All Around Me (Song Fic) Lawliet

My hands are searching for you.
My arms are outstretched towards you.

My cries were held in as my hands were ontop the silver, granite stone.

I feel you on my fingertips.
My tounge dances behind my lips for you.

I ran my hand over the soft granite.
A year has passed, yet I still yearn for the kisses you once gave to me.

This fire rising through my being.
Burning, I'm not use to seeing you.

"Lawliet..." I whispered.
"Please, come home." A tear slid down my cheek as my heart was feeling swelled as if it were to burst at any moment.

I'm alive.
I'm alive.

I suddenly felt the warmth flow within me, though no one was touching me.
Nor was it close to the summer.

I can feel you all around me.
Thickening the air I'm breathing.

I soon felt suffocated, yet comforted by the warmth.
"Lawliet?" I called out, or cried.
It made no difference.

Holding onto what I'm feeling.
Savoring this heart that's healing.

A hand was placed over my heart.
Though it was not my own.
Nor was it any one from physical contact.
It was him.
Lawliet.
It had to be him.

My hands float up above me,
As you whisper you love me.

"Lawliet?!" I cried out once more.
I clamped my hands together, and cried.
I prayed to God it was him.
I don't think I have much more room for hurt.
No matter how much this itself...
Was killing me inside.
"I love you." He whispered.

And I begin to fade,
Into our secret place.

I gasped.
It was him!
But how?
A small memory slipped my mind.
The one place he never told anyone about.
I was the only one who knew about it.
It made me cry harder,
A memory.

The music makes me sway.
The angels singing say we are alone with you.
I am alone and they are too with you.

A soft melody plays through my mind.
The lulliby Lawliet had made for me.
"It's time to go." he whispered through my ear.

I'm alive.
I'm alive.

My eyes opened,
they stung from my tears.
Lawliet's deep eyes peirced mine as my heart stopped beating.

I can feel you all around me.
Thickening the air I'm breathing.

Now I was suffocating.
It hurt; I was in pain.
I couldn't breathe,
Like all my air had been...
taken away from me.

Holding onto what I'm feeling.
Savoring this heart that's healing.

As I allowed Lawliet's ghostly hands lie my empty body down to rest,
I felt at peace.
No more aching, suffering.

And so I cry.
The light is white.
And I see you.

My tears are wiped.
At death, they say, you see that white light.
But no... I see him.
Lawliet.

I'm alive.
I'm alive.
I'm alive.

I felt free again.
Nothing was holding me back from being with him.
Nothing.

I can feel you all around me.
Thickining the air I'm breathing.

I feel his breath on my face.
I feel his arms embrace me..
Holding me tightly.

Holding onto what I'm feeling.
Savoring this heart that's healing.

My happiness couldn't be expressed in words.
I was so happy; he was here.
I slung my arms around him,
and Pulled him so close to me; as if we had become one.

Take my hand I give it to you.
Now you owe me all I am.
You said you would never leave me.
I believe you.
I believe.

He let me go and grabbed my hands in his.
"I love you." He whispered once again.
"I'll never leave you again."
"I know."

I can feel you all around me.
Thickining the air I'm breathing.
Holding onto what i'm feeling.
Savoring this heart that's healed.

I'll never leave his side, not if he begged me.
My heart has finally healed.
And now I'm in a place,
Where it cannot be broken.