a little bit longer[a jonas brothers love story] part 2 chapter 11

a month had gone by, and me and joe still were barely talking. me and nick were going strong as ever, even kevin and danielle started going out, they talked on the phone everyday. wen ever i caught joe looking at me id try to smile but he'd just look away. i definately didnt like him anymore, i really wanted to be friends.
"i cant believe its almost over! only2 moreweeks and i have to go home." i said sadly
"yeah, we're gonna miss you," said nick speaking for all of them.
"im gonna miss you guys! you guys are soo cool, and have opened so many doors for me, seriously i love you guys," i said and hugged them all, even joe who said nothing.
"joe you're not gonna say anything? shes leaving in 2 weeks and wont be coming back for a whole year!" said kevin.
"ill miss you, ur a cool girl," was all he said and walked away.
"jeez he's so emo nowadays," i joked
"i dont know wats up with him." said kievn and shrugged.
"we gotta make the best of the rest of our time together!" i said to nick.
"yeah," he said and smiled at kevin they were planning something i knew it.
"wat?" i asked
"nothing," he said like nothing happened. i just looked at him with my fake mad face. which made him smile and kiss me on the cheek.
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i was totally excited, and sad at the same time, i only had 7 more concerts! i was gonna miss being on the road so much. i made sure to make the last few concerts extra awesome. on my last concert nick made a really nice speech about how awesome its been to have me on tour.
"give it up for ameilia, she is an awesome musician and friend, and we will all miss her." he concluded and we all hugged and ran off stage. i accually felt tears build up in my eyes. i started to cry a little, not like sobbing but a few tears fell.
"oh its ameilia dont cry," nick tried to comfort me.
"im fine its just this all went so fast, it already over, i feel like it all started just yesterday and now its over." i said.
"well we have the rest of tonight and tomarrow to be together, without interuptions." he said, this made me let out an extra tear, i didnt want to leave him. we went to a local resturaunt to get some food. kevin and joe let us sit at our own table to make it more romantic.
"i accually dont know wat to say," i said i was always talking this was weird.
"me either, except, i want to give you something." he said and started for the dogtag around his neck.
"oh nick ur dogtag, dont you need it?" i said so touched.
"i can get a new dogtag but i cant get another you," he said and put the necklace around my neck and then kissed it.
"i love you!" i siad and threw my arms around him.
"love you too," he said and sat back down.
"here something to remember me by," i said and gave him my bottle cap necklace that i made wen i was 10 and loed dearly.
"i love it, its awesome," he said and put it around his neck.
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we went back to the bus, me and nick spent the night cuddling on the couch, and we ended up sleeping on it together. my head on his shoulder and his head on mine,i wish i couldve had a picture. as we slept joe sat in his bunk and wrote, a song called cant have you. he slipped it into my backpack. it ended up on their third album "a little bit longer"
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i woke up and nick was already up.
"hey sleepy head," he siad and kissed my cheek.
"hey babe," i said . i realized i had to start packing i left that night.
"ugh watching you pack is so heartbraking," he siad," its like ur leaving me," he said.
"im not leaving you, im just going home," i said.
"well, im gonna call you everynight after concerts and everytime i have time in between." he said,
"ill be counting the minutes," i said and smiled. ifinished quickly i was really neat with my stuff.
"ok, so wat do you wanna do now? we have like 6 hours to burn." i said and walked overto him and twisted a lock of his hair.
"how bout this?" he said and kissed me, so passionately it scarey (in a good way). he sat me down on his bunk and sat next to me, his hands on the sides of my face, mine in his hair as always. he didnt even ask for entrance he went right in, but i didnt care. i pulled away for air.
"haha u've been practiceing?" i said and laughed
"haha maybe," he said and grabbed me one more time. i played with his belt a little, not like to take it off, just playing with it. he smiled into the kiss and deeped it a lot.
"how many times do i have to walk in on you two makeing out?" said kein as he walked by. i pulled away and smiled inoccently.
"oh and ameilia, we're gonna be at ur house in like an hour," he added
"oh my god an hour? i thought we had longer than that!" i said kinda loudly.
"sorry," he said,
"then come here!" i said and hugged him tightly. we all laughed.
"where's joe i gotta smack him out of his emoness." i said i was on a mission to make joe stop being emo.
"he's in the bathroom, he'll be out in a sec." kein said and walked away.
"do you mind if i talk to joe for a minute?"i asked nick
"of course not?y couldnt you?" he said and i kissed him one last time juts as joe was coming out.
"joe get ur skinny jean wearing butt over here," i laughed and pulled him over into a corner.
"what?" he siad annoyed.
"wat the hell is up with you, its my last hour here and you havent said one word to me," i siad offendedly
"sorry, its just, i cant fathum how much im gonna miss you, im so glad i met you, ur one of the coolest girls ive met in a long time." he said.i was so glad he was talking to me.
"if im so great why dont i have a song and mandy does? huh?" i joked
"dont be to sure about that,' he said and walked away.
"wait, wat?" i was confused
"nothing, i didnt say anything," he was making me mad, but i shrugged it off.
"k that settled, he said hes gonna miss me too much," i told nick.
"hah yeah y wouldnt he ur amazing!" he said and kissed me again.
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"i love you, always and forever, babe." said nick tears in his eyes.
"i love you too, dont leae me for some groopie," i joked but was still crying.
"ha i wont i promise," he siad and we hugged, i never wanted to let go, ever. i loved him more than words could say.
"bye kevin, ill miss you too," i said and hugged him too. then joe.
"joe, im going to miss you, and ur jokes and ur annoyingness," i said and smiled through my tears.
"im gonna miss you too, wen you get inside look it ur back pack for me." he said and hugged me.
"why?" i aksed
"just do it," he said. we all just stood there hugging for another 3 minutes, i was the only one crying, but nick was getting there.
"i love youy guys, see you next summer," i choked out, and waved as they drove away. i cried for atleast a day.