My mothes daughter

I haven’t thought to much about sense the day I jumped off the roof to try and see her again. She died when I was very young. She had heart cancer. They say that there was no way of knowing how she got it but I believe it was because she knew that my father was cheating on her. Her heart died the day she came home form picking me and a friend up from school. I don’t remember much from that day expect that she sent me and my friend outside and we sung. I went inside later that night and seen the broken glass on the floor and there wedding picture torn. My father left that nigh and didn’t come home until the doctor told her there way no hope and she had six months to live. I would never tell my dad I blamed him for her dyeing I think the guilt of her death on his shoulders is enough. A few months after she died I decided I wanted to go to heaven so I jumped out my window and when I woke up in the hospital I started to cry my dad hugged and he was crying to but I know it wasn’t for her it was for me which made me cry more. After school I found my legs dragging me to the sae spot I had gone to a thousand times before. The old swing in the junkyard my dad gave it way when I was ten but I still senak in and swing I could do it for hours just sit there and stare off into space. “Umm hi.” I jump back and almost fell off the swing when I look up I see a pair off beautiful blue eyes. “ Hi.” I say and flash a big smile. “Can I sit down with you?” “ Ummm Yea if you want to.” I reply “I’m Lilly by the way.” “Really I thought you where I’m late.” he said with a smile and it dawned on me how rude I was to him earlier. “ Oh my god I am so sorry about that its just I was late and I had gotten into a fight with my dad I truly am sorry.” “Its ok don’t worry about in case you forgot I’m Seth .”

I went to community service right after school likt the judge ordered me to. It Hd ot be in the junk yard the owner was my dad’s friend so he’s letting me work it off here. I was moving applinces (Which was easy for me because I was in very good shape form playing football.) That’s when I saw it Right in front of me was the swing set from my dreams it was exactally the same it even had the intials carved on the side like I remembered (S.M L.J.)and for a second I felt like I was still asleep because there was a girl sitting there and I could of sowrn it was that it was the facelesss girl from my dreams. So I walked up to her and said hi. I thought she was going to fall off the swing and when she looked up at me I was sorta surprised to seea face then I realized it was gorl I ran into at school. She seemes truly sorry for being a bitch to me earlier so I sat down and talked to her for awhile. I told her that I had to work because of my community service and she took it really well not like the other girls did as if I was diease or something. I felt safe talking to her about anything but I didn’t tell her my secrets no one knew about those. I felt like I did when I was five and I had no worrys. I told ever after and that all though I had experience I had never really been in love. We sat there talking and laughing and talking and laughing at each others stupidness as if we had been friends sence we were two. Once it got dark she said she had to go home. To make sure she was safe I walked her home. Where I come from your never truly safe but as long as you had numbers you would be fine. When we got there she looked at me with those beautiful eyes and all I wanted to do was kiss her but I held my inpulse and told her godbye. She smiled but I could see the dissapointment in her eyes. When she got in her house I walked home slowly because I wasn’t ready to face the lecture from my dad that I knew was comeing.