I have been staying at the Malfoys for 2 days now. I miss home but I don’t want to go if that makes sense. Mr and Mrs Malfoy are really nice. They told me to call them Lucius and Narcissa but I can never bring myself to call my friends parents by their first names, I don’t find it very polite, none-the-less they still tell me to do it. There is one problem though...
They don’t know I am a Lovegood and that is the only reason why they do not hate me right now. If they ever found out I would be out of this manor before you could say ‘Get the fuck out of my house’ but I hope they don’t find out because I want to stay here with Draco. It is not fair! I love Draco and if his parents find out this one simple thing we could never be together. IT’S JUST A BUNCH OF BULLSH...
I snapped my head up. I heard footsteps coming down the hall and over to my room. I stuffed the book I had been writing in under my bed and grabbed the book from my bedside table, opening it at a random page and pretended to read. There was a knock at the door.
“Come in” I said pulling my stare away from the door and down at my book. Mrs Malfoy walked in.
“Dinners ready Nina” She told me.
I love the way she said Dinner instead of tea, it was so posh. It was exactly like Draco said it but It wasn’t cute when she said it.
“Thank-you Mrs Malfoy” I replied putting my book on my bedside table and standing up.
“How many times do I have to tell you to call me Narcissa.”
I didn’t reply. I just smiled and walked down to the dining room. When I got there the house elves had just finished laying out the table and were serving up the meal. I sat down opposite Draco as usual. I giggled when I saw him. He looked posher when he was at home then when we were at school. He didn’t show off like at school. It was nice to finally be with the real Draco for 3 weeks.
After Dinner, as they would call it, we sat down up in Dracos room just talking. In the end I made the mistake of bringing up Harry, Ron and Hermione.
“Don’t even mention those 3 people to me.” Draco snapped, “Do you know how annoying it is. For weeks they’ve been going on about how nice I’ve become and I hate it. To be honest it’s your fault. You’ve made them think that I want to be friends with them after all these years of hatred. I just wanted to be on non-fighting terms so that we wouldn’t always be fighting about you. Hermione’s the fucking worst. Stupid little mudblood”
“MUDBLOOD!” I yelled. I hated him the fucking cunt, “Hermione just happens to be one of my best friends. If you have a problem with them, then I have a problem with you. How dare you call someone a mudblood. It is horrible and you deserved to be shot at birth. You wouldn’t like it if you were muggle born and kept taking the piss out of you would you?!” He sat there shocked at my outburst. “WOULD YOU!” I screamed
“Not really no” He replied looking kind of scared.
“I didn’t think so!” I said, “You are such a, such a.... WANKER!” I screamed, “I seriously cannot believe you.” I got off his bed and started pacing the length of his room, “If I had anywhere to go I’d be out of here right now but the problem is my dad isn’t expecting me and would tell me to come back and make up with you. How much I’d love to skin him alive, suck out his blood and eat his guts out with a rusty spoon” I stopped pacing and fell to the floor, crossed legs. Draco looked slightly frightened and stood up. He slowly started to make his way to me. “Come anywhere near me Malfoy and I’ll be eating your guts with a rusty spoon not my dad’s.” He receded quickly.
“Just leave me in my room.”I turned around to leave but turned back to Draco. I walked slowly over to him smiling. My face suddenly fell. I swung back my hand and slapped him as hard as I could around the face. I stormed out of the room, “Cunt” I whispered as I slammed the door shut. I ran to my room and fell onto my bed. I lay there for a second the letting the anger inside of me slowly release. I rolled of the bed landing face first on the floor. I reached under my bed and pulled out my slugs. “Time is killing us” I looked up, evil glinting in my eyes, “Some quicker than others”
I took the lid of my slugs and pulled out Draco, gently stroking him down his back. “If only you knew your own fate. By the end of the holidays you will be dead and there’s nothing you can do about it.”
~#*^the next morning^*#~
I slowly woke the next morning. I rolled over and looked at the clock on my bedside table. I was suddenly wide awake. It was only 6:30 in the morning. I don’t know why that made me awake; it really should have made me think ‘I’ll just go back to bed’. I sat up and threw my legs over the side of the bed. I started to pace my room. I hadn’t forgotten about the night before. I felt so confused. On one hand I loved Draco to pieces but on the other hand... I absolutely hated him. How dare he call one of my best friends a mudblood? Though knowing Hermione she would just say ‘I’m a mudblood and proud’. I hated it when people did that. They try to act like it doesn’t offend you but it actually does. That really pissed me off. She is such a Pussy cunt. I fell onto the floor and reached underneath my bed I pulled out my box of slugs, pulling out Nina.
“What should I do Nina?” I gently stroked Ninas back.
I stayed there for as good hour thinking things over. I heard people walking down the stairs so I put Nina back in her box. I stood up. I felt light and airie. I slowly walked over to the door. It was like I was walking on air. I felt so far away and calm. The calmest I had ever been since I had met Draco. It felt lovely. I walked down the hall and down to the breakfast table not really taking any notice of where I was going; I just went down by instinct. I sat down in my normal place and let the house elves put a full cooked breakfast in front of me. I started to play with it, making all the different pieces into different parts of a smiley face. As soon as I had finished Draco walked into the room still in his pyjamas.
“Hey Nina” He said pleasantly walking over to me kissing me on the cheek.
“What are you doing!?” I said loudly, I suddenly fell back down to earth.
