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I wonder if people can tell when your world is falling down around you. Is it something in the way you walk, the look in your eyes?
- Member since
- Mar 2nd, 2007
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- Aug 18th, 2008
About Me
Okay. So, my name is Threnody. I don't really approve of stereotypes, but most would call me punk/goth, somtimes emo. Whatever. I play a little bit of keyboard and a little guitar. I love to sing. I love anime(faves. are Naruto, Absolute Boyfriend, and Vampire Knight) I also love to read, and my favorite series is Twilight. (Edward Cullen is SEXY!!!!) K, bye ~Threnody~
Newest Creations
| Type | Title & Info | Average Rating |
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| stories |
Thirst for more
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3.00 |
| poems |
Worry
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4.00 |
| poems |
I remember
|
5.00 |
| poems |
A dear friend
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5.00 |
| poems |
Change
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5.00 |
Friends
Latest Journal Entry
April 29, 2008
I can't deal with this anymore.....
Now, I'm not asking for help or advise or even your sympathy. I just thought you all should know. If I'm in a bad mood or not on at all for the next couple weeks, you'll know why.Okay, here we go. So, my brother broke up with his girlfriend, who happens to be one of my 3 best friends. And she was really hurt by it, they try to work it out, blah, blah, blah. But then she tells me it hurts so bad she wants to commit suicide. I told her she couldn't do that, not over him. What a stupid reason to die. So she stayed alive. But then my best friend Amber stayed at my house last night....and turns out she has a crush on him too. Great. She said she wouldn't do anything if it wasn't okay with his ex. (since their friends) So I asked her about it, and she got pissed and ran off. I followed her into the alcove. She was crying. She said she's been trying so hard to be strong, but she just doesn't know if she can take it anymore. She asked me to go get my brother, and I did. Then we got in trouble. She went to the bathroom, and I went and told Amber what happened.She got mad asking why i did that, they were just starting to be good friends. And then we went after my friend , but she refused to talk to Amber, and when I chased after her, she said she hated me and she didn't want to be friends anymore. Then I went and sat at the lunch tables, trying to get my friends to leave me alone, fighting back tears. Then the bell rang, and she watched me walk past her, not saying a word. I looked straight ahead, and I felt dead. Empty. (It was during math class that I wrote my poem, I never) After school I text her and asked her if she meant it. She said she didn't mean it, she still wanted to be friends. But she also said she was sick of it, she wants it to go away. I told her she can't live forever like this, she has to make a choice. She replied. "Okay. I would change everything if I could. Bye" I told her I didn't mean to choose suicide, I meant to get over him. She just said "Sorry" and that was the last I heard of her. I tried calling (twice) and she didn't answer....
So there you have it. One of my best friends is most likely dead, and its my fault. Fabulous.
