Ice-man (A Toushiru love story)

You couldnt sleep at all that night. It was around midnight when you had gone out into the backyard and looked at the sky. You jumped when Yourichi came out and asked "Cant sleep?"
"No" you replied "theres to much on my mind for it to calm down long enough to"
"Whats up?"
"This choice I have to make"
Yourichi went over and stood next to you "You want to do it dont you?"
you nodded
"But dont know if you want the result huh?"
you nodded again before saying "Actually, If I do go through with this, theres no way my life will be normal again, its a 100 to nothing ratio"
"whats the 100?"
"...Urahara knows, so does Rukia, and Byakuya fought Kurosaki when he was in that form"
"How does Urahara know?"
"He's the one that made Ichigo like that, when Ichigo was training to save Rukia-dono"
"Oh, I see, so in order to remove that mark, you'd have to fight it off with another, stronger, hallow's reiatsu?"
"No" you corrected her and touched your neck "To remove it, I have to absorb the hallow's power and then fight it off on my own"
"I see.... actually that makes more sense then the way I thought of it as"
You chuckled "Yeah, It kinda does... Thing is I wanted to talk to Ichigo about it"
"Why's that?"
"He already is a Vizard" you answered "And supposedly if I go through with this I'll be able to sense the hallow's approaching before a phone goes off or Ichigo's subsitute Shinigami badge"
"Really?"
"I like that part" you giggled "But, Im still not sure, I'd be gone for about a month like Ichigo but... I dont know" you shrugged
"Do you want anyone to know about you being one?"
"Not nessicarily, no. I think thats the part thats troubling me the most"
"Why not ask Captain Unohana?"
You smiled and looked at her "ya, I think I will. Just not right now, she's probably sleeping and I dont want to know what happens when she's woken up before she's done"
"good idea, You should try and get some rest then"
"ok, I'll see you in the morning"
"Sweet dreams" she called after you
"Dont let the bed bugs bite!" you answered (me-no seriously, they hurt!)
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Next morning
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After breakfast you pulled out your phone and leaned against the wall so that no one would be able to look over your shoulder, except fpr Yourichi, you had sat down next to her.
You finally found the number to Captain Unohana's hospital phone and called it
"Hello?" she answered
"Hi, Captain Unohana. Its me Lieutenant Aimi"
"Oh, good morning Lieutenant Aimi"
"Good morning" you replied back, forcing yourself not to roll your eyes
"So, do you have your desicion yet?"
"Actually, I was wondering if you'd tell anyone about what happens"
"No, unless you would like me to"
"No, no that'll be fine then... Im in"
"thats good" she replied her peppy voice so loud you had to hold the phone away from your ear for a moment "Come back and noon then"
"Alright, Goodbye Captain Unohana"
"Looking forward to seeing you already!" she called back before hanging up. You hung up and rubbed your ear making Yourichi chuckle
"Does she have to be so loud?" you asked still rubbing it
"Give her a break," she told you "she does have to heal others alot"
you smiled "ya" and looked at your watch "Ok, then, I have about four and ahalf hours till then"
"Plus school"
"yeah, plus school... so that means I have to leave during lunch" (idk thats the easiest time fer u 2 leave)
"Alright, better work hard in those classes you do have"
"right" you smirked, following Soi and Matsumoto out of the house/shop.
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During Lunch
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"So have you decided yet?" Matsumoto asked you as you finished your food, quicker then usually.
"Yeah" you answered looking at the wall clock. 11:45.
"What did you decide?" everyone was now listening for your answer
"Im going through with it"
"WHY?!" they all asked at the same time, making you jump, again.
"I said, I have pretty good chances to live" actually, you cant die from it... "But, Its just going to take awhile"
"How long is awhile?" Soi asked after five minutes
"quite a few days"
"As in a week, two.. what?" Byakuya asked
"Um... lets see, I'll be at the forth squads' recovery area for about four days, then when I get back I'll disappear until Ichigo comes back..."
"Why until then?" Soi asked
"Because..." you answered and shrugged "You know what, I'm just going to leave now, so what if Im early by acouple minutes" you wipped your mouth, and walked out to the roof, alone for once, which made everyone watch you. When out there, you stored your gigai in its mini box and took out your key, shoved it into midair and turned it. It took acouple minutes for the hell butterfly to come up from the cafeteria and, because of it being inside, you knew you had to get out of there, you could already hear the foot steps. The door to the roof flew open as the door for the crossing worlds shut. You walked through the crossing worlds, because you were still three mintes early when you had come out. The butterfly went to go tell Unohana that you were making your way there.
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In hospital after you arrived
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"Go ahead and lay down" she told you, and you did so "this might pinch abit" she finished before doing multiple medical things that you had no idea what they did, until you felt the mark being absorbed and your eyes shutting, there was a pinch btw. When you had awoken you were in a city, much like Ichi's but,instead of Old man Zangetsu there was your Dragon, next to it, was you, white and black version just like Ichi's.