Our Life (Synyster Gates)

- Babe, what is this? You girls put this stuff on your … vagina?

- Haha, we do.

- I’m glad I’m a guy.

- Well … it’s different!

I grabbed a box of tampons and payed them. We walked to the supermarket, Brian had that hat on. He looks so sexy with it. He putted his hand on my back pocket and lighted a cigarette.

- Oh give me one, I left my smokes at home

- There you go babe.

- And a lighter please. I said making puppy eyes.

- Do you want some lungs too?

- Haha, not funny.

- Haha.

- Do you know who you look like with your hat?

- No, who?

- Jeepers Creepers

- Oh so I scare you.

- With this hat sometimes, but its sexy, grrr.

- Haha right.

I kissed him, and we walked home talking about everything. When we got to my apartment, I went to the bathroom and he sat on the couch watching TV.

- My period came.

- Oh no, when you’ve got your period you stay all grumpy.

- Get used to it, it’s just a couple of days.

- Well okay, baby could you give me a beer please.

- Oh fuck for sake Brian, why are you so fucking lazy!

- See I told you, grumpy.

- Fuck sake. I said sitting in the couch far from him, pissed.

- C’mon babe I was joking, come here.

- No.

- C’mooon …

- I said no, leave me alone now.

He came closer and started to kiss my neck.

- Brian no! I’m angry right now.

- This will calm you down. He said kissing my cheek.

I couldn’t resist and I kissed him too, we cuddled in the couch for about an hour, and then he looked at his watch and started to put his shoes on.

- I’m going now.

- Wait, why?

- Its almost 2 am.

- Shit we didn’t looked for any job Brian.

- Good so you can sleep at my house tonight.

- No I’m going to look for work tomorrow, If I stay with you I won’t, I mean … you know, we start cuddle and don’t do a thing all day, like today.

- Are you sure?

- Yeah. Maybe I’ll come tomorrow okay?

- I’ll call as soon as I get up.

He got up from the couch and we shared a long kiss. I walk him to the door, and before closing it.

- One last kiss. He said.

- One last kiss. I kissed him and looked at him.

- See this is why you should come live with me, we take 2 hours to say goodbye.

- Drive carefully hun, okay? Send me a text when you get home.

I kissed him and closed the door, I went to the kitchen to have a glass of water and then to the living room, to shut the TV off and went to bed. I hate sleeping on my own, nights by my own are getting rare.

The next morning when I woke up it was 10 am, I took a shower, dressed and went looking for a job. I called a friend that once told me he could find me a nice job.

- Hello?

- Hey Barbra, its Deborah, how are you?

- Hey Deb, I’m alright, you?

- Well, I need a job, is the job you told me last time is still available?

- I’m afraid not babe, but my aunt has this art gallery, I think she needs somebody there to sell the stuff or something. Wait, I’m going to call my aunt and then I’ll tell you something, okay?

- Okay, thanks bye

- Bye

Art gallery, it seems nice, I only worked at restaurants and bars so far, I’m sick of it, I change couldn’t hurt. I went to Starbucks to have a nice frapuccino and went to the park to have a smoke. I was sitting on a bench when my cell started ringing. It was Brian.

- Hey baby. I said

- Hi babe, so where are you?

- In the park, next to Starbucks, having a smoke and drinking a frapuccino. Haha.

- Mmh Starbucks.

- What are you doing today?

- I think we have to go to the studio for some final adjustments or something.

- Awww, do you know when you’ll be done?

- Naa, but you can come to see us, you know where it is.

- The big blue building right?

- That’s it (:

- Okay I’ll take the bus.

- Have you found anything yet?

- I dunno, I called Barbra and she told me maybe her aunt has a job for me in an art gallery, sounds nice.

- Yeah and it’s better than some pub.

- Talking about the pub, I have to go there. What time is it?

- 11:30 am.

- Good, I’ll come for lunch alright? Do you want something?

- Yeah … like a big mac!

- Okay, I’ll be there at 1 pm okay babe?

- Okay I’m leaving home now.

- Bye see you there, I love you.

- Love you too babe.

I put my cell in my bag and when to the pub, it was only 20 minutes of walking.

When I got there, my boss was behind the balcony, she looked at me with an angry look. I was kind of embarrassed, I never really liked her, she’s very rigid and arrogant.

- Miss Freire, she said looking at me.

- I came here to tell you I’m going to quit…

- Don’t need to, you’re already fired.

- Oh right, so I need to know when I’m getting the money.

- You’re lucky we’re in the end of the month, you’ll get the money like always, I’ll do a deposit in your bank account, next week.

- Oh okay… I think I left some personal things back there, can I go collect them?

- Go, and Deborah, you can be sure you’re not working in a pub near this area again, what you did was totally inappropriate, leaving in the middle of your round.

- I had my reasons, so if you excuse me.

I walked threw the pub and enter a door in the back where we had several lockers, and grabbed my things and left the pub, relieved, I don’t need to come here anymore. I went to the mall to take some McDonalds menus and went back to catch the bus. When I arrived at the studio it was 1:23 pm, I walked in and asked the receptionist where they were.

- Studio n.5.

- Thanks (:

I walked to studio n.5, before pushing the door I heard their music, I loved it. I walked in and The Rev was standing right in from of me.

- Fuck you scared me!

- Thanks Jimmy.

- I was joking Deb, what’s up? He said hugging me.

- I’m alright thanks.

- Oh my god, is that the smell of McDonalds?

- Yeah.

- Sweet.

- Not for you, for me and Brian!

I put the McDonalds takeaway bags in the small table, Brian was in the couch playing guitar with Zack next to him and Matt talking to him.

- Hi guys. I said.

- Food ! Said Brian looking at the takeaway bag.

- What? And my kiss?

He grabbed the bags and kissed me quickly and went back to his place opening the bags so he could eat.

- Hey, yesterday she said I looked like Jeepers Creepers with my hat.

- Oh yeah, she’s right! Said Matt looking at me.

- I know right, it freaks me out. I said smiling

- That’s not what you say late at night.

- Brian! That’s personal!

- Oooh, Deb’s mad!

- Yeah her period came last night.

- For god’s sake Brian.

I sat next to Zack in the couch and started to eat my burger. We finished eating and they went back to work, I stayed there looking at them. After a while I went outside to smoke a cigarette and minutes later Brian and Jimmy came too.

- I knew you would be here babe. He kissed me and looked for his lighter.

- Fuck, I can’t find my lighter.

- There you go. I said giving him a purple lighter.

- Hey that’s mine!

- No, now it’s mine!

- Bitch.

- Fucker.

- Stop it kids. Said Jimmy with his hands in the air.

Brian smiled at me and gave me the lighter back.

- There you go, a present.

- How romantic, a lighter.

- It’s better than nothing!

- I was joking, thank you. I said kissing him.

- So Deborah, I heard you got fired from the pub.

- Kind of … where’s Laura?

- Working.

- I haven’t seen her in like ages.

- She’s really busy lately, I barely see her.

- Im getting fat. I said looking down at myself.

- No you’re not.

- Yeah definitely not.

- I have to stop eating junk!

- Well I’m going in. Said The Rev.

- Okay I’m coming in … 5 minutes.

- Hurry.

The Rev walked in the big blue building and I looked at Brian.

- Don’t you think I’m getting fat, I mean look at my belly and my but, HUGE!

- No its alright. He said grabbing my ass.

- Seems like I can’t fit in my jeans anymore.

- Na baby, you look hot.

- Really?

- Yeah. He said looking at my lips and kissing them.

- We should go back inside now, I sill have work to do.

- Go, I’ll come in later.

- Come now, we’re working in that song “Scream” the one I talked you about.

- The one that was a bit kinky.

- Yeah haha.

- I’m coming, I wanna hear it.

We walked inside and Brian put the song on. Has the music passed by I was listening to the lyrics very carefully.

- So, what do you think?

- Who wrote this?

- We did, together.

- So if I get it, its kind of what I do to Brian, or what any of your girlfriend do to you, like effects.

- …

- You horny fuckers, haha, no it’s nice, I like it.

- haha.

- But my favourite one, so far in this album, Critical acclaim.

- Niiiice.