Always and forever-Frerard-One shot

Gerards POV--
I looked at the abnormally large amount of anti-depresset pills in my hand and swallowed trying to hold back the tears in my eyes. I had seen him today with her, holding her closely right there in the middle of the parking lot. My heart had longed for me to be the one he was holding close in his arms, never wanting to let go. The one he wanted to love. People say nothing is worth killing yourself over (i promise theres not!!! dont listen to my sick twisted storiy!!!) but those people havent ever had their dreams crushed and their hearts broken and stepped on.
I breathed a shaky breathe and swallowed the numerous pills allowing myself to break down before blackness blurred my vision while the many marks ony my arm bled relentlessly from the harsh edge of the blade.
Franks POV--
He`d been in there for a long time now, i couldnt help but allow myself to open the door and see what he was doing. I puches the door open slowly.
"Gerard? You okay?"I asked quietly then gasping at what i saw.
Gerard was laying on the bathroom floor with red gashes all over his arms and an empty pill bottle was laying ontop of the counter. I dropped to my knees and began crying softly taking one of his hands and looking at his wounds. Suddenly noticing he wasnt bleeding anymore i knew he was dead. I started crying uncontrollably now.
"Oh my god, Gerard, what didI do?"I whispered silently while taking his other pale hand in mine and held it tightly. A peice of paper was balled up inside his clenched fist withwriting on it. I un crumpled it and read it to myslef.
To anyone who finds me first,
im sorry everyone, all i was to you all was a burden, all i ever did was get wasted and complain all the time, so hopefully now i wont be a bother anymore. And tell frankie that i loved him, asked mikey, he`ll tell you. Frank id loved you ever since we met back in jersey. But I still love you and i always will,Forever and eternity. Please everyone none of this was your fault, and dont be sad. please.
Love Gerard
"No! Why didnt i tell you gerard? I love you too gerard, more than you know."I cried taking the last of the pills.
I`ll be with you soon, Gerard, and i can finally tell you how much you mean to me. I`ll love you, Always and Forever