I'm sorry, please forgive me! [a Naruto Shippuuden story] INFO

RIN'S/YOUR POV

You were singing, when you finished you saw Sakura staring at you.

"You liked it?" You asked.

You saw the shock on Sakura's face.

'Lol, is this the way I say "Hi'' to an old friend...I'm such a loser' you thought.

Then you looked behind Sakura. You saw that Kakashi, Tsunade, Naruto and Konohamaru were running to you. They stopped running and surrounded you. You scanned them all, and when your eyes landed on Konohamaru, those emotionless eyes of your softened.

Sakura healed Kankuro and Temari, and an old lady came and got the poison out of Kankuro. Her name was Chiyo, and she was Sasori's grandmother.

Then all of the Chuunin, jounin and ANBUs of Suna and Konoha were sent on a mission to attack the akatsuki base and get back Gaara. When you were there, you and Sakura dissabled (sp?) the barrier around the base, and all of you went in. The Akatsuki went with gaara somewhere, while one of them stayed here. The one that kicked you out of that clay bird. All except you, Sakura, and Chiyo, went after Gaara, while th three of you were going to fight this one akatsuki.

the three of you were fighting for 20 minutes, and all of you except Sasori, were almost out of chakra. Sakura had no chakra at all, and she could barely moved. You went to her, and gave her half of your chakra, enough so she could move.

10 minutes passed and You had kunais and shurikens all over you. They were poisoned. But you alone almost killed Sasori. Then he attacked Sakura with the most poisoness (sp?) attack. The one that will kill you in 2-3 hours. But Sasori had chakra strings on her, so Sakura couldn't move. The attack was just about to hit her. Sakura closed her eyes, expecting to be killed and poisoned. But...she was never hit. She opened her eyes...only to see you in front of here. you took the blow for her, you saved her life.

''I'm so sorry. Please forgive me! I've done so many mistakes in my life, and now I'll be able to do one right thing..." you said, as blood came from the corner of your mouth. Then you started coughting more blood. "Please, you and Chiyo, kill Sasori no danna. Then...when you see Gaara, tell him that he was always like a brother to me, like the second brother, that I never had. When you go to Konoha and see Konohamaru, tell him I guess I'm a promise breaker. I promised him that I'll se him again, but guess I lied... tell him that I love him...please. Tell Naruto, that he, you, Gaara and Konohamaru were everything I had after the 3rd's death, and I'm sorry for leaving you 3 years ago. I'm sorry. I want to die with a smile on my face...but gueses that's not going to happen" you said and fell to your knees. You could tell Sakura was crying. You became feeling numb, because of all the poison in you. You gave a weak smile "Please don't cry, Sakura. I'll be looking down on you smiling, so please don't feel no pain, I just want you to smile back. I'll be watching you up, from the sky" she started crying even more. Then you started singing "Time of dying" by three days grace:

" On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep?
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

Then you remembered a flashback.

It was the day of the 3rd chuunin exams, 3 years ago. Suna attacked Konoha. You didn't know where to go. You went with team 7, to stop Sasuke and Gaara. The mission was complete, but...when you came back to the arena, you saw your grandfather, the 3rd hokage, in a battle with Orochimaru. You saw much ANBUs there, around a barrier. Only people from the Sarutobi clan can come in and out of it, and from Orochimaru's clan. Then you started running to the barrier. When you came in, you saw the Hokage using THAT technique.

"NO, OLD MAN, DON'T!!" you yelled with all of your voice "NOT THAT TECHNIQUE! You...You'll die...".

"I'm sorry, Rin. Please, take care of Konohamaru" Sarutobi Hokage said.

Then, Orochimaru was about to stab the Hokage in the heart, with his katana, but you came in front of your grandfather and were hit in the right shoulder. It was bleeding very much.

"I WON'T LET YOU DIE!!" you yelled at the Hokage. He just gave a weak smile, but it was too late. Orochimaru stabbed you in the stomach, and you fell to the ground. Then he stabbed the Hokage in the heart. You yelled: "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" and started crying. You were...helpless. Orochimaru disappeared with his sound ninjas, and there was no barrier anymore. You broke down crying. You didn't care about the pain anymore, you didn't care about that you lost too much blood. There was much more worse pain...the pain....your grandfather, killed. the first person who didn't think of you as s monster."