*Jimmy Sullivan* // I hate him but i know deep down that i love him // [02]

{Haley's POV}

CLACK! CLACK! CLACK!

I opened my eyes, and looked at the time. 3:00am. Jesus. Can't a girl get her peace at night?

CLACK! CLACK! CLACK!

This time, I heard the sounds. There were coming from my bedroom window. "HALEY!!" i heard a familiar voice screaming outside. Confused, i stumbled out of my bed and walked towards the window in my pink nightgown. I opened the window and looked outside to see Jimmy looking up. In his hands, i saw him carrying a bottle of Heineken. "what are you doing here in the middle of the night?" I shrieked in a whisper tone.

"I.. NEED to.. speak to you," he slurred.

"Can't it wait?" I asked, feeling a little frightened by his attitude. He has never come to my house in the middle of the night dead drunk. It was freaking me out.

"I NEED TO SPEAK TO YOU NOW!!!!" he screamed which made me jump a little. I felt my heart thump loudly. I closed my window. "HALEY!" he screamed again. I ran down the stairs. I noticed Dad wasn't home. Wonder where he was. i thought. On the other hand, thank goodness he wasn't here. "Haley!" I heard Jimmy screaming my name outside.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP THERE!" i heard my neighbor Mr Spencer yelled.

"You shut your motherfucking mouth before your head bleeds," Jimmy yelled back.

I quickly opened the door. "Sorry Mr Spencer!" I apologized.

"Who is this? Your friend?" Mr Spencer asked.

"He has a little mental breakdown," I lied. Mr Spencer shook his head in disgust before walking off. "Yeah. walk away you fat glub!" Jimmy said, his head rising.

I quickly pulled him into my house and shut the door close. "What the hell is wrong with you!" I exclaimed.

I watched as Jimmy downed his bottle. After the bottle was empty he smashed it onto the floor [which caused me to jump], as he glared at me. "Why?" he slurred but in an angry tone.

"Why what?" I asked confused. My mind was telling me to get the hell out of there before something goes terribly wrong. I walked backwards into the front room as he walked towards me, eyes raging with hate. "Why did you agree?" he asked. My back hit the wall and i realized i had nowhere to go.

"I -"

"You what? Love Zack?" he asked as he stopped a few feet away from me.

I kept quiet. "Why Haley?" his voice cracked. I watched his eyes filled with tears. "I -"

"WHY?!?!" he screamed as he grabbed me by the shoulders shaking me violently.

I felt tears rushing its way out of my eyes. He was scaring me. ALOT. I have never seen this side of him. NOT ONCE. "I'm sorry," i choked the words out. He stopped shaking me as he looked at me. "You're sorry? SORRY DOESN'T EVEN BEGIN WITH IT!" he pushed me back which caused my head to hit the wall, HARD.

I heard ringing sounds in my head as i looked up at him. I was terrified now. But wait, i squinted my eyes to see tears rolling down his cheeks. "YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO GO WITH ME TO THE FUCKING SPOT!" he grabbed me by my hair.

I pleaded for him to stop but he dragged me towards the couch. "Why did you forget about that!!"

"I'm sorry," i wept. "Don't you know how i feel for you?" his voice cracked more.

I felt my heart break when i heard that. He grabbed my arms roughly as he sat me down at the couch. "I love you Haley. You have no idea how deep you've cut me," Jimmy's voice lowered.

"I.."

I saw his hand raised above my head. My heart was pounding. And he slapped me hard. So hard, i swear it was gonna leave a scar for weeks. "I! LOVE! YOU! Does that not mean a thing to you?!" he yelled. "I'm sorry!" I quickly said and shielded my face.

He was scaring me so bad now. I saw from the corner of my eyes as he wanted to hit me again. The door burst open and i hear footsteps running towards our direction. "No, dude! Don't!" I heard Johnny shouted. I felt Jimmy slapped my hand before someone dragged him away from me.

"No! No!" Jimmy screamed as he tried to force himself out of Matt's grip. I was crying so hard. I felt someone touched me and i jumped [at the same time moving back] in fear.

"Shhh. Shhh.. I'm here. No one's gonna hurt you," Zacky whispered, his hands comforting me. I hugged him and cried. "LET ME GO! " Jimmy screamed, "I'M GONNA GET HER!"

I looked up from Zacky's shoulder to look at Jimmy who's forcing his way out of Matt's grip. "Cool it man!" Matt finally punched Jimmy by his face. Zacky didn't let his hands go. He was still hugging me as if he was protecting me. "Get out of here man," Johnny told Jimmy. Jimmy looked at me, his nose bleeding. His eyes shifted to me and Zacky for 5 seconds.

"YOu freaking scared her!" Johnny continued. Jimmy's eyes stopped at me, as i could hear myself sobbing. I saw the rage in his eyes burn off. It was replaced by regret and shame. "I'm sorry," Jimmy finally apologized.

"You're sorry? You've had lay your hands on Haley, god damn it," Zacky said, as he stood up never letting me go. I stood up with him, and buried my face in his chest crying. "You shut the fuck up. I wasn't talking to you," Jimmy spat.

"Jesus you're bleeding in the head," I heard Johnny said and all eyes were on me. I looked up again. "I'm sorry," Jimmy said walking towards me. I quickly moved behind Zacky, who was still holding onto me. I saw Matt grabbing Jimmy's arm. Jimmy turned to glare at Matt. "You've done enough damage today, Jimmy. Go home," Matt told him.

Jimmy looked at me, his expression apologetic. Then he left the house.

I felt my legs go weak as i fell down. Luckily, Zacky grabbed me, bridal style. "Get a cloth with some iced water," Zacky said. Johnny ran towards the kitchen. "I'll clean the mess up," Matt offered.

Zacky settled me down to the couch. I was too shaken to talk. Johnny came back with a bowl of iced water and a cloth. I closed my eyes, feeling tired.

I felt something cool touching the back of my head. "You guys go ahead. I'll stay," i heard Zacky said.

"You sure?" Johnny asked.

"Yeah. Haley needs me now. Besides, we'll never know if the bastard comes back."

"Okay. We'll come by later to check up on her," Matt said.

And with that, I blacked out.

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*Zacky, he's so caring. And protective (=*