN TIBI IS MADARA!!!! &hangs self* NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow. This is really pathetic. This is the THIRD POST today! WOW. Omg Kimmie, WOW. Anyways, whatever. Onto my pictures of me. Oh, and before I forget, go here:

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/60537016/

Thank you for your cooperation. ^.^ Anways!

Here's the first picture, me, in 2002, age 8. Aren't I just ADORABLE!? HUH?! ARENT I!?! Yeah, you know I am. this is a school picture, by the way. If you couldn't already tell.

Yosh, next is me at age 9, year 2003, school photo again. I look like a dumbass in this picture. wow. Oh well, i'm still adorable.

Okay, NOW we have the 'current Kimmie' picture, year 2007! WOOT! for the record, these are some big ass pictures, so you'll have to right click and select 'veiw image' to see the full pictures.

Here's me looking stupid with a freaky zit thing on my chin that comes and goes as it pleases. I don't have it right now though:

And there I am giving Derek(camera man!) a weird face. lol.

And this is me in the morning heading out for my picture day, which never happened, cuz I got in trouble. notice the Olivia John(i think) hairstyle. OMG GREASE!

And now I'm dancing in my see through, nylon-and-lace under dress thing that I never were under my dresses nightgown and my long black pants. whatever you can see behind me is my house. I'm in the living room. through that archway thing in the backroom is my dining room. lol.

And here are a couple cool pictures of me dancing in the rain.

And here's me in my tweety nightshirt with messy hair. wow. lol. I've got the OMG look.

And, FINALLY, here's me looking through pictures on a camera. notice the creepy shadows and blurs around me. They make me look like a ghost. :D YAY FOR GHOSTS!!!

And that's that. What do you think? aren't I just SOOOOO cool. Maybe I can persuade Gina to post some pics of her. lol. ^>^ Alright, I'm done for now. Later peeps.

NYASH!

Kimmie~

President Bush, First Lady Laura and Dick Cheney were flying on Air Force One. George looked at Laura, chuckled and said, "You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy."

Laura shrugged her shoulders and replied, "I could throw ten $100 bills out the window and make ten people very happy."

Cheney added, "That being the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy."

Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, "Such big-shots back there. Dang, I could throw all of them out of the window and make 56 million people very happy."

This interview pretty much sums it all - sad and if we don't do something about it now, true!! Here is a REAL INTERVIEW with an illegal Mexican at a protest march in Texas. Trying to reason with an Illegal Mexican, This is good! Below is a good example of a discussion with a master of circular logic. Don't be logical, don't respect the truth or your adversary, just say what you think makes a new case when the previous case gets too difficult to defend.

On the streets of downtown Houston, May 1, 2006. Jim Moore reporting for a Houston TV station:< BR> Jim: Juan, I see that you and thousands of other protesters are marching in the streets to demonstrate for your cause. Exactly what is your cause and what do you expect to accomplish by this protest?

Juan: We want our rights. We will show you how powerful we are. We will bring Houston to its knees!

Jim: What rights?

Juan: Our right to live here...legally. Our right to get all the benefits you get.

Jim: When did you come to the United States?

Juan: Six years ago. I crossed over the border at night with seven other friends.

Jim: Why did you come?

Juan: For work. I can earn as much in a month as I could in a year in Mexico. Besides, I get free health care, our Mexican children can go to school free, if I lose my job I will get welfare, and someday I will have the Social Security. Nothing like that in Mexico!

Jim: Did you feel badly about breaking our immigration laws when you came?

Juan: No! Why should I feel bad? I have a right to be here. I have a right to amnesty. I paid lots of money for my Social Security and Green Cards.

Jim: How did you acquire those documents?

Juan: From a guy in Dallas. He charged me a lot of money too.

Jim: Did you know that those documents were forged?

Juan: It is of no matter. I have a right to be here and work.

Jim: What is the "right" you speak of?

Juan: The right of all Aliens. It is found in your Constitution. Read it!

Jim: I have read it, but I do not remember it saying anything about rights for Aliens.

Juan: It is in that part where it says that all men have Alien rights, like the right to pursue happiness. I wasn't happy in Mexico, so I came here.

Jim: I think you are referring to the Declaration of Independence and that document speaks to unalienable rights ... Not Alien rights.

Juan: Whatever.

Jim: Since you are demanding to become an American citizen, why then are you carrying a Mexican Flag?

Juan: Because I am Mexican.

Jim: But you said you want to be given amnesty ... To become a US citizen.

Juan: No. This is not what we want. This is our country, a part of Mexico that you Gringos stole from us. We want it returned to its rightful owner.

Jim: Jua n, you are standing in Texas. After wining the war with Mexico, Texas became a Republic, and later Texans voted to join the USA. It was not stolen from Mexico.

Juan: That is a Gringo lie. Texas was stolen. So was California, New Mexico and Arizona. It is just like all the other stuff you Gringos steal, like oil and babies. You are a country of thieves.

Jim: Babies? You think we steal babies?

Juan: Sure. Like from Korea and Vietnam and China I see them all over the place. You let all these foreigners in, but try to keep us Mexicans out. How is this fair?

Jim: So, you really don't want to become an Amer ican citizen then.

Juan: I just want my rights! Everyone has a right to live, work, and speak their native language wherever and whenever they please. That's another thing we demand. All signs and official documents should be in Spanish. Teachers must teach in Spanish. Soon, more people here in Houston will speak Spanish than English. It is our right!

Jim: If I were to cross over the border into Mexico without proper documentation, what rights would I have there?

Juan: None. You would probably go to jail, but that's different.

Jim: How is it different? You said everyone has the right to live wherever they please.

Juan: You Gringos are a bunch of land grabbing thieves. Now you want Mexico too? Mexico has its rights. You Gringos have no rights in Mexico. Why would you want to go there anyway? There is no free medical service, schools, or welfare there for foreigners such as you. You cannot even own land in my country. Stay in the country of your birth.

Jim: I can see that there is no way that we can agree on this issue. Thank you for your comments.

Juan: Viva Mexico!

NYASH!

Kimmie~

Yeah, it has. I'm well aware of it. lol. Heavy sigh. Anyways, nothing's really happening over here. It's SUPPOSED to rain all day, BUT it's not. Infact, it's sunny and too hot outside. -.-I'm listening to Ayumi Hamasaki songs. Currently, I'm listening to Still Alone.(kimi wa ima doko ni aruite

nani o mitsumete'ru no?

itsu ka hanashite kureta yume

oitsudzukete iru no?)

Alright. I just now bought a mouse. :D I named him Yuki, after Yuki Sohma, if you've seen fruits basket. ^.^ he's even a white little guy too. when he grows up, he'll be a white rat.

:) Like Yuki Sohma. |D

I WANT ONE OF MY GOOD INTERNET FRIEND TO VISIT ME! At home, I mean. I'd specifically love it if Akari could visit me. But she isn't avaiable...for some reason. :( Oh well. FOR THE RECORD, if you can visit me, and your in the vicinity of NEw York, or close to it, email me at demonkimmie18@yahoo.com. I'd appreciate it. :D Then we can cooperate.

Also, I've decided. When I get older, I'm going to have ONE child.

ONE, DAMNIT. :D And I'll name him/her something cool and unoriginal. Like Nyx. Or Akari.

I REALLY HATE the fact that you have to use html codes to make frickin' PARAGRAPHS on quizilla. >:^(wow. evil hen. how scary. WTFH?!?!) heavy sigh. Okay, I'm done now.

Lol, I have to see my counselor, Doug, who said that I do that again, I have to the hospital. Of course, no one belives me when I say I won't do this again. -.- I said it very clearly, several times, "I'm not gonna do this again, cuz it hurts.'

But of course, no one listens to me. Afterall, I'm just a kid. I don't know crap. Oh brother. Heavy effin' sigh. Oh yeah, *pause* what was I gonna say...? Type...?

Ummmm...

Death Piece!

One Piece Host Club!

And Finally, Sanjowl's Moving Castle!

NYASH!

Kimmie~

Yosh, first of all, thanks so much DeathsLittlePuppet for your support. I love you! *hugs you* I'm not in fox Hospital, maybe thank god, maybe not. I kinda wanted to go,but then I found out that if I ended up in the Suicide Ward,(which was highly likely) it'd take for fucking ever to get out, so i suppose that...well...yeah. So, I'm fine, honestly, I think Derek has his scanner working, so I'm gonna have some cool pictures, along with some seriously emo pics that I plan to draw. :) woot. LOL.Anyways, I went for a walk at like....ten thirty ;last night. It was about an hour walk. I wen to the park and I was gonna lap the trail, wait a minute... OKAY, FIRST at the beginning of the trail, i found this really nice suck up cat-in-heat. she liked me so I picked her up, and was going towalk the trail with her, but my dad appeared out of nowhere.I thought he was a police officer,so I whistled. he didn't hear me. after about two minutes, I whistled again. This time, he said "Kimmie...?" And i thought, 'holy,crap it's dad.'So I found him and he found me and we walked home together and he told me how worried mom was. They thought I would like...go out and kill myself or something ridiculus like that. -.- Heavy sigh. Then Gina got home and slapped me. I sobbed really hard for the first time in....about three year. Correction, the first time I've CRIEDin three years. That felt REALLY good too,so I'm all better now. ^.^ Well, I think that's all, so I hope to talk to ya'll again soon!

NYASH!

Kimmie~

Okay,first things first: There's a HUGEMANTIC chance that my mom is going to take me to Fox Hospital tonight. When my sister gets back, or sometime around then. Anyways, you'll know.If i don't write again by tomorrow,I'm at Fox, alright? I'm really sorry,and I hope I haven't worried all of you.Anyways, if you wanna be more filled in, then read on.

Once upon a time, Kimmie was still in school. She’s almost just started Summer Vacation! Anyway, the school year before last, (fifth or fourth grade, I supposed) sucked. Her teacher, Pam Filor, and her classroom aids, Mrs. Barger, Mrs. Groat, and Mrs.Matthews, all did a very good job ruining her life. She made her feel insecure about herself, and she quickly started to hate herself. Her mom has been trying to help her out for a long time now. But Kimmie is a pathetic lame ass loser, and she won’t do anything to try herself. Why, you may ask? Because, as I said, she’s a lame ass loser, and she’s a pathetic wimp who lost all hope before she even went up to bat again after the first strike out.

In other words, because she’s stupid.

Anyway, Kimmie went through fourth grade and passed somehow, even with her crappy attitude.

And so, we continue our story.

Kimmie recently entered seventh grade. There, in the middle of the school year somewhere, she met a boy named John, who is also in her class. Kimmie feel in love with John, but didn’t dare to say so. So she spent the school being ‘just friends’ with him. Sometime in May, John moved down to Georgia.

For good.

And now Kimmie will never, ever, ever, ever see him again, because she’s too much of a retard dumbass who can’t even say, ‘I hope you’ll come back next year,’ let alone, ‘I’ll miss you.’ And thus, Kimmie sank into depression.

End of the school year! troubles should be over, right? NOPE! Not for our brave, young, stupid, heroette. Not at all, instead she found something ELSE to worry about. First, it was her repor card, but she already got that, so it’s taken care of. (NOT) No, you see, Kimmie got a 60 or something like that in Gym, and if she remembers correctly, the grade has to be a 65 or higher to pass.

Well, too bad for this moron who’s too pathetic to even (pardon my French) ATTEND FUCKING GYM CLASS!

Is that it? nope, not quite yet, but we’re getting there. Anywho, Kimmie is also worrying about her older sister, Gina, moving away to college. She worried about her sisters saftey and life. Why? Shootings, rape, assault, etc. etc.

After all we all know Kimmie’ a paranoid little loser. So yeah, Gina’s already graduated and NOW, she’s freaking out even more(ow, damnit…). Annoying!

Today, earlier this afternoon actually, Kimmie went off to visit her best friend, Pinnie, Pine, and she even met a new friend, named Tee.

They’re all pine trees, and they’re the only ones Kimmie can trust and rely on with her life. Litterally. I She almost fell out like…twelve million times.

Yeah, going off on a tangent. Anyway, Kimmie made it all the way over to Pinnie, proceeded to shred her hands and arms to ribbons in the process, got comfy, and read for about an hour and a half. Maybe two hours. I She wasn’t counting. After she decided she should head home, because she didn’t want to miss dinner, and didn’t even know what time it was. When she got their, Anyways, before that happen,

Kimmie felt guilty and really upset, because she felt it was her fault that Pinnie, Pine, and Tee ended up the way they did. Afterall, if I hadn’t climbed up there in the first place, they probably wouldn’t have had their lower branches chopped off. I could litterally FEEL the hurt emanting off them. But In order to make up for her retarded mistake, Kimmie decided she would climb up them, and give them company for as long as she could and trim their branches a bit. AKA, break off the dead crap. This didn’t make hr fell very much better.

So, after her two or so hours went by, Kimmie went back home, promising to visit Pinnie and the others again tomorrow.

She got home and showed her father the couple of cuts she’d gotten from climbing Pinnie. She still felt angry and upset with herself though. So what did she do?

I went into the kitchen and stole a knife. I tried to cut my arm open with it, but it did work, so I tried a steak knife instead. No such luck. So by now I had a whole crapload of red marks all over my arm from failed attempts to cut my arm. Why the hell was it so HARD anyway? I mean seriously, IT’S A FREAKIN’ STEAK KNIFE! It’s MADE to cut meat! And yet, somehow, it can't cut my thin flesh?!

That’s fricken’ ridiculous. Can’t a girl cut herself? Sheesh.

Anyway, so I finally decided upon the bread cutting knife. That did the job nicely. I officially have a two inch long cut on my wrist! WOOT! :D It’s not bleeding(anymore) but it still felt very nice. And it still does. I enjoyed that. Correction; I NEEDED that. :) Yay! We. -.- Anyways, so my left arm looks ALOT worse that it actually is cause of all the failed attempts….

Wait a minute, I should probably tell you this first: The cut that bleed a bit that I made with the bread knife…yeah, I DIDN’T cut myself very deep. It’s actually very shallow. (too bad….*pokes it* ow.) So I’m not like…commiting suicide. I’m just being and emo bitch like I’ve always been and cutting myself a bit.

Next thing you know I’ll be in a mental asylum for crazy, dangerous kids who cut themselves if they can get their hands on sharp stuff.

That also know as a hospital…(no, they’re called Insane Asylums) Oh oh yeah. hehe…I knew that. Don’t worry about the cutting bit. :D Sure I did it, but it doesn’t really hurt. It tingles. It’s kind horny-inducing…(WTF AM I SAYING!? RAH!)

Lol, It’s official I’m a pyscho. I suppose all those ‘psychiatrists’ and ‘mental health doctors’ or whatever back at Sidney were right all along. Maybe I DO need a day treatment thingamajiggy.

Haha yeah right. If they kept me with them for a die they’d all die from the things I talk about. Lol.

Something like this;

“So, tell us about yourself.”

“I’m crazy in a good way, not pyscho, and very funny if your not a loser with no humor, which you probably are. Also, I’m a possibly gifted Introvert with ADHD and Preteen Emo Syndrome. *cue to grin* Also, I don’t like it here. Your walls are too white. This must be your way to ensure that if someone’s insane, they won’t be getting over it and leaving any time soon. The walls sure be kinder colors. Sure, white singles niceness, or whatever the eff, but it also makes you think of a freakin’ ICE COLD WINTER.

Very inviting, if you ask me. *cue to sarcasm*”

“I see. Is there anything else?”

“Give me some chocolate………………*reluctant* please. Oh, and were’s Doug? I wanna talk to him. And Gina and Daddy and Mama and Derek too. Could you lend me a couple cages and a butterfly net? Oh, and some tranquilizer guns. *huge smile*”

“…”

“I guess that’s a no. Anyway, why don’t you go away and let be pyschotic in peace. That way, while your gone, I can find a sharp object, hurt myself, and then laugh in an obvious attempt to scare the hell out of you. Because I take such pleasure in messing with people’s heads. :) (big stupid, pyscho grin*”

“*disturbed*”

It’d be soooooooo*gasp* ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo funnny if that really happened. I’d laugh.

Wrist:Tingle tingle tingle tingle

Me:Stop tingling, dom you!*pokes it…harshly* DANGIT OWWWW!!!

Wrist:Ah loff at cho’ payne!

Me:-.-* WhatEVER!

Emo sounding Nyash!

Kimmie~

Yeah,I'm perfectly fine, but my mom doesn't believe me. -.- Heavy sigh.

1. Who is your favourite Naruto character(s)?

Rock Lee, Haku, Zabuza, Deidara, Hinata, Shikamaru, Gaara, Hidan, Anko, Temari, Neji, Sasori, Itachi, Kimimaro,

2. What is your favorite pairing?

Hentai; NaruHina Yaoi; Prolly ShiIta, when Shisui is a homicidal sadistic humonculus

3. Are you a naruto yaoi or hentai fan?

YAOI. :D

4. Ever cosplayed naruto characters? if so, who, where and how many times?

Never, sadly. Though I do occasinally wear my hair the way Temari does.

5. List your collection of naruto junk and merchendise, if any.

My downloaded manga, and the episodes that Dad downloaded. That it.

6. Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Naruto character? If so who?

...I'm not a freakish fangirl like those *points*

7. Naruhina or Kibahina?

NaruHina

8. Sasusaku or Sasunaru?

SasuNaru. SasuSaku is the shittiest PAIRNG EVER!! Sasuke doesn't LIKE Sakura. She'd beat him into it!*the story plot ensues*

9. Which team is your favourite?

...Team Gai. :D

10. Do you support the Tobito theory? (Tobi=Obito)

Fuck. OBITO WAS SMASHED BY SEVERAL HUNDRED TONS OF ROCK!!! THERE'S NO WAY HE COULD BE TOBI NOW! (SHITHEADS)

11. Do you support the 'Yondaime is naruto's father' theory?

Nope. I will wait for Kashimoto who Naruto's father is. Maybe it's Jiraiya,. -.- (lmao, yeah right.) And watch it is. o.o

12. Your favourite akatsuki member?

Hidan. 'Cat didn't bite my tounge but it nearly roasted my ass. Hehe...this is so not funny.'

13. Are you pro-sasuke or anti-sasuke?

both. Sasuke a bi of complete FUCKHEADED DIPSHIT, but he killed theat pedoph- Orochimaru....ahem.

14. have you seen all naruto episodes so far? (including shippuuden and fillers)

Nope. I skipped (practically) all the fillers.

15. Have you read all the chapters so far?

All the time skip ones.

16. Do you believe Naruto has ADD?

No. ADD= Attention Deficit Disorder. Meaning he's BAD at paying at attention. He'd be like (to bad guy) I'll BE THE HOKAGE Som- Hey look! a butterfly!

17. Sub or dub?

Sub.

18. Pro-Sakura or Anti-Sakura?

FUCK SAKURA! She is SO ANNOYING!!! I suppose she's OKAY in shipuuden, but still....she's ANNOYING. -.-

19. Tobi = annoying or funny?

Fuckin' annoying. (dumbass voice) "TOBI IS A GOOD BOY! HYUCK HYUCK HYUCK! *shots self*'

20. Do you even know who Tobi is?

Yeah.

21. Gai= sexy beast or ugly nerd?

Neither. He equals cool awesome person in green batman outfit.

22. Which character would be the best crossdresser?

Ummm............... Haku. CANON!

23. Rock Lee = weird or awesome?

Awesome!

24. Which character would be best OOC? who and how?

Itachi. Insane driven, tortured, scream-in-pain, scared of almost everything Itachi. :)

25. Do you like naruto fanfics?

The IC yaoi ones. Like...ones where Sasuke and Itachi(enemies) fall in love. ITACHI LOVES NO ONE. unless he's like I make him...>.>

26. Do you write naruto fanfics?

You bet.

27. Do you like lemons?

The well written and not shitty pairing and not OOC ones.

28. Do your parents know any naruto characters?

Yep.

29. Have you watched the Naruto Abridged Series?

???What that? *o*

30. Have you seen The naruto Ultimate Fanflashes?

yesp

31. Have you ever got someone else hooked on Naruto?

Yes, I have.

32. Have you ever been drawing Naruto in school and have someone recognize it?

Yeah.

33. Have you ever been in class drawing Naruto and the teacher comes up to you and says "wtf is this?"

no

34. Has Naruto affected your school life and grades?

Kinda

35. Are you broke thanks to naruto?

No. I have no money anyway.

36. Do you want to read icha icha Paradise?

Not really. (its not yaoi. it's not worht it.

37. Do you support the 'yondaime is the akatsuki leader' theory?

No. Know why? BECUZ YONDAIME IS DEAD FUCKWAD!!!

38. Do you draw naruto fanart? If so, count how many there is in your gallery.

I don't draw it, but sometimes I'll come across a decent lineart and color it.

39. Is Sasuke still sexy in his second stage of the cursed seal?

I dont think Sasuke's sexy at all. -.-

40. Do you have a naruto OC?

Yeah. Her name is Kimmie. Which is also my name...anyway, she's only REAL OC, meaning I havent thrown her away.

41. Looking back at some of your answers, do you think naruto has taken over your life?

No. Yaoi and anime in gerneral has. Mainly yaoi....