So Here We Are [Alex Davies] We're Over Our Heads!!

So Here We Are [Alex Davies] We're Over Our Heads!!
I'm So Sick infected with ____
Kikki's Pov.

The nightmare..

I was standing in a dark room. I couldn’t see anything, suddenly the opened and a big shadow came in and walked over to me.. He grabbed my shoulder and squeezed them hard, I started to cry.. I couldn’t see who it was.. Then the person said something.. “Bitch. You’ve been gone for a year.” My father said, I started to shiver.. Then my mom came into the room with someone, I couldn’t see the person, it was only a shadow… “But we got your little boyfriend.. and he’s gonna taste a little of our revenche.” Boyfriend?? WTF?! Then my mom came out with Alex!! I tried to move but my dad got me “Alex!” I cried! “Kikki…” he whispered and you could se some tears coming from his eyes.. I cried even more, my dad bent and looked into my eyes.. “Look Hun.. I think we have found her spot,” he laughed to her. “Go to hell!!” I screamed and he looks at me! “He has saved a spare plaice to you 2, Fuckheads!!” My dad throwed me on the floor and bent down to me.. “well.. we’ll se him anytime.. but right now, we have to sent someone to heaven.. or where ever he’ll go!” I dad said and took out a pretty sharp knife, he smiled to me and started walk over to Alex.. my heart took 2 beats at the same time! “NO! don’t do that!! Alex!!!!!” I screamed… “Kikki…..” he said again. Then my dad stuck the knife in his heart. “NOO!!” I screamed I got out of my mom grab (who by the way, hold me when my dad murdered Alex) and runned to Alex side.”Oh Alex, I’m sorry.. I’m sorry…” I cried putting him in between my legs… then my dad is coming to me.. “Oh did someone loose their little boy” he smirked.. I looked at him with blood shoot eyes from crying. “Fuck you!” I spit at him. I could see him getting angry and lifting the knife.. I started scream…

I sat up, breathing hysterical. oh god it was only a dream.. I thought to myself.. but it was still a bad one, I could feel that I’ve cried, and still did. It was so bad.. they killed Alex.. Suddenly some arms wrapped around me and Alex whispered “Kikki…” just as in my dream.. he laid me back down in the bed and kissed my for head, and laid beside me, still holding me.. I soon fell to sleep, and didn’t have a night mare..

I woke up, and saw that Alex wasn’t there.. ah well, what was the time? Shit 11AM I stood up and change back to my normal clothes.. I looked at my mobile and saw I had a message.. My heart started beating! I hope it isn’t mom! I opened and let out a releasing sigh it was just James..

Hii siss xD

I’m in town for some days xD

Do you have time to meet me?

I would like to meet you

So I hope you can come out before you parents see you :/

Message me backJ

XxX James

Now you’ll all ask, who is James? Well.. He’s not my real brother or something.. His name is James Bourne, Ya I know.. Him from Busted and Son Of Dork. I become his friend on myspace, and we just started talking together, and then over Msn. He’s the only one I’ve told about my parents

And he’s my only friend. We haven’t met yet, because he doesn’t live here in York. And now he’s in town J so I want to meet him and talk with himJ

I message back to him.

Hii big brother J

Ya that would be cool, except that I’m not home..

I tell ya when we meet. What time can you??

Love ya xD

Kikki < ’33

I did my hair.. And found one of Alex’s T-shirt, and put on, because my was dirty. Then a message arrived.

Well.. I’m free all day.

Soo.. lets meet in hour, just write to me, where then J

Love ya too xD

I smiled at that J we’ve never date and will never! He knows that I’m in love wit Alex ;)

I message back to him.

Well.. lets meet at

Robacks café?

Do you know where it is?

I walked downstairs to see Alex and Ed, sitting drinking coffee. When they saw me they smiled.

“hey did you sleep well? Is that my T-shirt??” Alex asked laughing.

“well.. my was dirty.. and I’m meeting my best friend today.. he’s only in town for some days and wants to see me.” I said blushing. Ed and Alex laughed some more and I bushed madly.

“oh shut up!” I yelled, and they bit after bit stopped laughed. “sorry.. who is your friend?” Ed asking smiling. “his name is James.. and he is my ‘Brother’ well.. we calling each other that because..” I stopped right there.. ‘Coz I was just about to telling them about my parents. And if I did that they’ll maybe send me away to someone who could take care of me!! And don’t want that.

“Because???” they said in unison. “nothing..” I said. They looked at each other and gave each other some weird looks, and then Alex said “Well.. I’m going to the town now.. wanna ride?” I smiled. “Yeah that could be fineJ “ then my mobile beeped. It was from james.

HII xD

I know where it is now :D

See ya in a half hour then J

Oh and love ya little siss ;)

XxX James

I laughed a bit and message back.

Good xD

See ya :D

And love ya too< ’33

I send it, and looked up at Ed and Alex’s curries faces. “Whoaat?” I laughed..

“oh nothing..” They said. “hey did you want that ride ‘Cuz I’m going nowJ” Alex said.

I smiled and took my Jacket. “Ya, lets go J” I said.

We walked out to his car, got in and drow off.

There was completely silent in the car until Alex said “Kikki.. I know about your parents..”

My heart nearly jumped out of my chest! “What? I asked stunned.

We stopped at the traffic lights, started waiting to it got green again.

“I know about, that you parents is beating you.” He said.

I looked away, tears started coming.. now he’s going to send me away..

His hand laid on my cheek and turned me to at him. Then he smiled and kissed me.

Her lips was soft.. just as I’ve imagined it! We pulled away.. he looked at me with his beautiful blue eyes. “Kikki.. I think I love you.. since the first tim I saw you in the park with your book sitting and drawing, I’ve wanted to come to see if you still was sitting drawing.. seeing your beautiful face, your beautiful eyes, made my day.” I started smile and laid my hand at his cheek and kissed him.. “I love you too Alex.. more that you know..” he smiled and noticed that it was turned to green and put the car in drive.. he held my hand all the way.. “where was it you should meet?” Alex asked me looking at the road. “Roback café” I said and he drived there too and stopped the car. Then he turned over to me and kissed me again “mhm.. does this mean you’re my girlfriend?” he asked me kissed me again. “I smiled “Yes it does” he smiled again.. I was about to go out of the car when he pulled me into the car. “You don’t got my number he smiled, I laughed and we gave each others number and that and the I kissed him goodbye, and got out of the car and went into the café. I couldn’t see James so I sat down and waited. Suddenly someone covered my eyes and said “guess who” I squeaked and jumped up “James!!” we hugged each others like 2 who haven’t met in years J when we was finish we sat down and talked for a wild got some food and that. “soo.. you promised me to tell why you aren’t at your parents house” James said. I smiled and started telling him the story.. “.. and now we’re dating J” I finished. James mouth was opend, I laughed “Close the mouth jameys” he closed it and laughed. “well.. wow. Do you have any clothes other than that you had on?” he asked I thought.. Fuck no!! “No oh shit! I don’t wanna go back to get some” I shivered. He stood up and went over and hugged me. “calm down.. We’ll go out and buy some J “ I looked at him. “I don’t got any money.” I said.

“don’t worry.. I’ll pay” he smiled

“James no. I don’t wanna use your money.. I said.

“don’t worry J that’s what you have a brother for” he winked.

I smiled and hugged me “Thanks Jameys”. He smiled in my hair “your welcome..”

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

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