I remember that night as if it was last night. It was night that I lost my virginity. But, it was to a complete stragner. I was completely pissed at myslef. But I was just a stupid teen. I was supposed to do stupid things like that. Right? No, not right. Terribly wrong. 'Cause the same thing happened to me again, not too long ago. But what's so strange about it is, he seemed kind of familiar. As if he wasn't a complete stranger. Having to face the consequences, I know not to do something that stupid. Ever again. I slid down to the floor, holding the small device in my hand. A tear rolled down my red cheek, and the frightening memory flashed back in my head...
'It was about a week before my twenty second birthday and I wanted to have an early birthday party. So my girlfriends were taking me out to a small night club. Well actually, it wasn't a small club. And it wasn't a club; more like a rave. Like any other chick would do when about to go to a rave, we dressed up.
Hanako, always dressed up in something that wasn't too marjor. But enough to get her a little attention. She was more of the shy type. She dressed in long, black, leather pants. A blood red belly shirt that showed her nice figure and her uninfected belly button piercing. The shirt she wore had a deep cut by her chest that showed off her goodies just a little. She wore a black, leather. jacket. Her jewelry consisted of a black necklace and black hoop earings. She was wearing just a little bit of make-up; light eyeliner and clear lipgloss. Her hair was up in spiky pony tails.
Now, Lizz, she was something different; more of the slutty type. She was wearing a leather dress. It was black and stopped in the middle of her thighs. It was tight to show off her very nice curves. She wore black boots with buckles and chains that went all the way to the bottom of her knees. She wore a small black jacket that ended at the bottom of her chest. She was wearing a black choker. She had light purple eye shaddow and heavy eyeliner. Her hair was down and curly.
Aki, was more of the 'whatever-fits my mood' type girl. She wore something that was like a strapless bra but it had strings in the back of it that ties like a corset.It was light pink. She wore really tight, black leather pants and regular boots with strings. They were black. She wore a jacket that was black and with pins on the side. She wore black eyeliner and smokey grey eyeshadow. Her hair was down and straight, her bangs flowing.
Shizura, well, she usually dressed in the style pirate loltia, so you can guess what she looked like tonight.
Now me, I was wearing a black, grey, and purple plaid skirt. At the end of my skirt there were many clothes pins. I was wearing black boots with chains and spikes that went up to the bottom of my knees. I was wearing a purple tank top that ended right above my belly button. A long belly button ring, hanging from my belly button. I was wearing a black leather jacket with chains on it. My make-up was made up of black eyeliner and purple and grey eye sahddow. I had sparkly lipgloss and no jewelry. My hair was down and wavy. And not to brag or anything, but, I looked the hottest out of all of us.
The rave wasn't very far from my house so we just walked there. Just walking, we already had guys and girls hitting on us. I could already tell tonight was going to be a good night.
As soon as we entered the rave, we immediatley hit the dance floor. And let me tell you this: we brought it. We danced for a couple of songs and then we sat down at a booth. The waiter came over to us, winking at me. I just rolled my eyes and told him we needed five of the hardest drinks on the menu. We were all talking and laughing and just having a great time.
We were reaching new levels of exitement. And then, I saw him. It was a guy sitting over by the bar. He was smoking a cig and looking out into the crowd. He was kind of cute. Or maybe it was just because of the alcohol. And he seemed kind of familiar. He looked kind of pissed and uptight. And I knew with my sexy looks... I could change that right away.
I stood up from the booth and whispered in Aki's ear, "I'll be right back." She nodded and took another sip of her alcohol. I walked over to the bar and sat down next to him. I ordered one of the hardest drinks on the menu. All the while looking at the menu, my boobs were being purposley jiggled and they got his attention. And looking at the bartenders expression, I could definatley tell they were getting his attention too.
After aboutfive minutes of him staring at me I decided to say something. "Take a picture, why don't you." I said smartly while rolling my eyes and flipping my hair. Guys always liked the feisty ones, and that's exactly how I'd act for him to want me, 'cause I sure wanted him.
I took off my jacket to reveal the full length of my breasts, his eyes widening. He skook his head, closed his eyes and turned towards the bar. He ordered another drink and I just smirked my infamous smirk.
Once again, his eyes creeped back over to my breasts. "I see you're very fond of my breasts." I said, sipping on my drink. "Well, they're pretty nice." He admitted. I lowered my glasses on the bridge of my nose and looked at him. "And, I don't need you to tell me that." I said. I slid my glasses back up and rolled my eyes. He cleared his throat and turned back around.
After a while I asked, "What's your name." "Huh?" He responded. "You heard me, asshole." I mumbled. "Oh, it's Kyo..." He said. "What's yours?" He asked. "... That's none of your damn bussiness." I said coldly. He rolled his eyes. "Hm." I mustered. He looked at me. "What? I wasn't talking to you." I said. "Cool it, bitch." He said. I stood up. "Excuse me?" I said. "You heard me, asshole." He mocked while standing up.
"Wow you're short." I laughed. He growled and sat back down. I sat back down too. I finished my drink after a while then looked over at him. "Wanna dance?" I asked. He smirked. "It's about time you asked that." He said and I rolled my eyes and followed him onto the dance floor.
Just a few hours later I was back in his apartment. We were making out and getting naked. And then it happened. If it wasn't for the alcohol I probably would've kicked his ass for touching me the way he did. And once it was over, it was over. And later at like four in the morning, I woke up in his bed. I was sore and confused. And once I looked over at his sleeping body my eyes widened. I quickly got up and left.'
And now, it was a a few weeks later, and I was sitting in my bathroom, the pregnancy test firmly gripped in my hand. I was preganant. By a guy that banged me twice and I still didn't have a damn clue who he was.
I crawled out of the bathroom and into my room. I reached into my pair of pants that I had been wearing yesterday and I grabbed my phone. I dialed Lizzah's number. I knew it by heart; she was my best friend.
"Hello?" Lizz said into the phone. "Hey it's me, Kaiya." I said. "Oh, hey. What's wrong? You never say your whole first name" "Lizz asked. I sighed. "It's nothing-ish, really. Just kinda bummed out." "Why?" "...Well, you remember when we went to the club for my twenty second birthday?" "Yeah." "And I went home with that guy?" "Oh, gawd, you have HIV?!" O.O ~Oh shit, I didn't think of that!~ I thought. "No, well to me, it's kinda worse..... Lizz... I'm pregnant."
