An {E}mo Twin and A {R}ocker Twin's Love Story {{CH 20}}

"Kaya?" I guess hearing his voice scared her because she jumped when he said her name. She turned around and looked at him. "Can I talk to for a second, please?" She looked at me and I smiled to reasure her. She looked back at him, nodded and got up to follow him. He stuck something in his pocket and walked towards the doors. Damien came and sat beside me with our trays and smiled at me. I smiled and looked down at my plate the smile disappearing.

"You ok?" He asked.

"Just worried, that's all." I said sighing and turning to look at him. He smiled and put his arm around my shoulders pulling me closer.

"Everything's going to be ok. You'll see." He said kissing the top of my head.

Kaya's POV:

I followed Matt silently. My dream was scaring me now. I had saw Hayley in the lunch room smiling evilly at me and it reminded me of what Matt had said in the dream.
Matt: Ha! I can't believe you actually thought I liked you! I just used you for sex! Ha it was a waste of time though you weren't even that good. Whatever you are just a worthless whore that no one even cares enough to kill you. Haley and I had a good laugh out of it though!
The lack of sleep was really getting to me. I kept seeing things like my parents, Tyler when he was twelve, I even saw Blade walking around in the halls, the fur still burnt to his skin and I could see through the hole in his head where he got shot. I felt like I was about to either scream or pass out. Or even both.
Matt stopped a little ways away from the cafeteria doors once we were in the hall. He turned and looked at me nervously and took a deep breath.

"Um, Kaya I'm really sorry for the way I acted this morning. If I hurt you in any way I didn't mean to, you know I would never intentionally hurt you in any way possible. I had no right to act the way I did towards you and for that I'm sorry." He stared at me nervously after he finished and waited for me to say something.

"Thank you." I said softly. "I'm sorry too. I overreacted." I said looking down at my feet. I heard him sigh in relief.

"You have no idea how good it is to hear your voice." He used his index finger to make me look up at him again. "You have nothing to apologize for, it was me." I sort of smiled and he smiled. "So do you forgive me?" He asked losing his smile. I actually smiled for real this time and nodded. He smiled again, grabbed my face, and kissed me. We made out until he pulled away. "I almost forgot. Here, I saw you didn't have anything to eat so I got this." He said pulling cookies and a Dr. Pepper out of his pocket. I laughed and grabbed the hand with out the food and drug him back into the lunch room towards the table. When Aubri saw us she smiled and turned back to leaning on Damien's shoulder. I smirked evily having an idea. Matt looked at me suspiciously and just laughed and sat down in front of Aubri and Damien. I walked up beside Aubri and just stood there for a second.

"So Aubs...." I smacked her in the back of the head. "Why didn't you tell me about your bofriend you secretive little bitch?!" I yelled smiling trying not to burst out laughing just by the look on her face.
She glared at me and I just smiled. I walked proudly over to sit beside Matt and I put my hands in my jacket pockets. When I put my right hand in it got scratched. "Fuck!" I yelled jerking my hand out. I forgot I put Satan back in my jacket pocket so I could throw my bag in my locker so I wouldn't have to carry it to lunch. "Evil little bastard! I gave you the right name didn't I?" I said looking into my pocket to see the two eyes staring back at me as if saying 'Wake me up again bitch and it won't just be a little scratch you get.'. They all looked at me confused and I showed them Satan while trying not to get scratched again.

"Man Matt, you did get her the right cat. It's bitchy when it wakes up too." Aubri laughed. I glared and stopped the person that was walking behind me and took his apple and threw it at Aubri. Bullseye bitch! Right in the forehead. She glared at me and I just laughed. I felt someone behind me so I turned around and saw the dude I took the apple from.

"What?!" I asked getting pissed that they were just standing there staring at me. He still didn't say anything and that just pissed me off more. "Boo bitch! Got a problem?!"

"You took my apple." He said simply. I turned to look at everybody's plate and and Damien had an apple he was eating so I grabbed it out of his mouth and held it up to the dude behind.

"Hey!" Damien yelled.

"Hi." I said waving but still looking at the kid in front of me. He just stared at the apple and walked away. I shrugged and took a bite of the already half eaten apple. "Whatever." I said with my mouth full of apple and I threw it back to Damien who continued eating it. Matt laughed and put his arm around my waiste. I started eating cookies while looking around for nothing in particular when I saw Robert talking with his friends. I looked over at Matt, there was no way he would let me talk to him if he knew.

"Hey guys, I'll be right back." I said trying not to seem suspicious.

"Where are you going?" Matt asked.

"Bathroom." I said. Yeah, that's a good one.

"Oh let me come with you." Aubri said getting up. So I waited, it doesn't matter if she knows I talked to Robert. She won't tell...and live. So we started heading for the bathrooms. I looked to make sure Matt wasn't looking and when I saw he wasn't I dragged Aubri across the room to where Robert was sitting.

"What are you doing?" Aubri practically yelled. I pulled her to stay behind the big pole in case Matt was looking around. I looked to make sure he wasn't and then I turned back to Aubri and glared at her.

"Would you keep your big mouth on the quiet level for the moment. Just stay here ok and make sure Matt keeps looking away ok. Don't look where I go just keep your friggin eyes on him ok?" She raised her eye brow but shrugged and turned to watch Matt. I sighed and walked quickly to Robert. I tapped him on the shoulder so he would turn around.

"Yeah. Oh Kaya! Hey!" Oh god Robert! Don't be a big mouth like Aubri! Please!

"Hey, um I just wanted to say sorry for not coming to school yesterday. I said you could eat with us yesterday and I totally ditched you. I'm really sorry."

"Oh no it's ok. Oh! Guys this is Kaya, Kaya these are my friends, Devon, Garrett, and Cameron." He said pointing to Devon first, he had dark brown hair that was to his shoulders and his bangs stopped under his eyes. He was really tall and really skinny and looked a little like he hadn't had a shower for a couple of weeks. Garrett, was the guy that liked Aubri. Then Cameron had short brown hair that was spiky. He was cute and he looked really shy. I smiled and waved to all of them then turned back to Robert.

"But I gotta go my friends are waiting for me. So I will see you tomorrow got it?" I said trying to hurry up.

"Are you going to be at school tomorrow?" He asked laughing.

"Yes. See ya." I said laughing and walking away. I jogged back to Aubri and I must have scared her because she jumped. "Ok." I said as I grabbed her and made it look like we just walked from the bathroom. I know it sounds bad but Matt would just be mad at me for even still wanting to apologize! We sat back down and I smiled at Matt. He put his arm back around my waiste and I was still as tired as hell so I put my head on his sholder and apparently fell asleep.

Dream:
I was in the lunchroom just like before only there was only me, Matt, Damien, Aubri, Hayley, and Dawn. Matt had his arm around Hayley, Damien had his arm around Dawn, and Aubri was crying.

"Aubri what's wrong?" I asked walking over to her. She looked up at me angrily and yelled at me.

"Stay away from me you evil bitch!" She said backing up and pointing away.

"Aubri what did I do?"

"You made him leave me! Damien said that he couldn't date anybody related to you! He said if you're meant for disaster and lonliness he doesn't want it to rub off on him!! Everything is all your fault! I hope I never see you again!" She said this running out the door. I had a look of pain and confusion. I looked over when I heard disturbing giggles. I saw Damien and Dawn right in front of me.

"Thanks Kaya. If it wasn't for your messed up life I never would have gotten Damien." Dawn said putting her hands all over Damien.

"Yeah K, if I hadn't have gotten away from you I would have died like everybody else that comes near you. I guess you're just meant to die by your self. Thanks for being that way." Damien said and then he kissed Dawn and walked away.

"No I'm not, I'm not meant to die alone please." I whispered.

"Ha! What ever!" I heard a snotty voice laugh. I turned around and saw Matt and Hayley all over each other. "Everybody that comes near you either dies or leaves you. Matty here didn't want to die so he came to me. Thanks for being a cursed loser." She smiled.

"Yeah Kaya. Although I would have had Hayley faster if it wasn't for you. Why don't you just go crawl in a corner and stay there." Matt said bitterly. I felt my whole body go numb.

"Come on baby, lets go try some new positions..and I'm not talking about cheerleading." She said smiling like the evil bitch she is. Matt smiled and followed. I heard what sounded like drops of water hit the cold hard floor. I looked down and saw they were tears, falling from my eyes. I fell to my knees and started sobbing.

"I'm not meant to be alone, I'm not. I'm not!"
-End of Dream-

"I'm not!!" I yelled as I jerked awake. I was breathing hard and tears were still falling from my eyes. I was covered in a cold sweat and I needed my inhaler. Matt grabbed his bag from his back and dug through it finally handing me one of my inhalers that he for some reason always keeps with him. I breathed in the medecine and tried to calm down. I wiped away the tears and running eyeliner. I kept my head down from the three pairs of staring eyes around me. I still felt as exhausted as I had before I had fallen asleep. These dreams were keeping me from getting any actual sleep. I looked up through my bangs and saw fear mixed with confusion on all of their faces. I kept my head down and reached for the Dr. Pepper Matt had given me before I fell asleep, and drank a quarter of it. Satan climbed out of my pocket and looked up at me aswell, and put up his paw as if asking me what's wrong. "So you're an evil cat and a traitor? Great, can you shoot fire as well?" I said as I sat him on the table.

"Are you ok, Kaya?" Aubri asked. I glanced up at her and nodded.

"Uh, yeah. Just a bad dream, no biggy." I said nibbeling on a cookie but still not looking at anybody.

"Babe, you were pouring tears. That's the first time I have seen you cry in years. So don't tell me no biggy." Aubri said seriously.

"It was nothing! Just forget about it!" We glared at each other and then the bell rang signalling lunch was over I grabbed Satan who growled because he was eating a cookie that I threw in my pocket with him. "Damn cat might actually be Satan." I mumbled as I quickly walked to class. I sort of felt guilty for yelling at her. I had already made my boyfriend mad at me today and now my twin was going to
be mad at me. Maybe my dreams were true. I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself.