Somedays I Wanna Quit [Ryan Sheckler] And Just Be Normal For a Bit [info]

We walked into the main resturant of the hotel where the breakfast buffet was being served until about noon.

We sat down at a booth near the middle. Desi and me on one side and Ryan by himself on the other. The waiter came and toke our drink orders and we set off to get our food.

I was about to grab my plate from the huge pile when I saw Destinie and Ryan on the other side working their way down the display of food, laughing together. And whatever it was, I guess it was really hilarious. This was just like Destinie. She always says that she's going to help me get the guy and then she goes out with the guy and they brake up a few weeks later and she apologizes saying that 'he wasnt my type anyway'. It's kinda hard to have a specifc 'type' when you've never had a boyfriend, dont you agree?

I sighed as I began to realize that as long as I'm close to Destinie I'll prolly never have a boyfriend. Now I just wasn't hungry at all. I sighed once more and put the plate back and went back over to the table and put my head down. The waiter came by with our drinks; a water for Desi, OJ for Ryan, and apple juice for me; and asked if I was feeling okay and if I would like some ginger ale or water. I told I was fine, just sick of the world without lifting my head. The waiter put his hand over mine and told me that suicide was never the answer and gave me his aunt's card. I guess she's a psychiatrist. I gave a weak smile and nodded as I toke the card. As soon as he was gone I tossed the card over my shoulder. He was cute and meant well but...no.

Ryan and Destinie came back with plates full of food, still laughing. Destinie is not that funny.....oh, God, they're clicking.

Ryan sat back on his side and Destinie slammed into me while getting back into our side.

"Dayna! Oh, my God!! I totally forgot you were here!" Destinie said giggling and shoving a sausage link down her throut. I glared at her.

"Wow, Des, You are one amazing sister!!" Ryan said while smothering his pancakes in syrup.

Just hearing them laugh together made me sick to my stomach. I put my head back down on the table and wondered if Micah had a roomie so that I could move in to his room...hell, even if he does I'll sleep on the floor or the couch..or Micah can and I'll take his bed...yeah, that sounds good.

"Dayna, are you okay?" Ryan asked. I lifted my head up and leaned into the cushion behind me and nodded.

"Yeah..I'm great."

"Why don' t you got no food?" Destinie asked. Then twisted up her face after thinking for a few seconds.

"Why don't you got no food? Wow, Des just.......wow" Ryan said laughing and shaking his head. Destinie then joined in too. I felt like the odd girl out....just like always.

"Okay..no seriously. Why don't you have any food?" Destinie said still somewhat laughing.

"Because I don't alright," I snapped at her.

"Whoaa, someone toke an extra helping of bitch pills this morning," Destinie said chuckling and stuffing her face with hashbrowns. I glared at her again.

I could feel Ryan's eyes on me. I looked over at him and he had a concerned look on his face. This confused me.

"You sure you're okay?" Ryan said looking me straight in the eyes. If I wasn't sitting I would have fallen down because my legs turned to noodles.

"Yeah..I'm fine" I said looking down and messing with the bottom of my shirt.

"She's prolly just tired. Don't pay any attention to her" Destinie chimed in.

I glared over at her again. "Let me out."

"What?" Destinie looked over at me.

"I need to pee. Let me out"

Destinie sighed and rolled her eyes then dramatically got out of the booth so I could get out.

I got out and walked over to the little hallway where the bathrooms were. I don't have pee, it was just an excuse so that I could call Micah.