My Boyfriend Is A WHAT?!?!?!

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Ch.25

Normal P.O.V

I woke up in a room with bright lights all around weird noises over head. What happened? I sat up and got a huge head ache and it all flashed back. The party, the wolf, the cliff, Gabe. He loves me after all these years of waiting he loves me. But where the hell am I? What happened after I fell off the cliff? I couldn’t remember and I felt like I had been asleep a really long time. “Rachel honey are you awake?” once I heard the voice I knew who it was and where I was. The voice was of my dad’s I must be dead. How could I be with him though? If there was a “god” wouldn’t I go to hell and my dad to heaven after all the shit I did? Whoa what’s going on? “Daddy?” I asked my voice weak and my throat burned. “What is it baby?” he asked coming closer my vision was starting to clear and everything become less fuzzy. “Am I dead?” I asked but before he could answer I passed out again.

Gabe’s P.O.V.

It took a few minutes before they were come enough to talk. “How do you know what we are?” Blake asked he was the first one to recover from the shock but that was in his nature he was more loving and kind then Jacob. “My mother Sharon is a pixie you might have heard of her. She is the Queen.” I said simply it was true my mother had told me all about that world and the signs to look for to identify people. She also told me of the important families and who lived around here. “If she’s a pixie wouldn’t that make you one to?” Blake asked walking closer to me. I laughed now that would be weird. “No. She isn’t my mother. My mother is dead and so is my father. Sharon adopted me when I was 5 and told me of her world.” I told them this like it was a normal everyday thing. “She and my mother were best friends and my mother soon fell in love with Sharon’s brother. That’s how I have sensitive sight and hearing. But my father was not a full pixie in the first place it was a weird genetic disorder. They were murder by vampires in front of my very eyes.” I said the word vampires with hate and they noticed. All of them were still in shock to ask any more questions.

I left them standing there walking up stairs and out the front door towards home. It is a long walk and my mother is most likely worried. I missed my mother sometimes. Sharon was always like a second mother but I can still remember my mom’s scent, her smile, her laugh, and her scream of pain and terror when the vampire came. I shivered at the sound of it in my mind. Although I was young when it happened I can remember it perfectly. It started to rain as I turned the corner, it wasn’t nice rain it was hard and cold. I just wanted to go home and lye in bed. I wanted to cry but not over Rachel or my mother. But over the fact that I can’t commit suicide because it would hurt Sharon too much. She lost her brother, her best friend she doesn’t need to lose her son. I kept on walking the long way home in the rain thinking about what I was going to do spring break was over tomorrow. Time just goes by so fast with Rachel dead.

Normal P.O.V

I woke up in that bright room again but I could see better and I didn’t hurt as much. People were talking around me but stopped once they saw I was awake. “Princess!” some of them yelled and some of them just stared almost as if they couldn’t believe I was real. “Sweetie are you ok.” It was him again my dad. “I’m fine.” I said but my voice betrayed me it sounded horse and tasted like slat water. “Do you want a drink?” he asked but before I could answer he handed it to me. He stood back with the people that crowded my bed. I had never seen them before and there was so many of them I started to freak and I looked at them with confusion. “Oh dear. You guys should leave so we can talk alone.” My dad said and nodded at the doctor to take the people out. Once they were all gone he sat on my bed. I sipped at my water as he tried to decide of what to say.

The water burned my throat a little as I swallowed but it made me feel better. He sighed and took one of my hands “I bet your wondering what’s going on.” He said and I nodded sipping my head. “Well the thing is there are more then just…humans...” he trailed of as I giggled. “I know about that daddy. I know about what and who I am.” I said this and he looked relived. “Oh that makes it easier so your mother told you?” he asked looking at me I shook my head. “No Jake my ex-boyfriend told me, you remember him> Yea he’s a vampire he was the prince till Donovan told me about me and stuff. Mom doesn’t know I know.” I said and he looked shocked. “Jacob’s a vampire? And you went out with him? And Donovan what are you talking about?” he looked at me confused so I sat up to tell him what happened. “Yea Jacob and I went out then he broke my heart. Then I kissed Blake and Donovan came back. Then he told me what I was and I told Blake and Jacob both of them didn’t want to be near me then they got over it but Jacob still hated me. Then Aunt Judy came and we found out Jacob was under a spell cuz of Jess and I broke it I think I don’t know. Because I ran away then I was going to jump of the cliff but Gabe stopped me and told me he loved me then kissed me. Then I fell of the cliff. You know the rest but I don’t. Am I dead?” I told him all of this in on breath. He laughed a little touching my cheek. “Wow that’s great that Donovan is back. I’m sorry you went through. And no sweetie you’re not dead.”

Gabe’s P.O.V

As I walked home the tears just came. I have never cried so much in my life as I have this past year. The rain is coming down harder and colder. Somewhere deep in my heart a light sparks, almost as if Rachel was standing next to me. “Rachel are you here?” I asked looking out into the rain. “Rachel if you’re here answer me.” I feel stupid why am I doing this? I swear she’s here though I’m here. It shocked me to hear her voice but I knew it was her. “Rachel I love you I miss you.” I said walking slowly. I love you too Gabe. I miss you. I knew I wasn’t imaging it. Even though the voice was in my head I knew she was here in some way. “Rachel I wish you would have told me before you died Rachel I can’t stand it with out you.” I said stopping tears going faster. Don’t do it. “Don’t do what?” I asked her Don’t do it. What is she talking about? “What?” don’t “Why not!” I knew what she meant I was only thinking about it a little though. I’m not dead.

She’s not dead? What? “What do you mean I saw you fall. They couldn’t find you where are you?” I asked frantic. I am fine. Don’t worry. Move on. Move on? Yea right “Move on I could never. Rachel always and forever my love.” I told her my feelings move on. “I can’t” move on. “Why? Aren’t you coming back?” I asked pain in my voice. She didn’t answer me “Rachel answer me are you coming back?” I asked her scared I would lose her again. She still didn’t answer but I knew she was there I could feel her. “Damn it Rachel I deserve an answer! Are you fucking coming back!” I yelled it on the top of my lungs. Some people in cars stopped and looked but kept going. The rain came even harder. “Please Rachel I just want to know are you coming back?” I just barely whispered after a few seconds she answered. No. With that I felt her leave and I fell on my knees crying. I lost her again.

Normal P.O.V

That was the hardest thing in the world telling Gabe I wasn’t coming back. It’s cool that I can read minds and talk to people through my mind. According to my dad my powers are just starting. That soon I will be able to move things with my mind. I can also control the elements no body has ever seen anything like me before and there surprised by my power. My dad had explained everything to me; I am in werewolf country where I am to be Queen. I have been in a coma for a little more then a year and he said it would be best for me not to return home. I think he’s right since everyone had already lost me once they don’t need to lose me again when I leave to be Queen my human friends wouldn’t know. Even though I could be Queen of both countries from home its best this way. My dad said he arraigned for me to be married to a knight of the werewolf country.

I will be meting him tomorrow morning and going to a ball to announce the engagement later that night. I hope he’s nice and caring; I used to read stories about marriages back in the old times. Many times the men would beat and abuse women before and after the marriage and nothing could be done of it because she belonged to him. I wouldn’t be able to deal with that at all. I don’t want to be married to anyone my heart is taken’ by three men. I couldn’t help but cheek in on Gabe I might as well cheek in on the others. I closed my eyes and concentrated on Blake. Quickly I was in his room. He was sitting on his bed going through pictures of me and him together. I wonder if this will work he can’t normally read y mind so will my thoughts be able to get to him? I concentrated harder so my presence could be known. My smell would be in the room and you would be able to feel me there. It was very weird feeling doing this. Blake looked up and around the room. “Rachel?” he whispered my name and I heard his voice crack I hated seeing him in pain but I loved hearing his voice. I made my presence stronger “Rachel are you here?” he asked and I could tell he felt stupid oh yea I can read emotions. “I’m here.” I spoke well into his mind.

“Rachel are you really here?” he asked me standing up. Yes in a way. I needed to make sure your alright. I told him and it was true. I want nothing more then for the loves of my life to be happy. Gabe wasn’t so happy he was doing much worse then Blake. “So you are dead? There is really no hope. Gabe was wrong he wasted a year waiting and you weren’t coming back.” He said pain thick in his voice I sighed but he wouldn’t hear it. Blake I’m alive. I told him and he seemed surprised. “Really!? Where are you?” he asked happy to know I was ok. I can’t tell you. I’m in other country. I said I knew I would be hurting them more by doing this but I had to it hurt to much not to. He looked hurt as he asked the question I didn’t want to hear. “Why? Aren’t you coming back?” I sighed again I missed you. I love you. I said to him avoiding the question he looked surprised. “You love me?” he asked his voice very faint. Yes Blake. I’m sorry I shouldn’t be here I shouldn’t do this. I love you but I also love two other men. I said this all quickly knowing he would remember his question soon. “I understand that you love them. But I didn’t know you loved me I love you too.” He said and I could tell he felt pain and guilt but I couldn’t be sure why. “Your not coming back are you?” he asked sadness touched his voice. No. I said and left. I could still hear his thoughts so I tuned them out. I didn’t need to hear his pain. He most likely didn’t want me to either. I came back and looked around my room in the castle and tears slide down my face. “Daddy was right. It’s better if I don’t contact them. If they think I’m dead.” The sun was setting my favorite time of day. My mind flashed back to the time I told Gabe this, the time I spent with Jacob under the setting sun kissing, and when Blake and I rode around on my baby me telling him how I felt about how Jake dumped all while the sun was going down. I let more tears fall and got ready to see Jacob.

Slowly he came into view it was a little fuzzy at first though. He was sitting in the basement playing video games. I pushed my self around the room so my scent would be noticed then I sat down next to Jacob. It was almost like I was a ghost. He felt the cold breeze and could sense me there he looked around the room in confusion and I giggled. I must of sent it to him because his head snapped towards me. “Rachel are you with me?” he asked his voice shaking; vaguely I wonder way people got so terrified when I showed up. “I’m here Jacob.” I said and he shivered. “How? Your dead.” He said looking right where I was even though he couldn’t see me it’s complicated. I’m not dead. He looked confused and it hurt to know I would have to hurt him soon. “Rachel I love you always and forever please forgive me for going out with Keri.” He said tears going down his face. He’s going out with Keri? Wow lucky her I love you to Jacob but move on be happy with Keri. Here comes the hard part telling him I’m not coming back. “Rachel what do you mean move on? I’ll wait for you I swear.” His voice shook and more tears came he really did love me but I can tell he likes Keri to. No. Move on. Don’t. Wait. For. Me. I knew what was coming next before he said it. It pained me to hear it because he was so wrong. “You don’t love me anymore?” he seemed like a crushed teenage girl. It brought me with sadness and I cried. Move On. I will always love you. But you have to let go. “I can’t.” let go. “Never.” He was being tough Let Go.

“You’re coming back right?” he sounded desperate wanting to at least see me even if he couldn’t have me. This part hurt the most but it’s the problem with coming to see them like this. “Rachel are you?” he asked again knowing I was still there. “Rachel I need the fucking truth.” He said yelling I took a deep breath and said my new lest favorite word. No. I left after I saw his face crumble and felt his heart break.

I crawled under the covers and cried. I should get some sleep anyway tomorrow is a big day. I sighed pulling the blankets over my head tighter trying to ignore the people’s thoughts in the castle and Jacob, Blake, and Gabe trying to get my attention. Soon I got it turned off and just laid there crying. “I’m so confused.” I mumbled sinking lower into the bed crying even harder. Then there was a knock on the door. I pulled the covers over my face “come in.” my voice was thick with tears and pain. My dad came in and sat on the bed. “I know you miss them. You think I didn’t miss you and your mother everyday I was gone?” he moved the cover and petted my hair. “I told you not to go. I know your going to miss them but it will get easier.” He said but I didn’t trust it. He sighed and kissed my forehead “Good-night princess get some sleep you have a big day tomorrow.” He got up and tucked me in shutting the door behind him. “If only life could have been an easy fairy tale.” I whispered as more tears fall down my face. Slowly crying my self into a sleep filled with memories. I have a bad feeling about tomorrow and I need chocolate. But right now all I can do is be tormented by the faces of those I love.