The Only Difference Between You And Me Is A Sense Of Style And An Attitude Change

"Babe, Get up sweetie." Brendon cooed in my ear. I sighed but didn’t open my eyes. "Trislyn, come on baby." I felt him press his warm lips to mine. I smiled lightly and opened my eyes as he pulled away. He smirked. "I knew that would work." I smiled.
"Your so full of yourself sometimes." He did that crooked smile that I love so much. "Well, sometimes your just too difficult." I pursed my lips trying not to smile, but failing miserably. "Why do I have to get up? Can’t we just stay here all day?" I asked and cuddled into his chest.
"Because, we have to go to your interview my dear." Oh yeah, alright so I should probably catch you up on a few things, I haven’t talked to Leeza in three days, we got hooked up with out first band interview today at 3. Thanks to Joe. He’s amazing. "So you ready?" He bit his lip. Oh yeah, also, me and Brendon are announcing our relationship today, well I am…He’s gonna come out and confirm it. Still hasn’t told me his plan for that one yet though.
I sat up and blinked a few times letting my eyes adjust to the bright red curtain. He smiled his pearly white teeth showing. I slowly bit my bottom lip and glanced over at him. "For being on T.V…no. For letting all the girls of the world k now that your all mine…Hellz yes!" He laughed lightly. "Well good." "Trislyn get dressed damnit!" Amanda yelled busting through the door. "I am I am!" I complained crawling over Brendon and getting out. She glared at me, already dressed and ready. "You’ve got an hour and a half." She warned. I nodded and grabbed a nice outfit bringing it into the bathroom. Not just nice, perfect. This is what people will see as Brendon Urie’s girlfriend. I have to make a good impression. For them. I mean, I don’t want to be like Keltie and be hated by all Panic fans.
It was a black skinnies, go figure right. With a white spaghetti strap low cut silky shirt, but not in a slutty way, with a black jacket, very tasteful if I do say so myself. Also, a black beret, with my white stilettos that Leeza got me. That’ll piss her off. So I put all that on after I got out of the shower and straightened my hair. I brushed my teeth and put on my makeup after that. I walked out and did a runway walk. "How do I look?" I asked raising my eyebrows. Ryan laughed. "You look fine. Why does it matter anyway?" He asked raising an eyebrow. "Uh, HELLO! I’m being introduced as Brendon Urie’s girlfriend. This is a BIG thing okay?" He shook his head in amusement.

"Aww, that’s cute how they are doing that! Don’t you think so sweetie?" Amanda asked. I smiled at her. "Yeah I guess." He smiled. Brendon walked out and looked at Ryan funny. Ryan shrugged. "Aww Ryro when are we gonna go public?" Amanda asked looking down at him while sitting on his lap. He laughed. "Sweetie, we were public before we were real." She looked at him confused. "When you told Keltie I was fucking you and she told, everyone else…" He said. She made a face and mouthed ‘O’ In understanding. "Well, we should be public about it instead of hiding it then." He shrugged. "We don’t hide it." She scoffed. "Ryan! We always run away from paparazzi." She glared at him like he should’ve known that.

"Amanda, that’s me not liking to be in the papers all the time, not me hiding you." She looked at him seriously. "Well, they don’t even know me! They don’t even believe we’re a couple anymore." He sighed. "Well then tell them today." I glared at him. "HEY! Today is our day!" I said motioning to Brendon and myself. "You can come out another day." Jon and Spencer burst out in a giggle fit. Ryan through a pillow at them. "Your retarded." He stated. They just kept laughing, obviously amused at the slip.

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So Amanda ended up changing outfits about three times. She ended up wearing a red dress, knee length with cute random folds on the top. And black heels….Yeah, I’m as shocked as you. She said she wanted to try something different though. But now we are here and getting ready to go on, but they are interviewing two other girls. They aren’t in a band or anything. And They sound really familiar, but I can’t see them. "Okay well Thanks Audrey, Jac." The interviewer said. My eyebrows shot up and I looked at Amanda whose mouth was hanging open. Ryan was cursing under his breath. Brendon was biting his lip and looking down. "As in, Audrey Kitching, and Jac Vanek? Like, Ryan and Brendon’s ex’s?" Leeza asked eyeing me. I looked at Brendon. He glanced up and sighed. "Who wants to know?" A girl asked from behind me. I turned around and was face to face with her. Audrey Kitching. The former me, as you may put it. Amanda was glaring hard core at Jac. And Ryan was looking down. Brendon was turned around.

"Leeza. I’m in the band that goes on next." She said and extended her hand to Audrey. "It is GREAT to meet you!" She smiled at me as she shook her hand. I glared at her. When did Leeza get so bitchy? "Hey." Audrey said and looked at me. "Cute shirt." She said looking down. I gulped. "Uh, your being nice…?" She looked at me confused. "Yeah, why wouldn’t I be?" "No reason, just remember that feeling kay?" She looked at me confused and rolled her eyes looking at Jac who was starring at Ryan. Audrey followed her gaze and saw both of them. "Brendon?" She asked smiling. Brendon slowly turned around and looked at me. I blinked and bit my bottom lip. "Oh, hey, Audrey…" He said awkwardly.

"Please welcome, Beautiful Disaster!" I waved at Brendon awkwardly and turned to go out on stage. Ryan didn’t look up, even while Amanda tried to say goodbye. Jenna shot both girls a glare and followed us. Leeza followed with a big smile. "Hello girls!" The lady greeted. I’m pretty sure her name was, Shannon. "hey Shannon!" Leeza greeted sitting on the complete opposite side of the couch as me. Well, I was right! She sighed. "Beautiful Disaster, well its an awesome name!" Everyone cheered. I smiled. "And You are all very beautiful girls as well." There was screams and whistles. All four of us smiled. "Thank you." I said. "So can I quick get all of your names?" She held out the mic for me. "Trislyn." "Amanda." "Jenna." "Leeza." She nodded.

She asked us all about how we got started and how we got in touch with Pete and all that good stuff you all know about. They she went on to ask us about how we feel about Fall Out Boy and Panic. "So how is it, sharing a tour bus with a bunch of boys?" She handed me the mic. "Well, me and Amanda share with Panic and Jenna and Leeza share with Fall Out Boy. And they are all great! I mean we all get along so well. It’s amazing, its like we’ve known each other forever." I stated smiling. "And is there lots of drama?" She held the mic towards Amanda. "Well, I mean, of course there is drama. What kind of lives don’t have drama? But I mean nothing major. Just the usual girl stuff." "Like fighting over boys?" She raised her eyebrows. I looked at Amanda. Leeza started laughing. "Ooh, so there is jucey boy stories?" "Well of course!" Jenna laughed. "You girls have boyfriends?" We all nodded, except Leeza. She handed the mic to Amanda. "Well, I have an amazing boyfriend. But, that’s all you guys get from me." The crowed awwed and she smiled.

"Anyone got any good boy stories?" Shannon asked. "Im pretty sure Trislyn has got a pretty good one." Jenna smirked. I smiled and nodded. Shannon gasped and shoved the mic towards me. I smiled and looked out at everyone. Here goes. "I’m going to say something that I’m sure any girl in here would say." Silence. "I have the best boyfriend in the world!" Everyone cheered. Shannon looked at me pleading, and I know what she wants. "And now I’m going to say something that I’m sure every girl in here wishes they could say," I glanced toward the backstage and saw Brendon standing there smiling at me. Audrey behind him looking confused. "My boyfriend is Brendon Urie." I said smiling. Everyone blew up in cheers and clasps. Amanda and Jenna even clapped. Brendon strolled out on stage and everyone went wild! "Oh, well what a wonderful surprise!" Shannon said as he made his way over. I stood up and bit my lip still smiling. The rest of the girls stood next to me and Amanda and Jenna smiled as Brendon came over and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me into a very romantic hug.

"Kiss her! Kiss her! Kiss her!" Everyone chanted. Brendon shot the crowd a smile and tilted me back in his arms connecting out lips like in the movies. Everyone cheered. Shannon and Amanda aww-ed into their mics at the same time. He pulled away and reached out for Amanda she handed him her mic and smiled at me. I felt my cheeks burning. "That wasn’t a very juicy story was it?" He asked wrinkling his nose. They all cheered. "WHOO AMANDA’S HOT!" Like five guys yelled in unison from the crowd. I laughed and looked at Amanda. She was blushing. "Thanks!" She called Brendon put his arm around her neck and pulled her in. "Sorry boys. She’s like my little sister. You can’t have her. Happily taken." He announced. She nodded. "Sorry guys!" They all aww-ed. Brendon removed his arm and looked around while taking my hand and intertwining out fingers. "What do you say we bring out Mr. Winters?" Everyone cheered. I grabbed his hand and pulled the mic down in front of me. "If her boyfriend is Mr. Winters, then you’re both Mr. Winters sweetie." He laughed. "No, your just Ms. Urie." Everyone cheered I smiled. Because he said Ms. Not Mrs.

"Come on why doesn’t he come out!" We all looked toward the backstage. "This has taken a great turn!" Shannon said in amazement where it has gone. "You better get your skinny little ass out here and support your girlfriend before I drag you out!" Brendon warned in the mic. Ryan walked to the side of the backstage but didn’t come out. He glared at Brendon and shook his head. "Come here! Two seconds!" Brendon pleaded. Ryan crossed his arms. "Your mystery man sounds very difficult Amanda." Shannon said. Amanda looked heart broken and suddenly all eyes were on her. "Uh, Yeah, He’s not usually like that." She said and looked down. "Well, I’m sorry for taking so much time, you can go back to interrogating my girlfriend and her best friends now." Brendon said as he let go of my hand. Shannon laughed. "Anytime Brendon." He kissed my cheek and walked into the backstage area. I saw him walk straight to Ryan and shove him. "Well, I guess that’s all then." Shannon said smiling. I nodded. "Thank you." We all said in unison. "Really, it’s been great." Leeza said. Shannon nodded and the camera’s cut off. She walked over to Amanda and looked at her. "So who is your mystery man?" She asked quietly. "I think, he wants to stay a mystery a while longer." She said and looked down. Shannon opened her mouth as if to say something else so I quickly cut her off. "Well, we better to go then." I said and put my arm around Amanda’s neck. She nodded and mumbled a goodbye and thanks as we made our way backstage. Audrey and Jac are still here. Amanda didn’t look at Ryan and he didn’t look at her. "So, you probably still want me to be nice huh?" Audrey said rudely standing up and walking over to me. Brendon glared and stood up and Ryan grabbed his shoulder pulling him back down.

"You stole my boyfriend and you want me to be nice to you?" She said in a baby voice. I shrugged. "You don’t have to be nice to me Audrey, I got the guy. You can do whatever you want!" I said and smiled at her. She glared. Brendon chuckled. "Come on Audrey," Jac said standing. "This is retarded." She mumbled glancing at Ryan. Ryan looked up at her and bit him lip. "What so your not pissed that she stole Ryan?" "Who said Ryan was the ass not coming on stage tonight?" Jenna snapped. Ryan sighed. "Because he kept mumbling. ‘He’s fucking crazy if he thinks I’m going out there right now!’ Sound like he loves you!" Jac said smiling at Amanda.

Amanda looked down. "Listen skank! You wanna act like a bitch to her?" I raised my eyebrows. She nodded. "Fine, bring it on bitch!" I yelled and stepped forward. Amanda laughed a little and pulled me back. "Your so retarded Trislyn, just let them have their fun." She said and waited for them to finish.

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"Hey Trislyn, can I talk to you?" I rolled my eyes. "No! Ryan, You can’t talk to me! What the hell is wrong with you?" He looked taken back. "I didn’t even care, I wanted you to come on stage for her! You humiliated her! And now everyone thinks, oh well, Amanda’s boyfriend is a douche! And yeah, he is!" I snapped. He looked down. "I couldn’t just go out there…" "And why the hell not?" He scoffed. "Never mind, is she in there?" He motioned to the bunk section. "Yeah, I swear, you make her cry anymore!" He nodded and walked past me. Today was supposed to be awesome, and for my part, yeah, it was an amazing moment for me and Brendon, but Ryan and his freaking assness!

Amanda’s POV

I sniffled and wiped my cheek, the tenth time today when I hear the door creek open. I stopped breathing in order to not make any noise. "You can breathe, I know your in here." Ryan said. I sighed. He knows me too well. He opened the curtain of my bunk and peeked in. "Can I come in?" "I don’t know, someone might spot you through the window, heaven forbid people see you with me." "Only one." He mumbled. I rolled my eyes. He sat down next to me and wiped my eyes with his thumbs. I shook my head and pulled back. "I’m sorry." He whispered. I shook my head. "What was that for? Everything was fine earlier." He sighed. "I don’t know, it’s just, Jac was there and…" My mouth dropped. "You didn’t come out because of your ex girlfriend?!" I practically yelled. He winced. "I don’t know, I, I don’t like hurting people, and she would’ve been sad if I did. I’m not like Brendon, he was happy to go out there and piss Audrey off. I’m not like that." "Ryan, You hurt me! And now I’m sad. You would rather hurt me than her?" he looked down. "And yeah! Brendon is a great boyfriend! I don’t think he was happy because it was going to piss her off! Honestly, Audrey was probably the last thing on his mind! He did it to show everyone that he is with Trislyn! Damn it Ryan! People already know about us, and you couldn’t do that?" He sighed. "Brendon and Trislyn haven’t even said I love you yet, and they are acting more in love than us!" he looked up. "I don’t know what to say." "Would you re do it?" I asked, tears welling up again. He was quiet for a minute and then shook his head looking away. More years fell from my eyes. "So is this worth it then?" "What?" "Your hurt me, and spared Jac’s feelings. And you would do it again! Nice to know Ryan!" I said and bit my lip to stop it from shaking, my vision was completely blurry from all the tears in my eyes. "I’m just, not good with ex’s." I scoffed. "Your great with ex’s Ryan, just not curent’s." "What are you saying?" "If your so ashamed that you can’t do what Brendon did today, I, I don’t think you really love me Ryan. And, m, maybe we should just," He looked at me pleading. I shook my head. "I want to break up." He didn’t say anything. Neither of us did for a long time. I cried to myself, and he starred at the ground.

Oh Tsk Tsk. Skanky Jac and Audrey! lol This one is for my cuzzy. Cause I know how you would love to break up with Ryan.... lol jk. But you asked for it. Thanks for reading my lovelys! Rates and messages=Love!!!!