Every day. Every day of my life I’ve spent with the one person I care for. My special person. Zabuza was the only one who cared for me, taught me, and showed me what it was like to feel needed. This was never the way I planned
Not my intention
Once in a while he would go out with other missing nins. A sort of small gathering of killers in a sense. They planned to go out tonight, and I was the guard. I had to stand guard outside of the rundown bar they went to. I had to watch for enemies, those who would harm Zabuza. My intention was to kill anyone who tried to hurt him. That was what I would do for my special person.
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
A sort of loud and incessant giggling reached my sensitive ears. I focused on it for a second until I realized it was a couple of drunk women stumbling out of the bar. They were just giggling at nothing. I sighed to myself and relaxed a bit. Well until one of the girls came into my vision. I just stared at her in curiousity, she was slightly red in her cheeks and seemed to have trouble focusing on me although I stood directly in front of her line of vision. She seemed confused by me.
“A girl or a boy? You’re so pretty…”
I was shocked but then remembered that she was drunk and just smiled lightly at her.
“Your friends are waiti-“
Her lips were attached to mine in a matter of seconds.
It’s not what, I’m used to
Just wanna to try you on
I was confused but nonetheless my body acted on it’s own and I returned the kiss. It was different. I wasn’t used to it. Of course the stench of alcohol was on her breath a beer bottle noticeably in her hand. She moved herself closer and I grasped her hand with the beer bottle making it fall to the ground. I’ve never been so forceful but I really enjoyed this. This kiss, was something new.
I’m curious for you
Caught my attention
This feeling is so new. So interesting. She really got my attention even if she was a drunk girl. It made me wonder. What it would be like to kiss other girls?
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
This girl, this drunk girl has just taken my first kiss. The sad thing is though I really liked it. I could taste not only alcohol on her lips but a sort of fruity taste. My mind just couldn’t pinpoint what kind of fruit laced her soft lips.
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it
A loud ruckus could be heard exiting the bar. I didn’t care. I was so into the kiss. I ended up pinning her to a tree holding her arms. Whoever knew my hormones were actually this unkempt? Zabuza only stared in drunk shock as did all the other nins.
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Never had they seen me this way. Never have I acted this way. I just couldln’t control myself. My mind screamed that this was wrong while my body knew this was right.
Don’t mean I’m in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it
My body could careless as to who I was kissing. It just knew. I liked it.
No, I don’t even know your name
It doesn’t matter
Just who was this girl I was kissing anyway. A missing nin? Royalty? An urchin? I just don’t care.
You’re my experimental game
Just human nature
It’s weird I’ve seen people do this before. But they usually know the person beforehand. This girl is just an experiment. I’m only human after all. I can’t help the raging testosterone in my body.
It’s not what, good girls do
Not how they should behave
This girl, she’s probably too drunk to realize what she’s doing is wrong. That she shouldn’t be doing this with a stranger. That she shouldn’t be doing this at all.
My head is so confused
Hard to obey
I can’t listen to my mind. My body’s the only thing acting. The only thing keeping our lips pressed and our bodies tight. Our hands locked and our tongues intertwined.
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
My mind was still racing the nostalgic scent from her fruit laced lips dancing in my mind. I was still curious to know this scent.
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
Zabuza and the other nins’ eyes never left my form which was tightly pressed to the small, weak, and drunk girl below me.
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Screw logic. My mind can fuck itself over on a one night stand.
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it
This girl can really kiss and she’s making my mind react wildly. And she’s drunk for Christ’s sake.
Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
This girl still has my mind in a whirl. My left hand held her right and my right hand trailed up her shirt caressing her sides. Her skin was flawless, smooth and soft. I pulled away my eyes in shock and lust as they glanced hungrily at the pouting red lips that belonged to her.
Hard to resist so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal, it's innocent
My mouth couldn’t stand the torture. I couldn’t handle the resistance. I delved myself into her lips once again enjoying every movement, every suck, every little thing that happened. The clockworks involved.
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
Her lips, cherry, that’s what they were. Cherry chap stick is what has entranced me this entire time. It was that, that has made kissing her all the more delectable.
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
Zabuza and the nins finally got their minds in gear as they began to cheer me on. It seemed Zabuza didn’t mind. For that I am happy.
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Logic, that’s a funny word. I don’t even think my mind remembers the correct way to function itself. It can’t even uphold the natural physical laws of dictatorship over the body.
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it
It was my first kiss with a girl. She was drunk and I was intoxicated by the hormones she induced to wake up from my sleeping puberty. I really can’t say I’m fond of this girl. But her lips are something I’ll never forget. Even as I may lie dying in tomorrow’s heated battle against Naruto.
