Only tear drops matter...But you used to matter more...

The darkness engulfed me. I stood alone, waiting, praying. Not that god would listen to me. Fear went down my back as I heard your step, you moved almost silently. Only a pitter-patter of rats. You were behind me now, you wrapped your arms around my waist and inhaled my smell, I felt your nose on my neck. I sighed and tried to move away you wouldn’t let me. You bit into my neck. An act of lust. I new you had hunger and lust in your eyes. It made me afraid, afraid for what you’d become. a knight of the dark, a beast to the mortals. my blackened blood I felt go from me to you. This was a sin. A kinky sin. Forbidden by the elders. I gasped as you pulled my hair and tilted my head more. it felt so right. Yet very wrong all at once. the only way to described it is saying its what drug users would describe it. Pure exticy...its fun. But bad side effects. Blood loss for us is bad. We need to feed. I hit the ground as you let me go and unlatched.” Now lay here and die." that’s all you said. What did i do you ask. I betrayed my lover, my creator, and my purpose. And the head vampire console....

That was a long time ago.30 years to be exact. I lived. Barley. and I lost my lover,again..He was my creator. He made me, who I am never getting old, never altering, and always alive I got out of the bed to my apartment, I sat on the edge of the bed and ran my fingers through my silky blonde/red hair. It was dark out. I slept all day again. I’m not allergic to the sun like most of my kind. I’m immune to it. I just prefer the night. Its better to find drunken students to feed from. They think they just got really drunk and don’t remember a thing.. I got up and went to the mirror in front of my bed. My hair was sickingly straight, as always. My cheeks filled in with my face. My light grey eyes shown in the dark. Almost super model but not as skinny. My nightgown was black with red lace trimmings I was wearing red and white striped socks and skulls on the sides. I sighed a my hair hung in my face. I’ve been alive too long to look this good..200 years of immortality and this is all I get good looks and a heart that lies broken on the ground at my feet. I looked at the time..6:00pm..Good just dark enofe, frat parties here I come. I always get in to them. Cause I look so damn hot. As I’m told and I should I’m a vampire for god’s sake!! I went into the bathroom to primp myself. I put my hair into a half braid letting the rest of my hair hang loose my baby bangs shaped the flawless face looking at me..”I should have wrinkles..” I said under my breath as I put on a black MCR shirt and tight jeans with my favorite sweater. I had that dream every night…were a human heard my pleas and screams and saved me…not that he save me by helping…I drained him of his life, And then turned him…. he’s still loyal to me. Jacob Valentine he serves me and is now my only friend…my only companion. I walked down the apartment fire escape the night was still, silent, and I smelt every thing. The barbeques, the children getting tucked in for bed, the stray dogs in ally ways. I walked into my favorite nightclub, FriGhTner. “Miss.Evana.” the bouncer Victor nodded his head to be as the doors opened before me. I saw what I saw every night, Vampires, Jacob, and drunken Goth/teens and college students. I examined the room. The walls black & embedded with numerous laser lights that shown toxic green. And black lights made the white and black carpet glow. The dance floor was scattered with kids dancing, holding drinks, and making out in corners. This wasn’t even full yet and they were everywhere. I looked over at a couch in the corner, it was lined with vampire. All younger than me I was the oldest Vampire they knew.

I’m 340 years old. I gave my black trench coat to the coat usher. I looked for Jacob. He uses his teleportation way too much. “Master Evana.” I smiled and turned to face my creation, my follower, and my friend, my Jacob. “Jacob.” I nodded my head to great him. I had others who called me Master. They all died in a war of clans. Damion’s clan and mine. agents Mina Amora’s and Gabion Fernando’s Clan. A war that lasted so long only Damion and I were left. I’m no longer his as I started off I betrayed my one true love. And many others, But this isn’t the time to talk of my past. “So Jacob what is there to chose from tonight my friend?” Jacob smiled and pointed to a group of girls. They were all giggling and pointing glancing at Jacob. “They seem quit found of you Jacob.” Jacob turned and faced me. “Ready Master…I mean my lady?” I simply smiled and walked over to the table. “Well hey girls what’s up?” A girl with blond hair and Purplish eyes smiled. “Nothing much I’m Tabitha pleasure to meat you...” She said with her deep toned voice. The girl next to her perked up and flipped her dark brown pigtails and blinked her big brown eyes. She was wearing green eye shadow; the blonde haired girl was wearing light blue eye shadow.

“I’m Stacey!” The brown haired girl squealed with her small perky voice. The last girl looked stunning. She had Toxic green hair with red streaks and Dark green eyes. ”I’m Jessie.” They were all wearing gothic attire. Fishnets all around each had different colors. Stacey, Toxic green, Tabitha had black and grey, & Jessie had Red and Toxic green. “Well hello girls I’m Evana. Pleasure to make your acquaintance.” They all smiled. I saw Jacob in my referral vision. He was waiting until they were drunk. We would feed tonight. We’d have to share one of them. “So were are you girls from?” I asked in the nicest tone I could fake. This wasn’t me though; I’m darker, sinister.