Rain isn't always clear

My eyes roamed the baby’s room dreaming of what it would be like having something so small rely on you.
Day dreaming of my self-rocking the baby to sleep which was either followed by Matt walking in or me falling asleep with the baby in my arms.

Sighing; I only wished he were here by my side. Moving my hand slowly over the right side of my belly only to feel alittle kick when I did so. Smiling to my self I couldn’t help but go back in to my thoughts of how Matt was getting the money. Yawing alittle only to jump at the sound of my cell phone. Pulling it out of my pocket to see Matt’s number lighting up.

" Hey" I answered only to hear background sound.

" Hello" I called once more only to get a reply.

" Ronda" his voiced sounded worried.

" Yea, who else would answer" looking at the wall.

" Oh thank god" his voice sounded once more.

" What’s going on?" worry waving though me.

" Nothing" he spoke his words putting me on edge.

" Baby… I have a question…" looking down at my hands.

" Yea. Is it about the check book?" his words drifting alittle.

" Yea… how did you get so much?" Moving my fingers in a cycle on my belly.

"Gifts from pack members… its for are wedding and so forth" sound of other voices sounded in the back ground.

" What’s going on?" I asked trying my best to pick out the words.

" Where getting across the border know with at lest a bus full… Ill be home to see in at lest tomorrow at the latest. Don’t stay up for me you need your rest." My heart flopped at his words.

" Your coming home?" my question made hem laugh.

" Yes baby… we got everyone that wanted to come."
Smiling at his words I couldn’t help but jump out of the rocking chair.

" Don’t hurt your self" he laughed hearing the rocking chair hit the ground.

" Im fine just get your butt home in one peace." Pulling the chair back up right.

" Don’t worry so much… well I have to go… I love you" he laughed.

" Love you too" hanging up the phone only to see the baby rooms door fly open with Page standing there.

" What happened" she asked looking around the room. " Matt’s coming home" running over to her just to hug her.
" He’s only been gone fore four days?" her eyes looking to me for answers. " Still he’s going to be here either tonight or tomorrow" giving her one more hug before hurrying past her. Running down the stair to see the Donald’s down stairs talking to April.

" Matt’s coming home" I cried with delight only to see April look at me shocked.

" Dear you don’t need to be running like that" she pointed out. " Know what are you saying about Matt?"

" He’s coming home early" I cracked jumping up and down alittle.

" Calm down dear or are you wanting to a premature baby" her words made me laugh alittle. " I know you’re happy about Matt but what’s the other news?"

Calming down alittle; I stated what else he side. " They’re all coming here in a bus… at lest the ones that wanted to come." A large smile moved across her face and the Donald’s.

" We have to have some kind of party" Mrs. Donald cried her daughter smiling at the idea.

" Know Mary you and party’s don’t go" Mr. Donald pointed out his eyebrow raised.

" No… Mary’s right we should have a party" April smiled her eyes looking to everyone.

" Can I help" smiling a sweet smile only to see her look at me cross. " Know we don’t need you to work… Don’t worry you just need to stay off your feet.

But I want to help I wined to myself. Walking over to the couch I sat down slowly staring at April who was planning the so-called Party.