*John's POV*
Every week she'd come in with another guy. It wouldn't last long. She'd take them to the bedroom and regret it the morning, crawling back to me for support. I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted to be the one for her. Ever since I met her, I knew we were right for each other. I think, deep down, she knows it too...
This is side one
Flip me over
I know I'm not you're favorite record.
The songs you grow to like never stick at first.
I wish she felt the same way.
*Normal POV*
I was so happy with my life. My great friends, my career, everything. But I'd never found the right guy. I've never been lucky in love. Since my first crush in 5th grade, from Senior Prom, and now fast forward 7 years and here I am, still fucking random guys each night and getting nowhere with it. I don't want to be with a guy who just gets in my pants and doesn't call back. I want to be with a guy who will love me. I just...I just wish I knew what that meant.
I said to goodbye to some guy I met last night, Jamie I think his name was, who managed to fuck me again. I'm such a slut. Or at least I feel like one. He kissed me on the cheek and smiled, walking out. I turned around and my smile dropped as I saw John, my closest friend in the entire world, sitting with his head down on the sofa. I love him so much. I guess I'd always had a thing for him, but he could have any girl he wanted...Why pick a freak like me? I'd used these guys a few times to make him jealous, but it never worked. I so badly wanted to ask him out, just once, but I didn't want our friendship to be awkward.
I hope this is the last time, because I'd never say no to you.
Me: Um...John?
He looked up and didn't look happy.
John: What is it Kaylie? What do you want now? Aren't you gonna go and find another dude to fuck in this ass?
I took a step back, shocked at what he just said. That was the weirdest thing he could've come out with.
Me: Huh? Sorry John, but you've never said anything before. If you aren't comfortable with me having a sex life in that bedroom, feel free to discuss it with me. *I rolled my eyes at him*
John: Sorry baby girl, but I always end up sleeping in here, and it's just getting annoying.
Me: Okay I'm sorry dude, but you know I haven't found the right guy yet.
John: I guess we're both pretty unlucky in that category.
I sat down next to him.
Me: What are you trying to say? Why are you so...depressed? This has never bothered you before.
John: Before, I was....I was unsure of my feelings.
Me: Feelings?
John: Yeah. I don't know how to tell you this Kaylie, but you truly deserve better than guys like that. Guys that don't-
I finished his sentence.
Me: Guys that don't call back. Guys that don't keep you warm. Guys that don't make you feel special. I'm terrible at picking a date, I know. But I can't seem to find the right-
Then, he kissed me. More passionatley, more lovingly and more amazing than I've ever been kissed before. I was stunned, but I let it continue. For what seemed like forever.
Me: G...Guy.
John: I'm always second best K...But now, I wanna be your first choice.
Me: You always were.
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