10 Things (A Fred Weasley one shot for jessigirl01193)

Name: Jessica Phillips
Age: 17
House: Gryffindor
Which book is it set in?Or is it in a diff era?: book 7
Your lover boy: Fred Weasley
Friends: my bffs are the twins and ginny... then anyone who can stand a joke
Enemies: Cho Draco Pansy Slytherins and people who cant take a joke and dont like to laugh
BEFORE.
(Im starting off with a tiny prologue,this is in book five lets say a week after Fred and George have left)
"Miss Phillips!Miss Phillips!Please concentrate!"Professor McGonagall's voice brought you back into reality.'Miss Phillips,you don't seem to be well,do you need to go to the hospital wing?'Part of what Professor Mcgonagall said was true.You had been asked the 'Are you feeling well?' question by nearly all the teachers(excluding Umbridge,who disliked you almost as much as she disliked Harry,due to all the pranks you and the twins managed to accomplish without getting caught).Most of the time you said, something like 'I'm fine just tired.', while you were actually you were thinking along the lines of, 'Of course I'm not fine!My two best friends just took off without even saying goodbye or even leaving a goodbye note.' This time however you decided you needed to get away from all these people,and said to professor Mcgonagall,"Um yes I'm actually not feeling to good...'
She looked at you uncertainly and finally said,'Very well miss Phillips,off to the hospital wing.Take your things with you.' You picked up your things,with a hunch that Mcgonagall knew that you weren't planning to go anywhere near the hospital wing.
Back in your dorm room,you collapsed onto your bed,thoroughly annoyed at Fred and George Weasley.How could they have done this to you?After all you had been through together!You felt betrayed,and then started to miss them even more,if that was possible.Even a day without their smiling,laughing faces,and their corny jokes seemed to be the worst day ever.And then again,when you thought about it,it wasn't their smiles that you missed the most,it was just his.It wasn't their voices that you missed,it was just his voice.You missed George Weasley a lot,more than anyone else could imagine,but you missed Fred Weasley much much more.That is what made you hate Fred Weasley more than anything else at that moment,because he left you...left you still crazily in love with him.
...:::THE PRESENT:::...
True Love will wait,
until the stars fall out of the sky,
until the moon begind to cry,
until the sun turns cold as ice,
until the other rolls the dice,
until the whole earth has fallen,
and still will keep waiting,
because true love waits,
Forever. (random completely wierd and cheesy poem by me but whatever I added it lol)

You walked into diagon alley,and were shocked even though you knew what to expect.None of the colourful posters and shop signs of the cheerful diagon alley you knew were left.Most shops had taken on a morbid and dark look ,and there were street carts all over the place with grimy shopkeepers selling sinister goods.The most worrying thing for you though was the large posters with Harry Potter's face on them,and captioned 'Undesireable Number 1.' Of course you knew this was all due to Voldemort terrorising the entire wizarding world.You tried to navigate your way to Gringotts,avoiding all the people who you suspected were death eaters or other supporters of Voldemort.*This place has changed too much.* You thought,as you walked into the wizarding bank.
You went into the Leaky Cauldron,pocketing your money bag and sitting on a bar stool."What can I get you?"Asked Tom,not too politely.You supposed you could understand why he was less than friendly these days."A bottle of Firewhisky." you said.
"Make that two bottles of Firewhisky...on me."A hooded figure who's face you couldn't see slid into the seat next to you.Tom looked at the figure suspiciously before going to get the drinks."Trying not to sound too rude here,but who are you?"
"Just a traveller."
"Right I'm sure..."
"Well to tell you the truth I'm on the run from the ministry,which of course is now controlled by Voldemort."
"Hmm why...."Tom returned carrying two opened bottes of firewhisky.You waited until Tom left you two alone again,and then you finished your question."So why are you on the run from the ministry?"
"Hmmm I can't tell you...what if you work for him?"
"If I really worked for him then you would be dead by now..."You said.
"Fair enough."He leaned in close to your right ear and whispered,"I put a bag of dungbombs with an invisiblity charm on Umbridge's chair..."
FLASHBACK!!
"Fred!Fred!!Tell me please I promise I won't tell a soul!"You pleaded.
"No I'm not gonna tell you so stop asking!"He marched off,to catch up with Angelina,Lee and George.You were walking alone trying to keep yourself from going to Snape's office and stealing Veritaserum.George stopped to wait for you and as soon as you reached him,you burst out,"Why isn't he telling me?"
"Probably because he enjoys the fact that he's getting a lot of attention from you."said George,not too concerned.The two of you went into the dining hall and took your usual seats.You sat inbetween Fred and George,but shifted more towards George as obviously as you could. Out of the corner of your eye you saw Fred smirking subtly.You stabbed your steak with unnescessary vigour,but didn't eat a single bite.Soon most people had left the dining hall,and your plate of food was still untouched.Fred was still sitting next to you,by this time grinning.Finally fed up of hinting to Fred that you were very annoyed at him,you stood up to leave.Fred however,grabbed your hand and pulled you back down next to him."What?" You hissed.
"It's hilarious watching you trying to be mad at me."
"Good for you."
"I'll tell you if you want."
"Don't bother."
"Ok I won't."
"No I take that back...tell me."
"Ok well...."He leaned in close to your right ear and whispered,"I put a bag of dungbombs with an invisiblity charm on Umbridge's chair..."

PRESENT
You took a swig of firewhisky,trying to remember where you heard those words before.Then it suddenly hit you.The great hall,sitting at griffindor table and then the whisper.You spun arouns to face the guy sitting next to you and yanked him hood back.Sure enough infront of you,was Fred Weasley,wearing the same grin he had on that day so long ago,the day when he had refused to tell you something so simple just to get your attention.You stared at him in complete shock,and then closed your
eyes and opened them again just to make sure he was real.Then you did something he was not expecting.
"Your punches are pure evil,like always."Fred muttered as you walked to over the hill to the burrow.
You laughed."So tell me,why didn't we just apparate."
"Well,That's because,"He said,with a thoughtful expression."You see,if I took you there straight away,everyone will be talking to you,and I won't get to talk to you as much.But this way,being the selfish person I am,I get you all to myself for a little bit longer."
"Interesting plan..."You said,whereas your heart skipped a beat.*Wouldn' t this be a good time to just tell him?Tell him that though it's been a year I still love him?*You shrugged your thoughts off,as he asked,"So tell me,why did you punch me?"
"Because you ditched me fool,you and your stupid brother ditched me...and ran off to open a joke shop!And I also heard about you and your shop assitant,what was her name?Felicity?"
"Verity."
"Does it matter?Not even a goodbye!Not even a 'Jessica why don't you come with us and help us with the shop?' No you just run off and hire Felicity!"
"Verity!"
"Fine Verity then!I don't understand how you could just do that to me!I thought we were friends!"
"We were and hopefully still are!But atleast I didn't run away to another country!"
"You know very well that I had to go because of my mother.And I left you a goodbye,telling you!"
"A small thing..."
"A SMALL thing is better than NOthing!"
"No It isn't a BIG thing is better than BOTH!"
"Well you,being the insensitive clown you are..didn't do ANYthing."
"Now how on earth did I turn into an insensitive clown?"He asked,stopping at the gates of the burrow.
"You didn't turn into one,"You said with a slight smirk."You have always been one."
"Oh really?"He said,taking a step closer.
"really."you said,moving forward as well.
"No...not really."
"Yes."It was then,that you noticed how close the two of you were.His head was bent down a little,making the distance between your lips less then an inch.In fact you were about to stand on your tiptoes,and cover that distance,so close yet so far away,if it wasn't for the voice of Ron Weasley from a window."Fred!Is that you?Who's with you?That isn't Verity!Then who?That looks like Jessica!Fred!"You stepped back from each other,equally embarrased.
"We should go in now,I think I've stolen you for long enough."He said,though you could have sworn he cast a venemous look at the window Ron's head had popped out of moments before.You opened the gate and walked but two steps inside when you were hit by a force with long red hair."Jess!You're back!"Came the excitied voice of Ginny Weasley."Yes I'm back Ginny and I've missed you too!"You said, as she released you from her rib cracking hug.You were greeted by a round of hugs from Ron,Hermione,Harry and Mr and Mrs Weasley."Wow!"You said,surveying the 'too clean' garden of the burrow."Whats going on here?"
"Well..."said Mrs Weasley,"Bill is getting married!"
"Wow!"You said.You had never been that close to Bill,and your memories of him weren't the most enjoyable.But then who would enjoy a scary boy with long hair telling them that he knew how to control mummies,and would send one after them?And that too,only when they were six?"To who?"Your question was answered,by a very pretty no,gorgeous girl waltzing out of the burrow,hand in hand with a very scarred Bill.Behind them came a couple,whom you assumed were the girl's parents,judgin by her resemblance to the equally stunning but slightly older woman.Finally,in the rear,was another person that you had waited to see.George.You ran up to him,and threw your arms around him.He laughed and hugged you back."I've missed you too Jess!"
It was then that you noticed."George?What happened to your ear?"
His face darkened for a moment,but then he was back to normal."Well now you'd better do everything I say!Coz I'm a holey man!Geddit?"
You looked at him seriously,and said."Holey or not,It looks like I have a lot to catch up on."

LATER ON IN TIME
All the happiness that the wedding had brought had long since evaporated.Right now,you were with Fred,George and Lee Jordan,helping with Potterwatch.The four of you met up with other members of the order of the phoenix,on an irregular basis as everyone was constantly on the move.Everytime Fred left to get news you felt a sinking feeling in your stomach and did nothing but worry until you finally saw him back in one piece.This was one night as such.Fred had gone out with Lee leaving you in the hotel with George."Please come back safe,please come back safe,please come back..."
"Jess,calm down for merlin's sake you've been chanting that for hours!"
"Easy for you to say,and you know how I feel about Fred!"
"You still?"
"True love will wait forever."You said."Ok that was deep!"The two of you burst out laughing.Then suddenly George's eyes brightened.
"Do you remember that fight you had with Angelina?"
"Oh yes that was awful haha."
"No it was hilarious."
"Yeah I don't even remember why!I just know that she attacked me at the end and Oliver Wood rescued me."
"Oh well I sure do!"
"What was it about?"
"Fred!"
"No!"
"yes!"
"NO!"
"Ok you're actually right.It was about me."
"What?"
"It was about Fred!She thought you were stealing her man!"
"Well...I wasn't...intentionally..."
"Sure..."
"No seriously!"
"Well if that's the case...there's no Angelina with us now..."
"So what?"
"So tell him how you feel!"
"No!"
"Oh come on Jess it's damn obvious that he likes you alot!I mean when you hugged me his expression was priceless!It was like he wanted me to turn into a giant sea slug!"
"Stop exaggerating George."
"Find out for youself...You know you believe me!"
"Fine I will!" You said,going to the small refridgerator that was in your room and getting yourself a muggle drink called 'Coke.'

Later that night
You stared restlessly up at the ceiling.*No sleep tonight I guess* You thought to yourself.Fred and Lee had come back,with food of some sort from a muggle shop and no news.You were thinking about your conversation with George.Could it be true what he had said?Well you admitted to yourself that it was possible,due to Fred's behaviour,particularly at the wedding.

FLASHBACK!!!
You were sitting at one of the tables,watching others dance,and trying to ignore the very drunk weasley cousin next to you.A few minutes passed and Ginny came and sat down."Well,whats bothering you?"She asked.
"Nothing..."You said.
"Right,I'm sure that's why you've been staring at Fred every ten seconds!"
"Aren't supposed to be concentrating on the guys you dance with?"you asked with a slight smile.
"Well its hard not to notice how you keep looking at each other but not catching each other's eyes."
"Well he seems to be pretty occupied with chatting up veela."
"I'm sure..."Just then Viktor Krum came to your table and asked you for a dance.You stared at him blankly and then looked quickly behind you just to check if he was really talking to you.Ginny gave you a nod as in 'say yes!' so you said yes and the two of you were on the dancefloor,funnily enough ending up somewhere near where Fred was,cracking jokes to a group of veela.You felt pretty awkward dancing with a world famous quidditch player and triwizard competitior.You noticed a few people turning their heads in your direction,including a pretty happy Ron.What you didn't notice was Fred's ever growing scowl.He excused himself from the Veela,and walked over to you.You glanced at him coming over and went into a slight panic mode.Why was he coming over?And with a scowl on his face.He tapped Krum on the shoulder and said abruptly,"Mind if I cut in?"You looked at him like he had gone crazy.So he was ditching the Veela for you?Krum politely stepped back from you and said,"Of course."and went to take Fred's place among the Veela.Yoiu danced for a while,growing more embarrased by the minute."Why are you blushing?"he asked,an air of amusement in his voice.
"I'm not!"Yoiu murmurred.
"Oh you must have some skin disease then that makes your cheeks go red."
"Shut it."
And so you danced with him,until your feet hurt.Well of course,a little later,you got the news that the ministry had fallen and then there was absolute chaos.

Back to the present!
You finally made up your mind.You were going to tell Fred no matter what he said in response.You got out of your sleeping bag,and went over to him.You shook him awake saying,"Fred!Fred wake up!"He opened one eye and then closed it again.You slapped him.
Now he opened both eyes."Blimey!WHat was that for?"
"Just come with me!"
"Merlin's pants its two in the morning!"
"I don't care!"
He groggily got up and followed you to the room's balcony."Ok whats wrong."
"Well,oh damn I can't do this.!"
He grabbed your shoulders and shook you."Ok right whatever you wanted to say you are going to say it because I didn't get up for you to just say it was nothing so tell me!"
"Well...”You said slowly.”Do you remember what we almost did at the gates of the burrow?”
“No...”
“Well we were this close,”You said moving closer to him."And your head was bent down a little,"He automatically bent down,leaving almost the exact amount of space between your lips as it had been that day just outside the burrow.You paused there,looking up at him.Your heart was pounding so loudly.Then you heard his voice,saying,"And what h..."But you cut him off by pressing your lips against his.And this time,there was no Ron to interrupt.
"Wow..."He said,when you pulled away.You were blushing furiously,but Fred's cheeks were flaming red."So..."he said."You've liked me all this time?"
"No..."You said,your voice full of sarcasm."That was just coz I felt like it.I'm actually dating,one of those sexy goblins in gringotts."
"Wow your taste has improved..."
"Oh shut it."
"No seriously..."
"Yeah its better than you...in fact,I think you're gay!"You said,laughing.
"Me?Gay?No!"
"Yes you are!"
"So why would I have let you kiss me?"
"Like one kiss from a girl will make a difference!"
"Fine I'll prove it!"
"Prove it then!"Before you could even say another word he kissed you,and this time it was more passionate.He pulled away,and said,"There,I proved it."

THE BATTLE OF HOGWARTS
You apparated directly into the Hog's Head,due to the caterwauling charm that had been placed on the whole village.Fred,George,Ginny,Lee and Cho Chang appeared next to you a second later.Aberforth Dumbledore led the six of you to a portrait of a girl,which turned into a tunnel.As you set off down the tunnel you were sure you heard,Aberforth cursing angrily about not getting enough sleep and somemthing to do with a railway station."I hope Harry,Ron and Hermione are OK."Ginny said to you.
"I'm sure they're fine." You replied."Afterall they did mangae to escape gringotts and that too on a dragon!"You could understand her fear perfectly.You were probably the only one who knew how much she liked Harry,which was a LOT.You walked through the door at the end of the tunnel,and entered,assuming(from what Neville's message had told you),that you were in the room of requirement.Harry,Ron and Hermione were there,asking questions about something to do with Ravenclaw.They paused when they saw you,and you saw Harry give a worried/dissaproving look in Ginny's direction.You supposed you couldn't blame him,he cared about her a lot,and this was something that you could see very clearly.He turned away and and was asking everyone questions about the lost diamdem of ravenclaw .Cho volunteered to take him up to ravenclaw tower to see the diadem of ravenclaw on a statue,to which Ginny immediately said,"Luna can take him up."Soon Harry had disappeared along with Luna.Ginny was immediately confronted by Ron."What,precisley,do you think you're doing here?"
"Well..."She said,"Jessica said I could come!"
Ron turned angrily to you."How could you let her come!"
"I...uhhh..."You death glared Ginny,who was mouthing 'I'm sorry!' from behind Ron.Fred stood up and rescued you."Hey lil' bro it wasn't her fault."He said,putting an arm around your waist.This threw Ron completely off the subject of Ginny."You two?When?"
"No not us two,coz secretly she's in love with peeves which is why she was just dying to come back...Honestly Ron how I ended up with a troll brained brother like you is beyond my understanding."
"Shut it."He said,turning away to talk to Neville.Fred pulled you to an empty love seat that just appeared,and you sat next to each other,.He absently played with your hair,and you didn't speak to each other until you finally broke the silence by saying,"So this is it isn't it?The final stand or whatever?"
"yeah I guess...Haha the last great battle,sounds a bit dramatic..."
"Well of course,everyone will be praising the name 'Jessica Phillips' for her heroic efforts,saving Fred Weasley from the clutches of an evil death eater..."
"Jess,If it turns out the other way round,you owe me something after the war."
"Deal"You said.Suddenly more people came through the door from the tunnel, and Angelina Johnson,Oliver Wood,Katie Bell,Alicia Spinnet,Kingsley,Lupin,Bill Fleur and lastly, Mr and Mrs Weasley walked into the room of requirement.Fred and you stood up to talk to them,but soon even that conversation got a bit boring.You looked around and noticed that Ron and Hermione had disappeared.Before you could question their whereabouts,Harry and Luna returned.After quickly finding out how members of his old quidditch team and members of the order had arrived,Harry announced that you would all be fightingand that underage students would be evacuated.After the room of requirement was empty except for the Weasleys,Harry,Lupin,Kinglsey and you,the attention was back on Ginny who was putting up a fit.She wanted to stay and fight.You watched her argue with Mrs Weasley,and then you felt slightly ashamed as she looked at you and the twins,asking the dreaded,"How could you have brought her here?"The argument was however interrupted by someone stumbling into the room of requirement,asking"Am I late?Has it started?"You felt the mood of the room go tenser and saw Fred's face darkening slightly at the sight of his brother Percy.Silence consumed a few seconds,which seemed to pass like hours,before Fleur started jabbering to Lupin about Teddy,to which Lupin answered eagerly and loudly perhaps with a bit too much enthusiasm.Deciding it was safest,you joined their conversation,staring hard at every single picture trying to absorb the details.Meanwhile Percy was insulting himself ,to which Fred added quiet a number of things that Percy was.They stopped,and when Percy agreed to all the name calling.He and Fred shook hands.Mrs Weasley shoved Fred out of the way and pulled Percy into a rib cracking hug.After all the formalities were over,including Fred intorducing you to Percy as his girlfriend,a compromise was formed for Ginny.She was allowed to stay,but had to remain within the room of requirement.Without wasting too much time,all of you,excluding Ginny made you way to the great hall which was where everyone was supposed to meet.You sat next to Fred,along with the other Griffindors at the griffindor table.Professor Mcgonagall began announcing what was to happen as soon as she saw Harry.However her voice was drowned out by none other than Voldmort's himself,issuing an offer to hand over Harry to him by midnight.You shuddered slightly,moving closer to Fred,who sqeezed your hand in a sort of reassuring way.As soon as Voldmort's voice had gone,you heard Pansy Parkinson(in your opinion an snob in Draco's gang who didn't know the meaning of a joke unless it caused someone emotional distress),shrieking about handing Harry over to Voldemort.Surprised by your own actions you stood up,pulling out your wand and pointing it at her,a second later,not only did all the Griffindors copy your movement,but the Ravenclaws and Hufflepuffs too.You glared at her.Professor Mcgonagall told her to leave first with Filch,and soon all the Slytherins had left.After that the crowds slowly thinned,leaving behind only people who remained to fight.Kingsley began organising people into groups and listing things that needed to be done.Fred took charge of covering passageways in and out of school.And alsmost at once,Angelina said,"Oh Fred I can help you with that!"Just a little bit too happily considering that you were about engage into the greatest battle of a lifetime.A shadow crossed over your face.fred looked at you,and then said to Angelina,politely enough,"No thanks Angelina....Lee,George,Jess and I have got it covered,with of course the help of those three,"He pointed at Hannah Abbott and two ravenclaws whose names you didn't know.
"Oh alright!"Angelina said,slightly unhappily.
"Stupid slut."You mumbled.
"Oh getting jealous are we?"Fred whispered.
"You wish."You shot back.
"Ok right will you two stop flirting? incase you haven't noticed we've got a lot to do!"Said George,though he was slightly smiling.So,your group set off,as Fred listed off all the secret passageways in Hogwarts.He finally halted and said,"We can't cover this all fast enough if we stick as a big group."He then whispered something,into Lee's ear and then to George.They both nodded."Right!"Said Lee turning to Hannah and the ravenclaws,you'll come with me.He walked off in one direction.Fred,George and you headed in the opposited direction.Fred was leading,taking you to a part of Hogwarts where you were quiet sure there weren't any passageways.He stopped at what looked like a large broom cupboard."What?"you asked."I never knew this was a passageway!was this even marked on..."
"Thats because it isn't a passageway."Cut in Fred.
"Then?What is it?"
Fred pulled out his wand and pointed at you."I'm sorry Jess,but this is only because I love you..."
20 seconds later your hands were tied together behind your back and your legs were bound as well.Something was tied to your mouth,making it difficult to speak.You glared at Fred.He looked sorrowful.He picked you up bridal style and too you to the broom cupboard,putting you in there.You struggled hard but no avail."Shhhh stop."He said."I don't want you to get hurt,I don't want even a single curse to hit you.You'll be safe here and I'll come for you when it's over." You refused to look at him,fuming at the fact that now you were the one being treated like an underaged witch.He chuckled slightly and pulled the gag off your mouth,kissing you deeply.It was kiss that though you were exceedingly mad,you immediatly sank into it.He pulled away finally,and replaced the gag over your mouth,securing the knots with his wand.He shut the door,engulfing you into darkness.
He was gone.The stupid git had left you tied up in a closet,and had run off to fight.You cursed yourself over and over again,trying to find a way to get out.You rolled over to the door and banged against it as hard as you could go,until finally sucess looked in your way.The door swung open and you tumbled out of the closet.You landed in front of someone's shoes and looked up as,the face of Draco Malfoy smirked down at you.*Oh dammit!Wand still in the cupboard.*you thought.Malfoy's smirk however didn't disappear."Well,well,well"He sneered,"If it isn't the girl who always managed to make me look like an idiot infront of the school?And look!She doesn't have a wand!How unfortunate for you Phillips,that I should find you here,unarmed!"You growled.He pulled out his wand and pointed it right under your chin."Well,should I make you suffer slowly?Or just use the classic,Avada Kedevra?I'm all for making you suffer slowly,and guess what?It looks like I've won the vote!Well for a starter I think a dosage of pain should teach you to to mess with me."He raised his wand and you shut your eyes,expecting the worst."Cru-..."You heard a pair of footsteps coming over to you,and heard the swoosh of the wind as a curse sailed over your head."Damned auror."You heard Draco mutter,as you saw his footsteps get further and further away from you."Oh my goodness Jessica are you ok?"Tonk's voice sent a wave of relief crashing over you.She had you unbound in a trice,but didn't bother to ask you what had happened."I'm sorry Jessica I'm trying to find Remus so you will have to tell me what that was all about some other time!"She rushed off in the same direction as Draco.You went ot the broom cupboard and found your wand,before racing off to find Fred.
You reached the grounds,where the battle was on full swing.A deatheater suddenly attacked up,but thankfully you conjured up a shield charm just in time.He sent another curse at you,which you dodged."Impedimenta!"You yelled,hitting the deatheater squarely on the chest and continuing your search for Fred.And then you spotted him,dueling a death eater and Percy who was quet close as well.They were laughing about something.Your heart had been working itself too much due to your crushing anxiety.Now however it seemed to have slowed down much more.Fred was safe,your Fred was fine.He was even laughing.Your moment of peace didn't last long as you saw a green jet of light soaring towards him.You wanted to scream for him to get out of that way.The world fell into slow motion.You watched him fall,you watched your world fall,you heard screams.You saw figures moving towards an empty space.But it hadn't been an empty space...you world had been there seconds before.You felt something hit you and you crumpled to the ground,your eyes closing.Your world was gone.
Your head felt like it was about to explode.Your eyes opened,but kept shutting again.You saw his eyes,his eyes trying to look into yours...you wanted yours to stay open and you fought against your eyelids.You could see his face,the face you longed to see...but no this wasn't him.There was something missing.This wasn't him!You pulled yourself into an upright position and then your blurred vision sped back into focus.Around you were faces you knew.Ginny,Lee,Hermione,George."Fred."You whispered.You got out of the bed you had been lying on,and search the great hall with your eyes.You waited for him to pop out and scare you.You waited for him to come wrap his arms around you.No one tried to stop you,as you walked around the hall,like a ghost.You finally found him,his mother next to him,crying at his feet,You sat next to him,and touched his face.So cold.You lay your head on his chest.No sound.It was then that the tears came,flowing out in torrents.They did not stop.You felt someone's hand on your back.Not his hand.You pushed it away.You felt real pain clawing at your heart,ripping it to pieces.No one felt your pain,and you once again slipped into a world,where the nightmares took control.


A FEW DAYS LATER
The funeral had been the hardest.You sat through it unable to cry anymore.George had been the only real comfort you had.He let you cry,when others told you to stop.After the funeral was over,you had the strangest feeling to go to a certain place.George asked you where you were going,to which you said,"To find myself again."He did not question you anymore but let you go.You apparated at the gates of hogwarts,which were still broken,due to the giant that crushed them to powder.You stepped over the remains of the gates and walked in.You wandered slowly up to the griffindor tower,only encountering peeves,who was still singing his ' voldy's gone mouldy song.' You finally made it to your old room,which was now full of other people's things.This did not matter.You went to your old bed and lifted the mattress up with the wingardium laviosa charm."Still there."you muttered.Underneath the mattress was the secret little hatch you had made,with and undetectable extension charm.You opened it and stuck your hand in.It seemed empty until your hand found something.You pulled out two pieces of parchement.You left the room,and went to the griffindor common room,sitting in an armchair.You unfolded the piece that looked older first.
Well Jess as you can see im writing this in a hurry,in the toad's class.
Me and George have been planning to ditch this place for ages now
Of course we'll go out with a bang,hah but what I want to know is if you
want to come with us.I know we would have probably left by the time
you even read this,but still we're starting a new jokeshop in diagon alley
and you can come work and be a co partner anytime,(I mean come on
who would have wanted to miss the time when you tricked him into
drinking that potion that turned him into a donkey?Though of course
I still think that a monkey would have been better)In fact I want you to
come join us!Well I have to go I think the toad's spotted me.
Fred
The letter made the pain increase.So he had left a goodbye?The truth was,he had never forgotten you,never once went a day without you coming somwhere into his head.Your hands were shaking as you opened the second piece of paper.
I figured you might check in your hatch after the fight.Well Jess,
Its now or never and I have to say 10 things you might never hear
me say out loud.
1)I love you.
2)I've actually found it hard to breathe when I'm around you.
3)I was incredibly pissed at ron when he interrupted us
outside the burrow.
4)You have no idea how close I was to getting a heart
attack when you kissed me
5)I enjoyed making you jealous with Angelina(just because
it proved that you did care)
6)Your smile always kept me going.
7)I'm sorry for locking you up in a broom cupboard but
if you're reading this you made it throught right?And that's
all that matters
8)I feel like girl writing all this...especially 4)
9)I wish it was just me and you...far away from everything
else.
10)Who cares if I'm repeating?I LOVE YOU!!!
Hahaha I think I'm going to hide from you until you've completely
forgotten about it....It's a good way to save my face!

To your great surprise,you didn't cry,infact,you felt somehow,better.You stood up,shoving the two peices of parchement into your pocket.
Outside of the castle,you took a deep breath of the afternoon's fresh breeze.You came to realise,just by reading those few words from Fred that he hadn't left you at a dead end with no escape but suffering.He had left you on a completely new road,to start a new beginning.Fred Loved you and You loved him,and when it comes down to it,isn't that all that mattered?
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Well wow that was sad! :'( Well My sincere apologies to Jessica,because you did prefer a happy ending and gahhh my stupid brain just had to make it sad.Also coz I'm a bit of a depressing person...and also I completely forgot about the metamorphagus thing ahhh and I didn't mention it!!!Gahhh Im so bad at this and I truly am sorry if this story sucked!!!