[Adam Lazzara & Mikey Way] I was killing before killing was cool. [Part:One]

Warped Tour 2004.
"Wicka? Wicka, wake up, we have to get going."
I opened my eyes slowly, and noticed I wasn't wearing a shirt.I wasn't wearing pants either, and my head was rested on someone's bare chest.
"Oh my God!" I sat up quickly. "What happened?"
"Wicka, shh.Calm down."
"Oh, God, Mikey." I smiled at him.
"Good morning sweetheart." He said, sitting up and kissing me.
"Good morning.What time is it?" I said, rubbing my eyes.
"Seven thirty.We have to go."
"Oh God.Last night-did-uh-we uh-you know?"
"Yeah." He said. "You don't regret it, do you?" He looked scared.
"No! God no! I love you!"
"Okay, I love you too." He said, getting up and putting on his Anthrax shirt. "I'm gonna go to my room and shower, I'll see you in an hour, okay?"
"Alright." I said, getting up, wrapping a sheet around me.I took out a My Chemical Romance black shirt, denim shorts and my underwear out of my suitcase.
I hopped in the shower and washed my hair.Twenty minutes later, I was getting dressed and doing my hair and make up.
I put all my stuff back in my suitcase, and went downstairs to meet Maciej and the rest of the guys.
"Morning you guys."
"Morning Ludwicka."
"How are you?" I asked Maciej.
"I'm great.I feel like a human being again."
I laughed. "I know, showering never felt so good."
"Right.So, did you sleep well?"
"Oh yes." I smirked.
"What was that?"
"Wh-what?"
"That.You smirked, and now you're stuttering."
"Am not!"
"You are!"
"N-no I'm not!"
"You stuttered again!"
"Ugh! You're so annoying!" I said and went to find Mikey and the others.
"Wicka!" Frank called.
"What's up?"
"I heard you and Mikey had rough sex last night!" He said excitedly.
"Frank! Shut up!" I whispered, blushing like crazy.
"So you did?!"
"N-no!"
"You stuttered! You had sex with Mikey!"
"Frank! Shh!"
"Okay, sorry." He grinned."So...how was it?"
"Oh my God!"
"Was it that bad?"
"No! Dude! What the hell?"
"Aw, you guys are so cute! I'm gonna go tell Gerard and the others!" He ran towards Ray.
"No! Frank!" I yelled, but it was too late, he was already talking to Ray and Matt.
I don't care if they know, I just don't want Maciej to find out.He'll kill me if he does.
Ray and Matt looked up at me, and I felt my cheeks burning as I heard Mikey's voice.
"Wicka!" He and Gerard came up to me.
"H-hey."
"Are you okay?" Mikey said, putting his arms around my waist.
"Ye-yeah, I'm fine." I smiled.
"She stuttered..." Gerard said.
"Sh-shut up."
"There it is again!" Gerard pointed at me.
"Shut the fuck up.Leave her alone." Mikey said, and dragged me away from everyone.
I sighed as we stood away from Maciej, Gerard and Frank, but pretty much everyone else could hear us.
"Are you sure you're okay?" He said, taking my face in his hands carefully.
"Yeah." I smiled.
"Okay." He kissed my nose. "If anything's bothering you, let me know." He gave me a quick kiss.
"I will." I said, kissing him andwrapping my arms around his neck.
"I love you, Ludwicka."
I smiled. "I love you too."
"Let's get going.You're coming in our van." Mikey took my hand.
"Bu-but! M-Mikey!"
"What? You don't want to ride in the car with me?" He pretended to be hurt.
"No!" I laughed. "It's not that, it's just that I-"
"If you say you want to talk to Maciej, I swear I'm gonna take him on a date and find out what's so interesting about him." He said, kissing my hands.
I laughed. "Alright, fine.I'm coming with you."
"Yay!" He squealed like a little girl.
I smirked and went to get my suitcase.
"What was that?" Brad, Maciej's friend asked.
"What was what?"
"Did you and Mikey just kiss?"
"N-no! What the hell?"
"Just checking..." He said, taking my suitcase. "Are you riding in the van with us?"
"No, I'm going with Mi-Ray, Gerard and the others."
"Okay, see you later.I'll tell Maciej."
"Kay, thanks.Bye."
I got in My Chemical Romance's van, and sat next to Mikey.
"Alright you guys, how was it?" Ray asked.
"What are you talking about?" I played dumb.
"You know what I'm talking about."
"No I don't!"
"I do!" Frank said, raising his hand.
"Oh.You do?" Gerard asked.
"Oh yes."
"Why, do tell us, Frank Anthony!" Gerard said in a motherly voice.
"I think Ray is talking about Wicka and Mikey spending the night together."
I covered my face with my hands as I felt my whole budy burning in embarassment.
"Why don't you guys shut up? Seriously..." Mikey said, rubbing my back. "I'm sorry, Wicka." He whispered.
"It's not your fault." I whispered back, looking up at him, flashing him a small smile.
"I love you" He mouthed.
"I love you too." I whispered.I rested my head on the crook of his neck, and listened to the rest of the guys make fun of me and Mikey, and not caring one single bit.
We got to the venue about an hour later.Everything was already in place, so the guys just had to wait until 6:10.
"So what do you want to do?" Mikey said, taking my hand in his.
"I actually have to work.I have to go to New Found Glory, Rufio and Senses Fail's shows today."
"So pretty much every band but us." He pouted.
"Every band but you and Taking Back Sunday." I said, pinching his cheek.
"Hey!" He laughed.
I laughed and ran to my van.I took out one of my cameras and walked towards one of the guys who was organizing the whole event.
"Can I have a program?"
"Sure, sweetie." He gave me one of the programs and smiled at me. "Do you work here?"
"Yeah, I'm a photographer."
"Really? You look very young.How old are you?"
"I-that's not important.Thank you." I smiled and left.
The first band to play was New Found Glory, but they didn't play until twelve, so I had like an hour and a half to just do whatever.
"Wicka!" Frank called me.
"Hey.What's up?"
"Have you seen Mikey?"
"Um, I left him at your van..."
"You did?"
"Yeah..."
"Oh.Okay."
I chuckled. "You're weird."
"I know." He smiled proudly. "And we need to talk."
"We do?"
"Yes."
"About what?"
"Last night?! Duh!"
"Frank, we're not gonna talk about last night."
"Why not?!"
"Because!"
"You're so boring."
"Thank you."
"No but seriously."
"I'm serious, we're not gonna talk about this!"
"Why not?" He started kicking like a five year old.
"Oh my God you're so childish!"
"Well, I'm more childish than you are, but that's probably because I'm younger than you!"
"No you're not!"
"I probably am.How old are you?"
"Wh-what?"
"How old are you?" He repeated slowly.
"Th-that's not important.I-I have to go!" I stuttered and left.
"And they say I'm weird!" Frank yelled.I ignored him.
I sat on the grass and looked at the pictures I had taken days before.Most of my Taking Back Sunday pictures were Adam's.I didn't have a lot of Senses Fail pictures, so I had to take plenty today.
"Maciej! Hey!" I heard Gerard say.
Oh shit.
"Hey Gerard.What's up?"
"Not much."
Please let Gerard be sober.
"At what time do you guys play?" Maciej asked.
"Four." Gerard slurred.
Please?!
Ray laughed."We're playing at six." He said. "Gerard's a littly tipsy." I thought I heard him whisper.
"Hey you guys." I heard Mikey.
Oh my God.
"Hey! Look at that! Wicka's best friend!" Maciej said.
"Best friend?" Gerard sounded confused.
"More like Wicka's boyfriend!" Frank said happily.
Holy motherfucking shit.
"What?!" Maciej was surprised.I knew it. I had to do something, I couldn't let the guys tell Maciej me and Mikey were dating.I stood up and walked, no wait, pretty much ran up to them.Every second counts, Maciej can't know about me and Mikey.
"Uh-um.Hi you guys." I smiled a very fake smile.
"Hey, Wicka! Tell Maciej Mikey's your boyfriend!" Gerard said.
"What?" I prentended to be confused.
"Wicka?" Mikey looked at me, he was hurt.
"Tell Maciej who's your boyfriend?" Maciej asked.
"N-no-no one!"
"Oh come on now! You guys had sex last night!" Gerard opened his big mouth.Again.
"What the fuck?!" Maciej yelled.
"Don't tell me you didn't know these two were dating!" Ray said.
"Sh-shall we n-not?" I stuttered.
"What's up with you stuttering?" Frank asked.
"Ludwicka! What in the fucking world are they talking about?!" Maciej yelled once again.
"I-I-"
"Wicka and I have been dating for a while." Mikey interrupted me.
"You're fucking joking."
"No I'm not." Mikey smiled, hugging me.
"Let go of her! She's a fucking kid!" Maciej spat.
"Kid? What are you talking about?" Mikey seemed confused.
"Ludwicka is seventeen years old!"
"What?!" Mikey, Ray and Frank yelled. Mikey let go of me, he even pushed me away.
"Greaaaaaaaaaat! Seventeen!" Gerard clapped like a retard.
I started crying.
"You-you're seventeen years old?!" Mikey asked me.
"I-I was going to tell you..."
"When, Ludwicka?!"
"Yeah, when?!" Maciej yelled.
"Oh my God." Ray said.
"We should leave." Frank said, taking Gerard with him.
"Yeah." Ray said and left too.
"What the fuck, Ludwicka?!" Mikey yelled.
"I-I don't know!"
"The fucking hell you don't!" He yelled, louder this time.
"M-Mikey, please." I cried.
"What the hell were you thinking?" Maciej asked, angry as hell.
"I-"
"You're seventeen years old!" Mikey laughed in disbelief. "Oh my God.I can't fucking believe this."
"Shut the fuck up! You should have known!" Maciej yelled at Mikey.
"No I didn't! She was supposed to tell me! "
"Shut up!" I yelled.
"You shut up!" Mikey yelled as he threw his hands in the air. "I can't believe I-I-Oh my God!"
"Mikey," I cried. "Please."
"No! This is so fucking over!"
"No, Mikey! Please!" I stretched my arms towards him.
"We never happened, Ludwicka!" He yelled in my face, and left.
"Oh my God..." I got on my knees and cried my eyes out.
"What the fuck were you thinking?" Maciej asked, getting on his knees too.
"M-Maciej, I-I l-lo-love him."
"No you don't!" He yelled, getting up.
"Maciej, please." I sobbed.
"Oh my God.This is so-so-I don't even know the word for this!"
"Stop it, please."
"If it depended on me, you'd be flying back to Warsaw right fucking now!"
I got up. "Please, please, don't make me go back!" I got up, still crying.
"I won't.But you'll stay away from everyone.Got it? Everyone."
"I can't do that! I have to talk to Mikey!"
"Do you really think he wants to talk to you? He's probably fucking someone else by now!"
"N-No, he's not! He's not!" I yelled asIclosed my eyes.
"Grow up, Ludwicka." Maciej said. "Now, go to work and I'll see you when you're done."
"I ca-I can't go to work like this!"
"I don't fucking care!" He yelled slowly.
"F-Fine!" I said, taking my camera and heading to the stage.
I couldn't take any good pictures that day, or the day after. I felt like scum.I tried to talk to Frank or Ray, but Maciej would always be behind me.
The rest of the tour went by slowly.I couldn't even look at Maciej in the eye.I tried to talk to Mikey too, but everytime I said hi, he'd look at me with disgust on his face, and turn away.


Warped Tour of 2004 could have been fantastic, but I had to fuck things up, and now I felt horrible.
I never really talked to Mikey ever again until Projekt Revolution of 2007.Me and the rest of the guys of My Chem remained very good friends though.Bob had joined the band shortly after, and we became really good friends.
I found out Mikey started dating a girl called Alicia about three months after we broke up.They got married in March 2007, I believe.It broke my heart.It really did, especially knowing the rest of the guys loved her and thought the best of her.