I Feel Alive For The First Time [Jack Barakat] 01

Delilah's P.O.V.
"OMG leah... i'm soo nervous" i said shaking as leah attemped to calm me down
"DJ you'll do fine.. you're really talented"
"yeah but my best friend is out there rooting for me... and if i screw up he'll laugh"
"dj you sang to that pic of you and jack everyday when you practiced in our room you can do this"
so i sucked up my pride and walked out in the line of people that was the ANTONIO BLAKE MUSICAL CONSERVATORY choir
i should probably do a quick run down of myself.. i'm Delilah jessica jones... hence why leah was calling me DJ.. my best friend is jack barakat i've known his since birth becuase we live next door to eachother and our parents are friends... i'm stressing over this becuase i ahve 4 solo's and jack is in the audience.. he said he's be there for my last graduating performance and he is... i love that boy like a brother... him and his brother joe have always been the best neighbors ever..nowmy appearence.. i have black hair with little blonde streaks.. my lip nose belly buttoncardilage and ears are peirced i have3 tattoo's one being a jack skellington head music note on the back of my neck, my second beingthe upper half of sally stiches picking the little black rose from the movie and now on with the show
"welcome ladies and gentlemen to our graduation concert... we have so many talented people performing tonight... one special young lady inparticular.. that would be Ms. Delilah Jones" professer lark said pointing to me as i smiled and blushed and the crowd clapped but from the third row all i heard was " YEAH DJ BEAR YOU GO WOOOO YEAH GIRLIE ROCK ON!!!" from jack.... i noticed there were 3 other guys with him.. i couldn't tell what they looked like but they were all with jack i could tell
"now we'll get onto deploma's after our choir and soloist performs our first song The Hallelujah chorus from Handels Messiah"
we heard clapping and cheering i smiled and the song started
once all the hallelujahs had been sung i had to do my fist solo of the night
i sang and looked out to jack who was smiling so i smiled back
we finished that song and did our last 2.. the whole choir walked off stage.. but i stood there wait for the mic to be brought out for me
"now ladies and gentlemen... we have worked very hard with all of our students here.. but this one showed so much potential.. this is ms.Delilah jones" professer james said as everyone clapped
"hello everyone" i said sheepishly "umm when i first got to ANTONIO BLAKE... i was very nervous.. but i was welcomed with open arms... it's my best friends fault i'm here... he pushed me so hard that i finally gave in and told him i'd send in an audition tape... he taped it.. and i got in... so jack barakat thanks for being the best best friend a girl could have.. this ones for you boo! this song is called Run To you by the rocket summer
so with that i closed my eyes took a deep breathe and sang
Turn, look, look out and see
Do you see me?
Because I think I see you.
I've been some other place
The wind that I chase, it all just leads back to you.
Oh how I'm still, so still, it's sobering, but still I ran.
I knew you when I was young
But where am I now that I'm a man?
Run to you, I will run, I will run.
I will move right on through
All of these things that I have done.
And you'll take me back, I don't know why.
I want to say I'll never do it again,
But I can't, but I will try.
Turn, look, look out and see
Do you see me?
Because I think I see you.
I've been some other place
The wind that I chase, it all just leads back to you.
Oh how I miss what you miss, but I will fall time and again.
And I will say that I'm true to you,
But I'm a cheat. I don't understand.
So I'll run to you, I will run, I will run.
I will move right on through
All of these things that I have done.
And you'll take me back, I don't know why.
I want to say I'll never do it again, but I can't
I want to say I'll never do it again, but I can't
I want to say I'll never do it again, but I can't
But I will try.
when the song was over i smiled and took another deep breathe and looked out into the audiance. i looked jacks way and saw a giant smile on his face to i automatically smiled right back. as i walked off stage i still heard clapping then i heard
"that was Delilah Jones isn't she amazing folks... now onto another solo... this one by mr. Alexander William Gaskarth"
i scoghed becuase i had hated him since i got here... he was a ladies man... i couldn't stand to see his face
"this one i wrote... It's called Jasey Rae" he said into the mic as he picked up his acoustic guitar and started to strum

The lights out,
I still hear the rain,
These images that fill my head,
Now keep my fingers from making mistakes,
Tell my voice what it takes,
To speak up,
Speak up,
and keep my conscience clean when I wake.
Don't make this easy,
I want you to mean it,
Jasey. (say you mean it)
You're dressed to kill,
I'm calling you out, (don't waste your time on me)
Now there's an aching in my back;
a stabbing pain that says I lack,
the common sense and confidence,
to bring an end to promises,
that I make in times of desperate conversation,
hoping my night could be better than theirs in the end.
Just say when.
Don't make this easy,
I want you to mean it,
Jasey. (say you mean it)
You're dressed to kill,
I'm calling you out, (don't waste your time on me)
I've never told a lie,
and that makes me a liar,
I've never made a bet,
but we gamble with desire,
I've never lit a match,
with intent to start a fire,
but recently the flames,
are getting out of control.
Call me a name,
Kill me with words,
Forget about me,
It's what I deserve,
I was your chance,
to get out of this town,
but I ditched the car,
and left you to,
Wait outside,
I hope the air will serve to remind you,
that my heart is as cold as the clouds of your breath,
and my words are as timed as the beating in my chest.
everyone clapped for him.. even i did i had to admit.. he did have a nice voice. as he walked back stage to put his guitar away he passed me.. shot me a sly look and kept walking.. yet again i scoughed and walked out to the stage so i could receive my diploma..
once we had all recieved diplomas we walked backstage to clapping it was amazing getting to do the thing you love for so many people
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i was talking to my friends and professuers when i heard an all to familliar voice
"DJ MONSTER!!! what it do boo?"
"JACK!!!" i said running and hugging him.. as my dress caught air behind me
"aww you were amazing... and so was alex"
"did you just call him alex?"
"yeah i know him... he was accepted after you were... i met him before he went to dunley"
"oh god jack and where does he live?"
"you live between us acctually"
"OH NO!!! really.. ughh and my room streaches both ways so i can see both of your windows..."
"yeah and there is a balconey on each side.. so we can sneak out our rooms and talk like we used to.."
"now lets go home... your parents told me to tape you and they gave me their camara"
"did you tape me"
"i taped the whole thing"
i giggled and looked over to see alex talking with his parents and one of our professeurs
jack and i walked out of the conservatory after talking to my professuers... they all thanked jack for making me audition for a spot..
on the way home he told me that his friends zack and rian got there with alexs parents and were leaving the same way
we talked about alot of things becuase we hadn't seen eachother in forever
"remember when we were six and i fell backwards off the swingset that used to be in my backyard" i asked giggling
"yess i remember me asking if you were ok and you were like yeah i only fell off the swings jack no big deal"
"i know i was such a bitch then"
we both laughed then we pulled into jacks drive-way..
"your house or mine?" he asked
"ohh mine of coarse" i siad grabbing his hand and running upto his front door
"i thought you said your house"
"i did but i have an idea.." i said opening the door and running up his stairs his following
once we got to his room i walked to the window
"ohh i know why" he said smiling and following
i opened the window and walked out onto his balconey he came out aswell, he jumped over to my balconey and helped me over
once we were in my room.. i walked over to my closet and pulled out a green BLG tee, black skinnies and a valencia hoodie
"heyy jack unzip me please"
"gladly" he said walking over and pulling the zipper down and watching my black and pink strapless dress fall to the floor
"pass me that bar on my bed please"
he sat on my bed grabbed it and threw it "heads up!" he said now walking to my balconey on alex's side
"thanks" i said as i slipped it on and started to put my clothes on
"heyy he's home!" jack siad waving at alex
and before i knew it alex was talking to jack on my balcony.. only now not in his dress shirt and formal pants but in a pair of girls jeans and a tee shirt.. they both walked into my room.. and me not even having a shirt on yet... screamed
and tried to cover myself with the shirt on my bed "jack i was changing why did you let him in"
"i'm sorry DJ... we can go back onto the balcony if you want"
"no use now. he's already seen my half covered boobs just stay" i siad as they both came over and sat on my bed and i slipped on a shirt
"you know Delilah you're really talented" alex said
"yeah DJ if alex weren't the vocalist for my band.. i'd make sure you were" jack added

"you're in an band now?? DAMN! everything good happens when i'm not here"

"i loved sleeping with soo many talented intelligent people... including your little blonde friend leah.. i think her name was leah.. but yeah.. they were all decent lays.. but i didn't sleep with you... so i'm still waiting"

"you never slept with me.. and never will..."
"one kiss... that's all i want"
"okay fine" i said as i crawled across my bed and kissed alex on the cheek
"that wasn't a kiss" he said
"was soo... my lips touched your face.. it counts!"
"FINE! be that way"
"well you guys better go i don't wanna be killed for having 2 guys in my room when my parents don't know"
so they got up and walked to each of their sides... jack got out the window and onto my balconey... and once he was in his room i shut and locked the door and closed the curtin. as soo as i did i felt hands on my waist.. and before i knew it was was against the wall facing alex
"i thought you left"
"not without doing this first" he said as he started kissing my neck
defenceless as i was i gave in and let it happen.. and i eventually let a small moan escapemy lips..
before i knew it we were moved onto my bed and at the point where niether of us had shirts on
as he started to unzip my jeans.. i pulled away
"alex no it would be wrong.. we hardly know each other and you're like one of my new best friends along with jack... i can't"
"you can.. you're just denying it c'mon.. just get into it"
so i smiled and let him keep going
once i was only in my bra and panties and he was in his boxers.. he placed a hand on my back and with no hesitation got my bra undone and off.. i giggled and he smiled.. he went back to kissing my neck
so i straddled over him moved my lips to his placed one hand on his chest and the other on his thigh... before we knew it there was no clothing on either of us.. so we basically did what nature called for.. and i slept with him
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2 hours later we were laying under my covers out of breathe and smiling
"damn boy leah wasn't lying when she said you were amazing"
"i aim to please."
"GOD GOD ALEX!!!! you better go my parents are gonna kill me becuase they're gonna know what just happened"
"how?"
"i have sex hair.. and my sex hair lingers forever!"
"ok i'll go" he said collect his clothes and slipping them on "see ya!" he said slipping out the window as i got dressed and ran downstairs
"DELILAH!!! SWEETIE!!! GOOD TO SEE YOU!" my aunt elaine said
"heyy aunt elaine" i replied as i turned around and saw the entire barakat family in my living room
"oh hi Mr and Mrs Barakat.. hi jack hi joe"
"hello DJ" they replied
"Dj your hair looks like shit what happened to you??" my sister charolette asked as i got nervous
"oh.. i fell off my bed and my hair was like flailing on the drop down.. so yeah"
"that was the thud we heard earlier" my mother said
"yeah.." i said smiling.. but jack saw through it and started laughing
"well shall we watch the video jack took from the ceremony?" my father asked
"yes that would be wonderful" my aunt added
so i sat down on the couch next to jack. and he put his arm around me "i see through that smile DJ i know what happened" i blushed and kissed his cheek making him blush
we sat there watching and when my family heard my name they smiled and cheered... apperently i was really amazing.. becuase i brought my grandmother my aunts my parents and Mr and Mrs. Barakat to tears
when my parents heard alexs name they looked at jack "is that the boy that lives on the other side of us jack?" my mom asked
"oh yeah... he moved in 3 months before he was accepted to antonio blake"
"did you ever meet him Delilah?" my aunt asked me
"yeah i met him he was in all my classes"
"she did more than just get to know him too" jack said as i stompped on his foot
"what was that hun?" my grandma asked jack
"oh nothing Mrs.jones"
"ok"
when the video was over my family was soo proud of me my aunt gave my flowers and my gradma gave me a giant stuffed penguins becuase they're my favorite animal
"i have a gift for you too DJ" jack said smiling
"what would that be?" i asked
"come with me" he said leading me upstairs
once we got to my room i said "jack.. are you gonna bang me becuase i need to know these things"
"no no that's not it... we have to go to my room to get your gift" he said leading me to the window and helping me onto his balconey and into his room
"ohh are you gonna do something naughty jack??" i asked smiling
"no no not at all.. but i do want to give you this" he said handing me an envalope
"OHH!!!! WHAT IS IT!!" i asked excidedly
"open it" he said
so i did and i pulled out 2 tickets to The Scene Aesthetic concert
"HOLY SHIT JACK YOU DIDN'T!!!" i said smiling
"i did.. do you like them??"
"yess and guess who i'm taking with me!!"
"uhh... that giant stuffed penguin your gradma gave you"
"haha no you!!"
"aww thanks DJ"
"when is the concert"
"tomorrow night"
"really that's awesome... i can't wait"
"well you'll have to.. now it's late you better go home and sleep so you can be wide awake for andrew and eric at the show night girlie"
"night jack" i siad as i got onto my balconey and went into my room
i went over to the balconey on alexs side and noticed a bra on his floor.. i looked over and saw him with another girl... i shook my head and walked away
i got my pj's on and wnet to bed becuase tomorrow was gonna be a DJ and Jack ONLY day!!!