0porcelain0heart0's Journal

possiabley quiting i dont know yet its getting kindof borning and this new site is still pissing me off update more later

umm its called a kiss could be deadly you can purchase the album off of hottopic.com and you can find them on youtube.com i love them they are a techno sorta band and really great so yeah check them out and tell meh what you think
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i am now scared of bugs cause they ate meh at camp last week....i have bug bites places i didnt know bugz could get too...so i am scared of bugs....

ok this site was supposed to be better than the old one right? well hmmm i dont see anything better about it, i think its worse as do many others. what really bothers meh though is that they are ingorning the complaints. this site needs to get its priortys straight, why cant they just change it back i mean comon if you have such a negitive reaction over these things why keep it if it just pisses people off right? and how they aploigize for the inconviences if they are going to set the new site up everything should be staright on it already beefore it is relased to the public again right? i just wish there is somthing we could do to get it back....i also am still wating for my pics and most of my poems to found again cause i really miss that stuff...this site used to be fun now its just a cheap immation of myspace. i left myspace cause i got bored of it now this is just like it (expect you cant perosnialzie a homepage...>:[) so this site needs to get things straight or just go back to the old thing cause it is loosing alot of people...i might even quit

i feel lost without a hand to hold or someone to hold meh....i'm single for the first time in a year or so and i feel so empty and alone....its like a part of me is missing and i cant go back to him...i need a friend or some random stranger with an open heart would work too,to talk to and help me through this...i'de understand if there arnt any takers i probley wouldnt help me eaither so i guess i'm just keeping people updated...so bye i guess...

i went onto my yahoo account to check my horoscope then i checked it on here guess what? they were excatly the same and that pisses me off this site needs orginatilty plus a homepage thingy again...but anyways they are cheating!

ha ha you are all going to be jeaslous after i tell you about my amazing top secret super duper amazing mall plan with me and my best friend mallory. all year we have been going to the mall and obversing how the guys look and act there...and over the summer we are dressing up as guys and seeing how many chicks hit on us and we are going to creep over guys out by flirting with them! (btw mallory and i are both straight....)but isnt that amazing?!?

i'm on a hunger strike of a total of two days now and...i'm starving...but i'm going to try not to cave in lol.

is it natural to have thoughts of sucide often running through your head....also is it natural for a sick game thinking of ways to kill your self or what life would be what out you there....idk i really hope it is natural...please tell me if it is so i dont pull all my hair out or pop all of my viens...or if you want me to stop i guess message me cause life is pretty apathetic for me right now :[

ok uhh what THE HELL IS GOING ON?!?!?! i dont like this new site so far....most of my stuff is missing,i cant upload a picture, i cant understand how to check my messages,i do not get how to manage my pictures or even change them, i'm missing friends, i cant tell if my friends are online, oh and when i got to the site i had to check it about 4 times to make sure i had the right site....if anyone feels the same way as i do please tell me so i'm not so confused or alone.....

ok i took one of these quizzes cause my friend made me and i liked some of the results and though others were funny so here they are emo-80%(me: i'm okay with this) sl-t-35%(m: okay...) jock-10% (me:i play soccer to stay fit ok dont judge me...) girly-30%(me: well i am a girl and i cant stand it when my hair isnt right...) nerd-40%(me: he he e=mc squared >.

i dont know i need insperation for somthing...any ideas anybody?

i've had my heart broken before...but never like this...it hurts so bad and i have relized somthing all boys are the same just with a different face and name...

i logged in today and i saw i had a new message i was like waite waite what? and i checked my messsages and sure enouf they were all there i was so HAPPY did anyone else feel this way?

OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS! WHAT IS GOING ON A WEEK AGO I HAD 625 MESSAGES AND THEY ARE ALL GONE.....JUST LIKE THAT! AND I CANT TALK TO PEOPLE!! SOME BODY BETTER FIX THIS!!

ok well this site or somthing dosnt like me...cause i logged on and ALL 625 of my messages were *sighs* deleted....did this happen to anyone else? or is this site out to get me lol?

i found this new band that i LOVVE trace cryus is in it. its the metro staion if you know it post a comment! and tell me what your favorite song by them is. and if not check them out and tell me what you think!