I Can't Grant Your Every Wish [(Frank Iero)]

"And I am, but I am, but I am, and I am a trainwreck" I wake up to my phone ringing from my bedroom floor. I roll over, grunting in frustration, to pick it up. But when I roll over, Gerard is lying next to me. I ignore this for now and just climb over him, waking him up, an grab my phone.

"Hullo?"

"Morning sleeping beauty!" I smile at this voice.

"Morning Andy!"

"Sounds like you had a hard night, love. You OK?"

"Yeah. Fine. Just tired. How are you hun?" Andy: one of my best friends in the entire world. He and I had the weirdest realationship. We always acted like we were dating. We had even slept together before. But iwe were always just friends. Who loved eachother of course. He's the person in my life that promised me that we would get married if we were both still single at 35. I miss him.

"Just terrible actually" I frown.

"What's wrong, Andy?"

Nothing....

"I MISS YOU OF COURSE! We all do."

"We?"

"Well Kevin and Lacey and I"

"Oh. Well can I call you all a little later? I just woke up and there's a man in my bed that wasn't there last night." I shoot a glance at Gerard as he hears this and smiles proudly.

"Ummmm.... Yeah. But you'll have to tell me that story later. Love ya sweetie"

"Love ya too. SUPAH HEART!"

"SUPAH HEART!" and then the line went dead. I just sat on my bed for a moment and then turned to Greard. I gave him a questioning look that said he better start explaining.

"I spent the night with everyone else. But they, including your borther, all had to go contribute to socioty. So ryan asked me to stay and hang out with you."

"Oh really?" Gerard nodsand i giggle, "Why would Ryan ask you that?" genuinly curious as to why I could simply not be alone. Not that i was complainging about having company though.

"He just doesn't want you to get lonely I guess" he states simply, "So what are we doing today sugar cake?" I look at him oddly for the name he just gave me.

"Well i guess hat I was just going to spend the day unpacking. I guess you can help" I was happy for the company, but at the same time I sort of wanted to be left alone. I just wanted to be able to mope about my dad and leaving all my friends, especailly after Andy's phone call.

"What's wrong sugar cakes?" Gerard looks at me, concern written all over his face.

"I don't really think anything is wrong. Just a lot on my mind. Sorry."

"Don't apologize, Mac. I noticed that you do that a lot. So stop" he says forcefully, and I know that he's serious, "Do you want to talk about it at all?" I consider this. I'm never very open with people. but I honestly think that my mind is soon going to go into overload if I don't.

"I guess" I say softly. Gerard is leaning up against the wall behind my bed, and now he pulls me toward him and sits me next to him.

"Shoot" he says, prompting me.

"I miss my dad, Gerard. I haven't seen him in five years. I'm worried that i won't get to see him ever again" He immidiatly interrups me.

"Mac, I can't tell you that your dad is going to be ok. Because I don't know that. But I've met your dad. And I highly doubt that he would want you worrying like this. Besides, when you worry your beautiful face scrunches up" I smile and whisper a thank to him and look down, blushing, "What else? I know that's not it" he pokes me trying to get me to talk somemore.

"It's just hard. I picked my entire shitty life up and moved hundreds of miles away. Granted I didn't have any family worth staying for, I left people that might as well of been my family. I feel selfish. Like I abandoned them. And I'm afraid that they will hate me for it" At this point tears begin to well up in my eyes again. But I wont cry. Not in front of Gerard.

I look up at him to see him smiling lightly at me.

"Come out back with me for a few" He invites and then starts to get off of my bed.He puts his back at me and leans down a bit inviting me to jump on. I do and i giggle like I'm fivve as he races down the hallway and the stairs and then to the back yard. He leans his back against the house and I copy him. He pulls out a pack of cigarettes and lights one and goes to put them away. But i reach for them and light one of my own and then put them in his pocket for him. I look up to see him looking shocked.

"What?" I ask simply.

"First off, it's still illegal for you to be smoking" he says as i take another soothing hit, "And second, if your brother saw you smoking he would flip..."

"So let him. I love Ryan. But he has to realize at some point that I've grown up and can make my own decisions."

He just laughs at me. He stops leaning and stands up in front of me. Placing his free hand on one side of me he comes closer.

"Gerard? What are you doing?" I whisper as he inches himself closer and closer.

"Something that I've wanted to do since I first saw you yesterday" He states, before he crashes his lips into mine. It's hard and lustful, btu I know that's not what it was meant to be. I deepen the kiss as he puts his hand behind my head and his other around my waist, pulling me closer to him.

OOOOOOOO!!!! I know that this is a Frank story, but be patient. Got to give Gerard a chance too right? lol. I think that I'm going to update again in about and hour. PEACE <3