[1]IGNORANCE[poynter]

Okay so I'm going to be ending the series soon. By soon I mean like only 2 or so more chapters. I know it's sad but after I finish my Jonas series, I'll start a new McFly story. Message me if you have any ideas for a new story!!
Inside Dougie's Head
"Spencer!" I yelled rushing over to catch her.
She lay limp in my arms while I called for the guys, any of them.
"Guys! Come quick! Spence is unconcious!" I shouted from Spencer's bunk.
They all three came rushing in to see what the commotion was.
All three looked horrified at the sight of the state she was in at the moment.
"Harry, go tell the bus driver to head to the nearest hospital!" he nodded and sprinted from the room.
"What do you want us to do?"Danny asked asTom wascoming over to check Spence's vitals.
"She just barely breathing and her heart seems to be slowing down." Tom said, almost putting me into cardiac arrest.
"I-is she d-dying Tom?" I asked not wanting to hear the answer.
"Unless we get her to a hospital soon, she might not survive. I'm so sorry Doug." I couldn't help it.
I started crying.
I pulled Spencer into my chest and sobbed the entire ride to the hospital.
After what felt like years, we pulled up in the parking lot of the massive building.
We rushed to get her into the emergency room before it was too late.
We ran up to the front desk, me carrying her, and told the nurse what was happening.
She picked up the phone and called who I hoped was a doctor.
Minutes later, doctors and nurses showed up with a gurney.
They took her away from me and placed her down - not gently enough for my taste - attaching the breathing mask to her mouth.
No matter how much I argued, they wouldn't let me go in with her.
The suspence was killing me and I couldn't take it.
The guys looked over at me as I got up to go argue with the nurse once again, but as soon as I got up, the door to the E.R. hallway swung open.
I ran over to the doctor, immediately demading him for answers.
"Mr. Poynter, I am sorry to inform you that there is a 60% chance that Spencer will not pull through. She is currently in a vegitative state. Like a coma but not as severe. The reason for her collapse was due to excessive exhaustion and malnutrition. There is the possibility that she will not awake but we have done all we can and are hoping for the best. I'm so sorry." and with that he walked away.
I stood there feeling numb and useless.
If they had done all they could then they must let me see her.
I walked over to the receptionist's desk once more.
I demanded to know which room she was currently in and successfully recieved my answer.
We were told that only one of us could see her at a time.
Harry, Tom and Danny insisted I see her first.
Walking into the room I thought I was going to die.
I hated seeing her hooked up to all of the machines, lying lifelessly on the stupid hospital bed.
I walked over to her side quietly.
I gently brushed my fingers over her eyelids, her nose, her lips.
Grabbing her hand, I kissed her forehead and sat in the chair nect to her bed.
"Spence, baby, please wake up. I need you to wake up for me. I know you can do it. You always do what no one expects you to do. Why should this be any different?" I whispered with tears now streaking my face.
Much to my dismay, she didn't move even a little.
With my eyes still leaking tears, I stood up from the chair.
I leaned down and gently placed my lips over hers for a few moments.
I unwillingly let go of her hand and left the room.
I told the guys to have their chance with her and went to get coffee.
I wasn't leaving the hospital until she woke up.
The tour would have to be postponed until Spencer was well enough to return with us.
She's much more important to me than some dumb tour.
She has been with me since before we could talk and certainly before all of this famous stuff.
Taking a sip of my luke-warm coffee, I sat down in the waiting room next to Danny.
His eyes were red and bloodshot and he looked a mess.
"Doug, I'm so sorry. If I knew this was going to happen, I never would've even thought about trying to take Spencer from you. I know how much you care about her and I guess I was jealous. I really am sorry, mate." he said quietly.
"It's alright Dan. This sucks though. We had just made up y'know? She just collapsed right in front of me. I've never felt so helpless in my entire life. Just watching her dying and I'm unable to do a single thing for her."
A minute later, Tom came back smiling slightly.
I looked at him questioningly. "How could you possibly be smiling right now?"
"Well, she asked for you." my heart skipped a beat.
"S-she's awake?"
"Not quite. But she was talking a bit in her sleep which means she's not a complete goner." he replied.
Even if she wasn't fully awake, she was talking which was a good sign.
I ran down the hall and into her room.
She was still lying in the same position as when I left but her lips were moving.
My heart was accelerating as I approached her, making her words more clear.
"Dougie. Where are you? I can't find you." she was mumbling.
"I'm right here Ace. I'm right here." I said taking her hand in mine.
She smiled in her slumber, making tears well up in my eyes.
"I thought you left me." she whispered, still smiling slightly.
"No worries honey, I'm not going anywhere."
I leaned down to kiss her forehead gently.
When I pulled back, her eyelids fluttered slightly.
She didn't open her eyes, not yet, but she was slowly waking up.
"Spencer, open your eyes baby. Can you hear me? I you hear my voice open your eyes, Ace." I murmered.
She slowly pulled her eyelids open, revealing her crystal blue eyes.
"Oh Spencer honey don't scare me like that!" I said, flinging my arms around her.
She hugged me back tightly, neither of us wanting to let go.
"I thought you were gone." I whispered, with tears rolling down my cheeks again.
A few minutes later the rest of the guys appeared in the doorway to check up on us.
They were atonished when they saw her sitting up awake.
"Spencer!" they all shouted and charged forward at her.
"Ahh! Guys I still need to breathe!" she said through the giant dogpile they all created over her.
"I'm gonna go tell the doctors you're awake." Harry said exiting the room.
"We all thought you weren't gonna make it!" Tom exclaimed, sitting at the foot of the bed.
"Well I did so HA!" she said pointing a finger in his face.
The doctor came in looking shocked as he moved to Spencer's bedside.
"Well, well I see you pulled through after all. You've got a fighter here guys." he told us.
"That's not always a good thing." Danny said laughing which in turn made us all laugh.
"Well in this case it was." the doctor added.
After making sure Spencer wasn't going to slip back into unconciousness, he diagnosed her with one more night in the hospital.
I didn't mind staying another night as long as Spencer was alive and well.
OKAY!! That's it for today so only one or two more then it's over =[[