Into the dark i fall (Frank iero)

It had been a slow week with mikey doing everything he could to help me remember, but i couldn't. As time grew further from the accident i could see people knew i wouldnt get better, I was never going to remember nd it hurt them all beyond belive. Each day i watched as the hurt in franks face grew bigger and bigger, he came over each day with mikey to see if i got better, but i didnt, and to tell you the truth i agreed i didnt think i ever would.

"This is your auntie Ruby, she cameto your birthday last month..." i sighed as mom turned another page in the (photo) album we were looking at, i didnt know anyone. I watched my mum close the album and get to her feet, obviosly giving up with me. I played with my fingers as she walked slowly from the room. When she was gone i picked up the album and carried it with me to my room. As i sat on the floor i began slowly flicking through the pages trying to remember the faces or the names of the people that knew me so well. I Frowned as i saw a page of photos of frank and i, one was of us at what looked like a fair, i was holding fairy floss while pointing to something that must've been behind the camera while frank was smiling holding his hands in his pockets. the next was at a beach, we stood hand in hand, running along the waters edge. We looked younger there than we did in the others, like we where 12 or eleven. when mikey came over tomorow i would ask him about these photo's to see if he knew. I turned the page of the album to see the next few pages blank. i closed the book and stood up carefully. After dusting myself of i carefully slid the album into the shelf that rested on the wall of my room. When i walked to the stairs i could hear my mother talking softly on the phone...

"no, no she hasnt remembered anything yet, well other than..."

"yeah, oh you should see his face, he's devistated....yes, really?"

i knew she was talking about frank and i, and that i shouldnt't really be listening but i couldnt help it.

"i think mikey might as well give up, she's not making any progress...yeah, no i gave up just before....i think i should take her to a prefessional....no well she's bringing the house down, making everyone around her misrable just because she cant reember a few names and places.....pathetic i know....well i've got dinner in the oven so i'd better be going....ok...ok bye donna" i waited a few minutes after mom put down the phone to come in. "hi Tallia, mmm smells good, whats cooking?" I walked to the bench and sat down, waiting for my reply. "hon i want you to call me mom, i know it feels weird but maybe after a while you'll remember or get used to it." i watched as she pulled a sickening sweet smile. "um ok mom" It didnt feel right calling her that, she didnt feel like my mom esspecially after what i heard her say on the phone just before! "see dosn't that feel better!" I cringed under her sweet tone. "uh mom i'm going to go for a drive." i watched as she sighed, probably contemplating whether it was a good idea to let me out of the house or not. "honey i think we should get your driving tested before you start again" i groaned as she went back to cutting veggies, "fine, i'll go for a walk then" before she could protest i had zipped up the hoddie i was wearing and had started walking through the house to the door.