Heavy on my heart -Zacky Vengeance- 12

"We should give you a makeover, after the baby's born." Ronnie said out of no where one day in my room. Vennie and I looked up from our text books and stared and the bright green haired girl laying on my floor. "You're already gorgeous, we need to show it more. You know, so Zacky can see you as a hot babe instead of his best friend/step sister who just had a baby. You two can finally get together."

"Why are you and Vennie so content on getting me and Zacky together?" I asked giving each girl a strange look.

"Because you both are perfect for each other. Like my mama and papa. Childhood sweethearts, who married at seventeen, had ten children and are still in love after fourty year to this day!" Vennni said with a smile. "I hope me and Brian will be like that. But it is very rare and you and Zacky were blessed with it. The sparks of true love!"

"Me and Zacky are not perfect for each other, and it's certainly not true love..." Then I looked at Vennie. "Ten kids?"

"I know families with more. But yes! Rafeel is the oldest, he is thirty-nine. The twins, Gabriella and Antonio, both thirty-seven, Sergio jr. who is thirty-six, Carmella thirty-four. The other twins, Carman and Mellissa, thirty-two, Mikail is twenty-nine, Bernardo is twenty-seven, and then me, Venessa, sixteen." Vennie said naming them off with her fingers. Ronnie and I looked at her before Ronnie turned back to me.

"Anyways, how about that makeover?"

"No."

"Why not?"

"Because I said. Now shut up and do your homework."
~Break~
Halloween...the night where everyone can dress up like something else for a night. Be someone different. Sadly Vennie and Ronnie wanted to help dress me up for this Halloween party, a pregnant girl shouldn't be going, and made me a blue fairy...clearly showing I was pregnant, along with the ugliest make up job ever. Ronnie, also forced me to wear contacts.

"Hello, Gorgeous." a very make uped Zacky said coming in. "Love the costume."

"Love the fact you are wearing what you normally wear, only alittle less makeup and you will be dressed as you" I said standing up and slipping on my sandles "...Oh wait is that your costume? Because you would win the most hidious costume."

"Oh you got jokes. Come on Blue." Zacky laughed and I gave him a dirty look.

"No girls tonight." I said going out of the room ahead of him.

"Of course, tonight is all you." Zacky said as he grabbed my sides and pulled me back to him. "I am your date tonight. I'm all your's."

"This is not a date. This is you and our friends forcing a 6 month pregnant girl to a party where she shouldn't be going." I said and Zacky laughed

"Think of it as time to hang out with your friends."

"You mean be the designated driver."

"Well yea, if Val drinks."

"Kids, your friends are here." Kevin yelled as we heard excessive honking. "Please leave before I kill Jimmy."
~*~*~
The party was loud and crowded, and I didn't like it. Vennie had brought me two bottle of water to have so I drank at one slowly. Zacky laughed and hung with me all night. Well...maybe for about an hour.

"Hey Zacky." A voice said and we turned to see a slut dressed as an angel.

"Hey Paige." Zacky yelled over the music with a smile. "How are you tonight?"

"Better now that I've seen you." She said coming close to him.

I watched in disgust as she pushed herself against him. I then looked at Zacky, he was eating this all up. Tunring my head away I tried to stay clam and keep my jealous and anger in check.

"That's really sweet, Paige." Zacky smiled and I heard a smacking sound (over the music). I looked over and saw Paige and Zacky sucking the lives out of each other.

"Ugh!" I made a loud noise and pushed my way through the crowd of costumed teens, some drunk, some high, toward the door. I was furious and hurt.

Right when I was about to open the door someone bumped into me hard and I hit the door. I felt a pain in my stomach as I was able to open the door and head outside. Tears reached my eyes as I stumbled on the lawn. Leaning my back against a tree I slide down and sat there. About every few minutes I felt a pain, and I was getting scared. What if I was going to labor? No, I was too early into my pregnancy I can't.

"Savannah? Savannah, are you okay? What's wrong?" Zacky's paniced voiced rang into my ears. I winced as another pain shot through me. I heard Vennie cry out something in Italian.

Suddenly the pain stopped, and I looked over at Zacky's worried face, wanting to slap it.

"We got to get her to a hospital or something." Johnny said worried.

"No, I'm fine." I said getting up with alittle difficulty. I started to walk toward the direction of my house.

"Savanna, the baby could be hurt. We need to get you checked out." Zacky said following me.

"She's fine!" I snapped turning to look at Zacky. "Go fuck Paige! She sure wants you to!"

"I don't want to fuck Paige! I want to make sure Jesse is okay." Zacky said grabbing my hand.

"I said she's fine!" I yanked my hand away from him. "Leave me alone!"

"No. We need to get you--"

"I told you to leave me alone!"

"Why are you always like this Savannah? It's like I am always doing something wrong! Like I am never good enough!" Zacky yelled suddenly in a rage, and I flinched back. "All I want is for you to be safe! And Jesse! But you seem to not care! Not care what I want or feel. Or the health of this baby!"

A hand connected with his face. "I care about the health of his baby! If I didn't I wouldn't even attempt to carry her through term!" I screamed back. "You don't care about me or Jesse! Always running off with girls rather than do something with me for the baby!"

"Oh so I can't have a life?! I can't have girlfriends? Do anything? This isn't my kid, BE FUCKING LUCKY I AM DOING WHAT I AM FOR YOU!" Zacky yelled punching a mailbox. Everyone who was watching stepped back, and I did too. "I am not going to stop being me for you!"

"Then you lied! You told me you would be there for me! You told me that you would father this child as it is your own! You're not!"

"Get into the fucking car, and we will talk about this at home." Zacky said trying to calm himself.

"I am walking home." I said turning to walk away.

"No, you aren't. You have been on your feet all day. We'll get a ride from Jimmy. He's not drunk yet." He said trying to be reasonable.

"Fine!" I turned and headed for the van pushing away Zacky's hand. "Don't touch me!"

"Whatever." He said as I got in with the others. He shut the door instead of getting in. "I'm gonna walk home."

"You sure man? There's enough room." Jimmy asked and Zacky nodded. "Okay, See ya later."

"Later guys." Zacky said kicking the side of the van as we drove off, me crying into Val's shoulders.
~end of chapter~
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