Bright White Feathers - A Fallen Angel story - prt 1

-- Bright and White again... or not... --


Today was the day that would either end my life, or be a begin to a new one.
I was nervous, but still I did not let my emotions get the best of me since I knew I was responsible for my own actions. And I also knew that actions have reactions and that the conseqeunces aren't always pretty. I was holding Will his hand tightly afraid that when I let go of him I would loose him forever. I was at the one place I hated since it was also the place where I lost my white feathers and where they almost killed me. I bit my lip in anticipation and sqeeuzed Will his hand making him look at me with worry in his eyes.

"Are you oke?" he asked in almost a whisper. I swallow as I stared at the huge doors, to me they looked like the doors of hell and someone was going to drag me in. Owh dear, wish I could scream.

"I will be oke, I hope" I muttered as he nods.

"These doors sure look impresive, its as if the Angels of the higher court are trying to intimidate Fallen ones. I can already see them sitting there with their wide grins saying; Fear our Giant doors!" Will started to joke making me slap my forehead with the hand that wasn't holding his.

"Seriously Will, I sometimes wonder if you think before you speak" I muttered as I saw him smile at me innocently. "But I do love your stupidity" I added.

"Well anything to make you laugh" he smiled as he pulled me into the building, I guess he still tries to lighten the mood but still he couldn't safe me anymore from my destiny...

....
Whileme and Will walked over to the court I couldn't help myself but remembering the first time I met them. At that time I was one of them, and they respected me. But I guess it also had something to do with the fact that Seraphim was my best friend and he always defended me against the others. Most Angels think that I betrayed him, but I couldn't do that the only thing I wanted was to release him from the pain that was killing him slowly. And if that isn't right, then I prefer being wrong. Now that I think about it, what have I done to deserve this treatment? I wasn't wrong to begin with. All that they did was place their pointless anger on me, and blaim me for something that couldn't be avoided. As if by punishing me they could get their revenge on why Seraphim died. I knew Seraphim the best, since I was with him the longest and he would never aprove of this. He would never punish me for putting someone out of their missery.

"I object" I said at the top of my lunges making the high court Angels look at me confused.

"What?" theyasked confused as they looked at me.

"You heard me, I object" I said as I let go of Will his hand and walk over to the Angels.

"I dont understand" one of the Angels said, since all of them were confused.

"Well maybe you should pay attention and see what is going on. I confess that I killed Seraphim but I only killed him because he was doomed to die, I already tried every single thing in my power to safe him. But eventually I accepted his fate and all I did was putting him out of the missery since he was suffering so much. I loved Seraphim he was like a brother to me, maybe even more then that. I loved him more then all of you, since you selfish bastards only want him to live for yourself even if that means he would live a couple of hours in pain. Well if this is what being Angel is all about then I prefer not being here and I prefer to live on earth peacefully" I snapped. I looked at the court furiously hoping they would understand me. I have been punished for nothing, and I couldn't stand back anymore and let them control my life. It was time for true justice..

"I dont want to be an Angel either" something that shocked me, as I looked back and saw Will stand there with a painfull expression in his eyes. I knew from that moment that he wanted to stay with me.


A couple of months later..
I smiled after I signed the contract, me and Will were now officially married and we couldn't be any happier. After kissing him I looked in his eyes as a question still unasked lingered on my mind.

"Will why did you stay with me, why did you give up your wings?" I finaly asked as I wrapped my arms around my husband's neck.

"Do you really have to ask such a thing Giselle? I thought it was pretty obvious I love you more then I love being a Guardian and I will stay with you and protect you as if Im still your Guardian" he said as he kissed me on the forhead.
"And maybe you might not see it, but to me you still have those beautiful bright white feathers on your back. Since you still are my Angel" he then added making me smile.

"You really would do anything to make me smile, now wouldn't you?" I asked.

"Yeah that's one of my duties as your lover and Guardian" he said before he picked me up bridal style.

Sometimes you have to give up something, for something that you want. A lesson I learned since I had to give up my wings for a normal life with the one I love. And I couldn't be any happier...


The End...

Talking about corny, owh darnit I ruined the moment again, owh well with love,
xNxAx