Samantha rushed in room and slammed door behind herself, she ran to bed and fell in it, hiding hers face in pillows, she wanted to cry hers heart out, but it seemed pointless---
She heard Davey's footsteps and heard how he opened door. Soon after that she felt his arms around her, which pulled her in tight hug, not asking a word about why she was like this. Samantha was grateful for that. She felt his lips on hers forehead and than he simply held her, she was quiet as if she was a calm child, Samantha wanted to stay like this forever--- here in his arms she didn't know any problems, she just felt such love and attraction… this was hers own paradise. But she knew that all this was just instantaneous, that after he will let her go all problems will be back, she will realize that she was sick now---- and that nothing will be the same again… already now it was different---
"What will happen now?" she whispered quietly.
"Nothing---" Davey said to her and pushed her back a bit to look at her, "Nothing, we will live as we lived before---"
"Davey, you have to accept the truth--- I am not the same now--- people die from this disease---"
"I don't want to hear that---" Davey said and pushed hers hair over hers right shoulder, he touched her as if she was something fragile, something precious, "It is 21st centenary, people conquer even cancer, I will not let you die----" he said and hugged her once more, "EVER---- you hear me?"
Samantha lied against his chest.
"I wish I could believe in you----"
"You don't have to believe in me--- firstly you have to believe in yourself, Samantha---" Davey said, "You have to realize that you are too important for me and Angela, so you have to fight it, you hear me? And I will be here to support you---- you're my own life, so you have to fight, not just for yourself, you have to do that for us--- remember it---"
Samantha looked at him, Davey was even more worried than she was, and she noticed that just now. Suddenly she hated herself for being so selfish, she pulled herself up on knees, placing hers palms on each side of his face, making him to look at her, his eyes shone weirdly.
"It'll be alright---" she whispered and kissed him, "You will not loose me---"
They had never bin so close. Davey realized the risk; he knew that now it was serious, that now he couldn't argue with her, he had to be near her to support her. Whereas Samantha understood that she had to fight, she had to fight for hers life to see Angela's growing up and so she could be with the one she loved----
"I am helpless---" Davey said and slid in couch, Hunter looked at him confused, Davey never came to him, he beret chose Jade or Jeffree, because Hunter was that person who didn't seem to understand anyone, but today Davey was here, desperate, and Hunter didn't even know the reason of it.
"What are you talking about, Davey?" Hunter asked confused, Keiko wasn't here, so this was the right moment to talk, at least Davey thought so, because he felt as if he had to tell it to someone, and Jade now was with Megan, who was Samantha's best friend… Adam and Isabella seemed too happy to disturb them with such problems, but Jeffree--- well, he loved Samantha too much, and Davey didn't wish to pull him in this all…
"Samantha… Hunter, she's ill---"
Hunter looked at Davey with concern and sat near with him on couch.
"She has problems with heart, Hunter, and I cannot help her… this time it is serious." Davey said and glanced at Hunter, he started at him as if he was waiting when Davey will calm him that he was joking, but anyway this was too important thing to joke about.
"How?" Hunter finally stammered out.
"I don't know---" Davey said, "I have no idea when she could get this illness--- I have no idea what to do---"
"Well, where is she?" Hunter asked.
"Home."
"Why did you leave her?"
"She was sleeping… Hunter I had to leave--- I was suffocating, I cannot look at her with calmness, knowing how serious this is---- that is not broken arm or something, we're talking about something what can kill her, and I am not ready to face it!"
Hunter and Davey both sat in silence, finally Hunter spoke.
"Davey, I know it's probably hard, but she is not the only one who has such problems---- and now she needs you, you cannot run away from her, because you are not ready--- I mean, you love her, don't you?"
Davey looked at him confused and then spit out ironically: "No, Hunter, I was just pretending to be heartbroken when she left---"
Hunter ignored his irony and carried on: "You have to support her now more than ever, if she knows what is happening than it is just harder for her than for you, I mean, she is the one who has such problems, and the least what she needs is for you to be scared. We all will be here to support you in these hard times, but you have to go to her, she has to know that you're near her, that you love and need her. Don't come running to me or anyone else, we cannot make you feel better, only you can face this, because we can only try to help you, I mean, I have no idea how to act in such situation---"
Davey glanced t Hunter, he wasn't happy when he heard such an advice, but he knew that Hunter was right and that he himself was the only one who had to find any solution in this hard times.
"Thanks---" Davey said and stood up, "You helped me a lot, I am serious---" Davey said and grabbed his jacket, which was on couch near with him.
Hunter confused a bit, because he didn't feel that way, but he stammered out your-welcome-phrase and accompanied Davey to door.
David reached his car and sat in it, he knew that he had to go back home. He started his car, but his phone interrupted him with SMS signal, Davey with no enthusiasm took his phone and read message.
"Look after her, or you'll regret that
Love- Synesthesia."
David wrinkled his eyebrows, phone number from which he got message was unknown, he thought if he should call to it, but then phone rang it self, Davey almost jumped in his seat, phone fell from his hand in his lap, but when he took it, he noticed that caller was Sammy.
"Hallo?" Davey answered.
"David, where are you?" Samantha's voice sounded a bit nervous.
"Oh, I was at Hunter's--- did you wish something?" Davey calmed down a bit, it was good to her hers voice.
"No, I just was worried when I found out that you left…" Sammy calmed down, "When will you be home?"
"After 15 minutes, why?"
"Nothing… Well, I am waiting then---"
"Okay--- Love you---"
"I know---" Samantha said and cut the conversation.
David smiled weakly, started the car and drove off to home.
