[Sugar and a razor blade]◘[Acid pink lemonade]♥1

[♥Learning the secret♥]

I slept all day after that,because well,what the hell?

I sat all night feeding a kitten.

So today was a new day and i started it by watching TV and munching on some cookies.

"Oy!Renee,we will have guests in about an hour"yelled Miku

"So?"i asked nibbling on a cookie

He looked down at me.

"Just dress in something else,ok?"

I looked down at my pajamas.

"Naah...too lazy and too bad,life is unfair"

"So what guests?"i asked swallowing a cookie

"Just some girls we met yesterday"

I raised an eyebrow at him.

"Player much?"

He grinned.

"Not my fault"

I rolled my eyes and watched the others come in the livingroom as wewll,all dressed of occasion like.

"Boys are weirdos"i muttered

"Same goes to you"replied Teruki sitting at the table

"Whatever,i'll disappear from the picture since i can already see some naked girls being kicked out"

With a yawn i got up,stretched and went upstairs.

As i sat on the bed i heard sqweels and all that girly voices.

How annoying.

I was about to fall asleep again but something stopped me.

Pain struck my heart like a needle and i yelped.

My hand found the spot where my heart was and grasped the shirt tight.

My pills.

Dammit.

I started trembling and tears fell from my eyes.

Every move was painful.

So i clenched my teeth and rumaged through a bag and found the little bottle of pills.

I stood up but fell back down on the floor.

I held myself as i was trembling and crying hysterically.

The door slammed open and the boys ran to me.

Teruki picked me up in his arms.

I glared at him barely because the pain was too much.

"My-my p-pills!"i managed to say through sobs

Miku looked around desperately but found the bottle of pills.

He gave it to me and looked ta Kanon.

"Bring her some water"

I opened the little bottle and got out two pills while Kanon brang the water.

I swallowed both down and took deep breaths over and over again.

Now that was a heart attack...

Bou watched the scene scared.

"Ren-chan?Daijobu?"he asked about to cry

I just shrugged him off and closed my eyes concentrating on resting.

"What was that?"asked Kanon

Teruki took the bottle of pills from me and looked at it.

"Pills for heart attacks?"

I clenched my teeth and glared at him.

"Just leave me for now,i'll explain later"i muttered half asleep

"You'd better"stated Miku

Then i fell asleep immediately.

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When i woke up i was in bed,tucked in.

I slowly sat up.

That one was close...

Honestly...i was scared.

Not to add all the pain you feel at the moment.

Miku and the rest then came in the room.

I groaned and fell back with my head on the pillow.

"You must tell us Renee"stated Teruki taking a seat on the bed along with Miku

Bou came right to my face.

"Ren-chan...daijobu?"

I closed my eyes and nodded.

Kanon leaned on the door counter.

"Well,when i was younger i found out about this disease of mine,my heart is too weak to feel intense emotions and so i can get a heart attack"i started

Miku nodded and Bou looked at me sadly.

"So my only chance of surviving was to get a new heart and that would mean someone will die and i will live which i hate...and i am already on this list but they haven't found a compatible heart yet...to be honest,i don't even think i will survive after the surgry so its a lose-lose situation"i finished

I sighed and closed my eyes.

"Now that you know,will you leave me alone?"i asked annoyed

Miku leaned and gave me a hug.

"Nope...now that we know,we will help you"he spoke smiling

I scoffed.

"Right

They left the room and i could rest in peace now.

To Be Continued ♥