Ryan's POV It had been three days since me and Jenni had broken up. They showed up at practice, barely able to keep their hands off eachother. I couldn't keep my eyes on them. I really missed her. I love her still. I showed Brendon the new song and the music. After a few minutes we playing the song. Jenni sat on the couch opposite us and watched. Is it still me that makes you sweat And I hear you think out loud in bed The lights are dimming Your hands are shaking As your sliding off your dress I think of what you did And how I hope to God he was worth it And the lights are dimming Your heart is racing As your fingers touch your dress I've got more wit A better kiss A hotter touch A better fuck Than any boy you'll ever meet Sweetie you had me Girl I was it look past the sweat A better love derseving of Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat Oh no you know It will always be me Lets get these teen hearts beating Faster, faster So testosterone boys and harlequine girls Will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close So testosterone boys and harlequine girls Will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close I stopped playing, then so did everyone else. I could feel everyone's eyes on me. I ran out of the room and up to my own. I started crying, and the tears just wouldn't stop. I felt someone's hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Spencer. He had always been my bestfriend out of the guys. "Dude, whats wrong?" He asked me. "Nothing" I answered. "Bullshit" He replied. "Well, I broke up with Jenni, and I still love her. But thats it" I told him. "You know she's pregnant right?" He said to me. Wow, another shocker to add to my day. "I don't care" I put my head in my hands and waited till Spencer left to look up. Only to be met with another person staring at me. "What do you want?" I said. "What the hell happened down there?" Jenni asked me. "None of your business" I replied. "Oh come on, Ryan, you never hide things from me" She was pleading now, and I hated to make her sad. "I made a huge mistake, I still love you" I told her, looking away. "Oh Ryan, you could have told me yesterday" She sat down next to me. I pulled her close to me, even though I couldn't have her I had to hold her. She rubbed her hand up and down my back. "You need to be with Brendon, he's the father of your kid" I said, sitting up. "I can't, despite the fact that he's acting calm now. I don't think he will when the kid is born. So, I'm gonna go back to DC next month" She told me. "WHAT?!?!" I exclaimed. "I have to, I don't belong here" I stormed out of the room. She couldn't just ditch me like that. I love her. Brendon wouldn't take this news lightly either.
Do You Ever Get Lonely -Part12-
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