Happy Endings Are Getting Old. [01]

I can't believe they think that I have to move every time I get out of the stupid institution. It was all there fault so why should I have to pay for it? I walked up to my room and flopped down onto my bed. I miss Gerard and Mikey even though Frank and Ray beat me and they just watched. I can only imagine that things would be back to the way they were. I laid on the bed and started daydreaming about what could've happened if I never had tried to kill myself. I was woke up by mom yelling for me to come down.

"Cloe dear you have a visitor."

I slowly made my way down the steps and almost passed out when I seen who it was.

"Cloe this is Gerard and Mikey. Do you remember them?" Mom asked with a relief in tone her voice.

"Yes, I do remember them."

"Honey I need you to get some clothes packed because youre staying with them tonight while your father and I work in the house some."

"Mom, why can't I just stay here?" My mom gave me a look so I did as I was told and I was stomping up the steps and slammed the door shut to my room. Then there was a knock on the door.

"Come in." Gerard walked in and Mikey followed. "You can have a seat on my bed if you want."

"I hope you don't mind but you will be sleeping in my room tonight," Gerard said quietly.

"Okay. Let's go." I didn't really want to say anything about the fact I wanted him to sleep somewhere else but if he didn't want to he didn't have since I thought he was cute.

"Here I will take these bags up to Gerard's room for you." Mikey said when we enter their house.

I got up and went to the bathroom. I took out the razor and cut one small but deep cut down my arm and I let the blood flow a little while and then I went back to find Frank and Ray sitting on the couch with Gerard. I guess the cuts on my arms were obvious but no one had mentioned anything about them yet.

"Well look who moved back. Little miss Chubby," Frank said as Ray held my arms down.

"Guess what else? She's staying the night with me tonight," Gerard said.

"Would you please just leave me alone? I'm not feeling well. Can I just go lay down?" I begged.

Frank had a big smile on his face. "Yeah. And in the mean time why don't you just not come back down?" Ray just looked at me and snickered. Gerard looked at me and said, "I'll show you where my room is."

"Thanks."

About the time he left the room I decided I would go to the upstairs bathroom. I pulled out that razor about the time Gerard walked in.

"What the fuck are you doing?"

"Like you really care?" I said watching the crimson liquid flow down my arm.

"Come downstairs with me and lay down." Gerard gently picked me up as a few tears escaped my eyes and down onto my face.

"Gerard what are you doing?" Frank asked.

"I'm carrying her down here so she can get get some rest."

"If she's gonna be here I'm leaving. And so is Ray."

"Bye." Gerard said as he gently laid down a blanket on me and I drifted away to sleep. I was woken up by Gerard kissing me on my head.

"What are you doing?" I asked him and I sat up in shock.

"Ummm...nothing?" Gerard said trying to find an explanation in case I asked again.

"Oh...okay." And with that, I drifted off to a dreamless slumber.