How Could This Happen To Me~Brendon Urie Love Story~*~Chapter 1~*~

Three days have gone by and Brendon doesn't respond to anything. Sure there were other moments where he twitched if I said something. But it couldn't be just anything. I think it had to be something to reply a memory. I stayed with him every moment, which of course made Lauren mad saying I needed sleep.
"I swear Lauren I'm fine." I said. And then of course I yawned.
"Jai. I'll watch over him. Go home. Take a decent shower, get some rest, and then you can come back." She told me.
"I don't want to leave him..." I whispered.
"Rose needs you too." Lauren said to me. That was the only reason I had gone home.
Rose had yet to say a word since the night her mother died. It frightened me the way she secluded herself. Gerard even tried to talk to her, but she just stared at him. It was like she wasn't even here.
"Hey Rose. I'm home." I yelled when I walked into the house. She came down from her room, nodded her head, and then hugged me. When she pulled away I saw the tears glistening in her eyes.
"Will you talk to me today?" I asked.
Nothing.
"Please hunny." I begged.
Nothing.
"Rose darling I can't help if you won't talk to me..."
"I miss your pretty little voice Rose..."
Still nothing.
"Please..." I said finally.
"I miss her so much..." She said quietly and then she sobbed on my shoulder.
"It's okay hunny. It's okay." I kept repeting, but I knew it wasn't. I knew what it was like to lose your mother. It was never okay.
"Do you want to go see Brendon later today?" I asked trying to cheer her up. She hated hospitals but she loved going to see him.
"Yes..." She said weakly.
"Okay...well let me get a shower and an hour of sleep and we will go okay?" All she did was nod her head.
"Okay...now you can do whatever you want alright?" Again she just nodded. I walked up the stairs and took a nice hot shower. I then pulled a robe on and laid down in my bed.
"Theres a song thats inside of my soul....It's the one that I try to write over and over again...I'm awake in the infanit cold.....But you sing to me over and over and over again....So I lay my head back down..and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours...I pray to be only yours...I know now your my only hope." I sang softly.
"Sing to me the song of the stars...Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again." And then I drifted off into sleep. I dremt of my and Brendon dancing and laughing and laughing again...just like the song says. We twirled in circles and he spun me around. Then I noticed I was in my weading dress and I laughed even more.....Then unfortunatly I woke up. I had slept for three hours and it was now five in the afternoon. I went to roll over but someone was laying next to me. I turned to see Rose laying wide awake singing th song I had been singing before.
"Whats the song called?" She asked. I then relized she must of remembered what I had been singing.
"Only Hope by Mandy Moore. It's from the move A Walk To Remember....it's very sad. But good." I told her.
"Sing to me the song of the stars...Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.." She sang again.
"Thats my favorite part." I told her.
"Mine too." She whispered.
We left the house and were headed on our way to the hospital. I parked in my normal parking space and we walked inside. I saw the look on Rose's face and knew it was the look I had on mine. Our hate for hospitals was very clear.
I walked into his room and Rose was close behind me. I took my normal seat and like always I held his hand. I felt the new tears burning my eyes but I refused to let them come out. Only because Rose was there. We sat in silence, Rose, Lauren, and I.
"But you sing to me over and over and over again....So I lay my head back down..and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours...I pray to be only yours...I know now your my only hope." She saing again. I felt Brendon's hand twitch.
"Sing to me the song of the stars....of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again." She sang and then she laughed and was twirling in circles. It was a joyful sound....her laugh. I loved hearing it. I smiled and didn't relize I was crying until I felt a hand reach up and wipe the tears away. I stared at the upraised arm for a long time.
I didn't move. I kept still. I felt my self crying more and a sob escaped my lips. I heard a laugh.
"Well I was going to ask you if you missed me while I was asleep but I guess I know the answer. Don't cry my beauty..." The voice said. It was raspy from the lack of use but it was still beautiful.
I finally moved my gaze to look down into the most beautiful brown eyes I had ever seen.
Brendon Urie was awake....
My Brendon Urie was awake....