sonny.bulimic.moore

Well to be totally honest.....i don't understand how it happened. Or why for that matter. But it all started when i had to move. See my mom and my, well in my opinion, designated sperm donor; had a couple faults in their marriage. Well more than faults, more like big huge holes. My asshole of a father beat my brother and i. She finally left him, and we started our journey to find a new home in a city at which many people dream about finding themselves. Los angeles.
We made it to LA. And i have lived here for 6 months. And i have no body to turn to. I mean when we first got to LA i hung out with my brother, who by the way is 2 years older than me. And with me being 17, it makes it really hard to hang out with an already graduated 19 year old brother. I'm a junior in high school. And i'm not what you'd call one of those to "fit in". But i'm not one of those to be seen either. In this new school, err not really "new" anymore,i'm invisible. It's now the second month into my afore mentioned junior year. And i'm not so me, as i wished this move would make me. I have gotten into a lot of bad stuff. Things i had always told myself i would never get into. Being invisible helps when you go to parties and get shitfaced. You don't end up on the gossip list the coming monday. I could go up and get my drugs right in front of the most popular people of the school, and they wouldn't even notice that i go to their school.
Some people come to Los Angeles to find themselves. Some come to this city to launch a career.
The only thing waiting in this city is invisibilty and a good trip.



Come to find out, i wasn't as invisible as i thought i was.