Your presence is here...in my heart. - Sasuke love story- Sequal to worlds apart

"Darn it Naruto just pick a movie!" you yelled. He looked up at you.

"But I can't!" he complained looking between the two movies. You sat down onto the couch, suddenly not feeling well. The ramen bar got akward when Naruto started asking about the guy, and when people kept staring and glaring at you. Naruto finished his meal quickly and you headed home.

"Okay, okay, this one." he said putting one into the dvd player.

"Finally." you complained. You felt a sudden need to use the bathroom, then horrible cramping. All within five minutes.

"Uhm, Naruto?" you asked somewhat scared.

"Hm?" he asked not paying attention.

"I think I'm having my baby!" you yelled. He jerked his head toward you.

"Seriously? Like now? Right now?" Naruto asked.

"Yes, right now!" you yelled.

"Uh, then, we should go...." he said.

"To the hospital." you finished.

"Yeah!" he said quickly. Well that sounded a whole lot easier than it was.

"She's having her baby!" Naruto kept yelling as you got pushed into the emergency room. Somehow you had a feeling this was going to be a long night. You weren't sure exactly what happened. Doctors and nurses kept yelling, Naruto was yelling at the nurses who wouldn't let him in, and you were going in and out of conciousness. You heard a soft crying sound before everything went black.

"Eh? He's gone!?" You opened your eyes slowly. Naruto was standing in the doorway yelling at a blond haired lady.

"The village of rock haven't seen him. He never showed up." she said. Village of rock? Him? Who was it? Wait...not him.

"Just don't tell Kagura, she has enough to handle right now." Naruto said and she nodded.

"Naruto?" you said. They both turned their heads. You acted like you just woke up.

"Kagura! It's a boy! It's a boy!" he yelled.

"Egh, Naruto, keep it down." The blond said.

"Can I see him?" you asked.

"Of course. Oh, this is Tsunade, granny hokage." Naruto said before running out of the room.

"You twerp!" she yelled after him. Seconds later Naruto came in with the baby, your baby, your's and Sasuke's baby. Where was Sasuke? How long was his mission going to take?

"Isn't he cute?" Naruto asked.

"Naruto, who were you talking about?" you asked. You watched his face flicker sadness.

"Just tell me, I'll find out sooner or later." you said.

"It's well... Sasuke was sent on a mission to the rock...." he said.

"And?" you demanded.

"No one's seen him." Naruto replied.

"You mean he's gone?" you asked.

"No, he's just running late. I'm sure he'll be back soon." he said with a smile on his face. You were a expert with fake expressions...he was faking the smile. Sasuke...how come? Did you get hurt? Did you get attacked? What's going on? Before knowing it tears started to fall down your face.

"He promised he'd be her for the baby's birth." you said. Naruto looked at you, not sure what to do. You looked down at your son, he was sleeping peacefully in your arms. You pulled him closer to you and hugged him tighter.

"Naruto! We just got a letter!" a man said running through the door, but he stopped in his tracks.

"Now's not the best time." Naruto said.

"It's from Jiraiya." he responded. Jiraiya? That perverted book writer? The one you kind of adopted?

"Well, open it." you said. The man gave the letter to Naruto and he slowly opened it.

"What does it say?" you asked.

"It's for you." he said and you gave him a puzzled look. He handed you the card and you picked it up. More tears fell down your face, at a steady pace now.

"He's dead...isn't he?" you asked.

"Well...we think so." Naruto said. You looked down at the baby in your arms. The only thing you had left in this place.

"Kitai." you said. Naruto gave you a puzzled look.

"Hope?" he asked.

"Yes, that's his name, Kitai." you replied. Your tears fell onto his face and he opened his eyes, you wiped off the tears gently.

"He's my hope." you said.

"Well, what does the letter say?" Naruto asked. You handed it to him and he looked at it funny.

"Naruto, I want the best for Kitai. I don't want him to know about his father, the things he did." you said.

"I'll be with you the whole way." Naruto said. You gave him a puzzled look.

"I promised Sasuke I would take care of you while he was gone." he said with a reasuring smile. And even if it was for a moment, you smiled too.

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It all started with a girl, normal looking enough. Her life was normal, everyday living.

That was untill she met a raven haired boy, who won her heart.

After a while, he left her. To complete a goal.

The girl was left to live life misserably. To live everyday without him.

She hated him. Everything about him. He hurt her.

Never did she want to hear about him.

She didn't want to remember all the times she spent with him.

All the secret smiles they shared. The invisible kisses given.

She was made to live, to have his child. She regretted past mistakes.

Choices she made.

She wanted to start out new. She wanted the best for her child.

She left, leaving no trace of herself anywhere.

Went to a far away place and started to make a new name for herself.

She made a new name. A new life.

Trying to forget her past. Trying so hard to live happily.

She made a shell, a shell of pertend happiness.

Most people would fall for the simple shell.

Others did not.

She hated him, dispised him.

If you asked her she would deny even knowing him once.

She lived life for a while like that. Pertending to be happy.

To have had a normal life.

He came back after completing his goal.

She still loved him. Everything about him.

They lived happily, in a fairytale, for a while.

Untill he left again.

Her life started to go down hill from there.

Losing almost all hope.

She hated him again.

She cryed many nights for him.

She lived on, pretending once again to be happy.

Faking smiles and laughs.

Pretending she was content. Pretending it didn't hurt her.

But in the end, deep in her broken heart... she still loved him.

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"Oh dad, if only you knew me." you said as you looked at the letter again.

*** The sequel to this story is 'My broken heart...is still yours', in case you want to check it out.***