prt. 5 :D

ok well there was some trouble in the last couple of months, i guess my grades got better, hayden found a new boyfriend whos a geek and that i personally adore. joey told us that he might be moving to pennsylvina, zac's having trouble finding a girlfriend, sadly from first to last is still on tour in florida right now, but surprisingly me and mara have been keeping in touch with matt and sonny for a while now so..yea.

today was nothing different, but i had to go to work yay! now you're thinking how can she be happy about getting up early in the morning just to go to work? well since its the weekend i get to work at my trainer's barn where i get to take care of my horse. yes that means i ride of course! its the only sport i do anyway, i'm not a very athletic person and playing regular sports like soccer or basketball is boring and i get hurt. like durring the week, i had p.e. with hayden and we were playing flag football. Hayden and i were partners and practed throwing and catching the ball, now she's like tom brady the female version and i'm not. as we were playing, she passed the ball to me and it looked like she aimed the ball to my forehead so i freaked out and ducked my head, but sadly i was struck in the ear with the ball and went down. ever since that day i hate football more than ever and is deathly terrified of the ball, weird is itn't?

i pulled into the dirt driveway, as i got out my car i heard the whinnies of horses as i walked towards the barn. "hello my pretties!" i said as i passed the many horse heads leaning out of their stalls. i came up to the last stall at the end of the barn, inside was a medium pony with a white mixed brown coat, white back socks, a white stripe down her nose, wavy brown maine and a blue halter to finish her off. yupp this was my angel, my girly, my horse cloudy, but i perfer to call her pretty. "hey girl, i missed you." i said in a calm, quiet voice as she nudged my hand. i grabed a grooming kit as i started to glide my hand down her back with the brush. i talked to her softy about things on my mind like school, my friends, and sonny. sometimes i really think she understands what i'm saying and helps me with my problems. i helped tracked her up and checking to see if her girth was tightened enough, then got on her back, ready for a good ride.

We walked down the trail till we reached along side the river, with a wide clearing just begging us to gallop across. i could feel her energry gathering as she stomped her feet with impaticence. "just wait a little longer pretty." i asurred her as i fixed my stirrups. I leaned forward and shortened my reins then giving her the nudge for the ok to go. In a flash she speeded down the clearing as her hoofs turned into a soothing rythem. "woo-hoo!" i yelled as she went faster giving everything she had. we passed a road with a few cars going by, but i was in the moment enjoying the winds rushng through my hair and the amazing speed that this pony had inside her.

We took a slow trot back to the barn, then gave her a good groom from the ride. "i'm very impressed on how fast you went today girly." i said as i patted her neck and gave her a treatas a thank you from the magical ride today. i checked my phone as i locked up her stall for the day and saw i had three new voicemails. the first one was from mara: "hello emily this is mara, um i'm bored! matt isn't picking up his phone and i need to talk to someone! where are you? call me back pleaseeeeee!!!" um i don't think so! the second one was from mara again : "emily! why won't you pick up your fucking phone! i know you're there! matt still won't answer! i even tried calling sonny cuz i'm soo bored! ehhh nehh! pick up! jeez!" i rolled my eyes. the last one was from sonny thank god!

"yooo dude! i'm done performing for the week! hey i haven't talked to you in like three days i think? oh why the fuck did mara call me? did you make her do that just to annoy me? god! she wouldn't stop asking where matt was and why he wouldn't call back! then she was nagging me about where you were! i got soo annoyed i hung up on her just for some peace andquiet. how the hell can you deal talking to her for hours? god help me. oh, call me back soon, cuz i'm not in the mood to have mara nagging me agian. PLEASE!" i laughed about his comment on mara! how true!

later in the afternoon after i came back from the barn i walked in the open feild that was down the street from my house. i layed down on the grass watching the clouds as i was thinking about stuff, till my phone went off distracting me from my thougts. note to self i miss you terribly, this is what we call a tradgedy come back to me, come back to me, to me my phone sang as i dug through my twilight sweater. i checked my phone seeing mara's number on the screen, but i decided to hang up on her cuz i'm mean! haha! no,i just didn't feel like talking to her right now.

after a while i picked up my phone and dialed sonny's number wanting to see what he was up to. ring ring ri- "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT NOW MARA! I TOLD YOU I DON'T KNOW WHERE HE FUCKING IS! NOW STOP FUCKING CALLING ME!" he screamed. "wow you just love saying fuck don't you son!" i laughed at his silence. " oh its you emmie! i thought you were mara for a second! and i do love that word that you very much." i giggled, " well you sound like me in the morning when someone wakes me up."

" heh, heh, heh i forgot it was three a.m. in your time ,but that only happend once!" "it doesn't matter anymore at least i go some more sleep after that, but don't let it happen again or else i'm gonna beat you with my metal bat." i warned in a joking way. " you have my word! so watch ya doin?" "mm nothing, just watching the clouds." "thats cool, oh where were you this morning since mara kept asking me." " oh i was at work."

"work? i thought you only have shifts durring the weekdays! " " yea i do, but i have a different job over the weekends that end at twelve noon." " oh. so where are you?" "i'm at an open feild down the street from my house. " cool is it cold over there now?" " yea pretty chilly but i don't mind. so how was your performance?" silence. "sonny?" silence. "sonny are you there?" "sonny this isn't funny!" silence. "son- OMG! AHHH! beeeeep........

you know what i'm going to ask....so do it.

-gasp- i just realized thats sonny's shirt has horses on it! YAY! :D