Pain ripped through my body again. God, Im sick of it. Everyone said I will be normal by the time I came out of hospital, but fuck were they wrong. Im still in pain, and that night still haunts me. I have never told anyone about it apart from my friend, Amy. Shes the only one I trust really. Amy is my best friend, I've grown up with her and we tell each other everything and anything, no matter what it is. Then I fell back onto my pillow and tried to go back to sleep but flashbacks of that night came back to me. I had enough. I jumped up out of bed and ran over to my closet. I took off my PJs and put on some ripped jeans, pink and black knee-high socks, black converse and a 69 Eyes Gothic Girl top (I love this band and so do Amy). I quickly put on my make-up and picked up my cell. Iwent ot my contacts and dialedAmysnumber (thank god shes the first one). It started to ring and eventually she picked up."Hello Beth" Amy said, sounding half asleep (well concideringits 3 in the morning). "Amy, pack your things, I've finally decided its time to use those tickets. Im moving from America and Im going to Finland","But", "Amy. Please. I need you. I cant do this on my own. You know I cant", "*sighs* Fine. I'll come with you", "Good. Im comin over there now. I should be there in about 30 minutes. Good job I bought a house over there", "Yer it is. I'll see ya in a few", "Yeh, bye". I hung up, putmy call in my pocket along with my IPodand went over to my closet. I put all of the things I needed into a bag. I then made my way out tomy Black Mustag, picking up the tickets on the way outand then placed them into the boot of my car. I jumped in the drivers seat and put my seatbelt on. I then started up the car and speed off to Amys house. When Amy had put her things into the boots and locked herself in my car. I drove off to the airport. We borded the plane and took our seats. The plane took off and I put my IPod on. Amy put hers on too. I guess you can guess what we were listening to. I was listening to Gothic Girl and Amy was listening to Betty Blue. I looked out of the window and smiled to myself. 'I cant wait to get there at least he wont do anything tome again' I thought as I held my side, the pain was back. After a long flight we finnaly reached our destination. We got off the plane and grabbed our luggage. Amy sat in the cafe while I went out to have a fag. While I stood against the wall, I looked to my left and I couldnt believe my eyes. Standing not to far from me was the one and only Jussi Vouri. 'Oh god, Beth you gotta stay clam'. It was hard but I managed to do it. Itook the last draw from the end and threw it on the ground. I stood on itto make sure it went out and went inside to get Amy.We waited for a taxi, we eventually got one and headed for our new home. This really was going to be a lot better than what I was being lead to believe.
*END P.O.V*
*JUSSIS P.O.V*
'God this is soooooo boring' I thought to myself as the plane was getting ready to land. We had just finished our tour in Europe and were gald to be getting back to Helsinki. We got off the plane and met up wiv Mama Trash. She greated each one of us with a hug and a kiss on the check, Bam was there too. "Hey, Im off for a fag" I said to them as I walked away. "Okay, but be careful Jussi", "I will be Mama". I went out of the doors and stood against the wall while. I looked to my right and saw a girl. I looked closer and I felt my cheecks warming up. She was beautifrl. She had ice bluse eyes with candy pink streaks in. She hadher a few piercings, her labret, nose, ears. There was also scaffolding in the left one (from what I could tell). This girl also had a few tattoos as well. She had a crossat the top of herright arm andOUR logo on her forearm. 'Wow, she must be a fan of ours'. She looked at me and Iquickly looked away, hoping she didntsee me looking at her. She threw her fag on the fllor and stood on it. Then she went back inside. Not long after she came back outwith another girl. Theywere standing waiting for a taxi.The girl that I was looking at turned around to face her friend. I caught a glimps of her top and it was our Gothic Girl one.'Now, she must really be a fan' I thought. A taxi pulled up and they got in after putting their luggage in the boot. Teh taxipulled away adn just like that they were gone. Never to be seen again. I put mt fag out and went inside. "Hey Jussi" Jyrki said when I reached them, "Hey". "Well then, lets get going to Castle Bam!" Bam said running off like a littlekid (i swear he is sometimes). We all laughed at him and went out. Our stuff was being dropped off later. We got in the limo and made our way over to Bams a.k.a Castle Bam. When we reached there we all got out and went in. I made my way to the Pirate barbeforeeveryone else,it gave me a chance to get a few drinks. That night was just fucking great. We partyed all the time and drank. I didnt have to much,because I had to drive around town tomorrow. I left the party early and went up to myroom (Bam gave me a room coz I spend most of my time here instead of at my own place. I dont really wantto be reminded about all the shit that happened with Hannah).I strippedout of my clothes and went in the shower. I need it after all of that performing. I stepped out and turned it off. Then I dried my self. I put on a clean pair of boxers and went to my bed. I got in and put my head down on the pillow. 'I wondered if I would have any dreams about that girl I saw at the airport. I cant get her out of my mind' I thought as I closed my eyes and let sleep take over me.
*END P.O.V*
