If You Loved Me, Then Why'd You Let Me Go?!\\01//

Alexandra Isabel Harper
18 (turning 19)
5'1 1/2
Brown Hair and Brown eyes.
Peach skin
Powers: Telepathy and Telekenisis

"You're only seventeen!" Dean argued with Alexandra. A young seventeen year old girl who had just lost her family because of Azazel. Azazel was after her because she was "special" like Sam. John Winchester sent them to save her.

Alexandra had pretty much a normal life. Until Azazel showed up and killed both her parents and older brother. Now that she knew about the Supernatural she wanted to help others like her; so they won't have the same fate as her.

"Look, I turn eighteen in a month, I already graduated from High School and I've got lots of money in the bank, I can help you." Alexandra argued.

Sam and Dean both knew they needed her powers. She had telepathy. She could read minds, control them and make them believe things. Plus she had the power of telekenisis. She was essential and powerful.

Dean sighed in defeat. "Fine."

"Yay." Alexandra beamed.

Dean taught her how to shoot.

Sam taught her the things to know like how dead man's blood could kill vampires and the silver bullet thing for werewolves.

The more she learned the faster she picked up.

Then came the dreaded night at Salavation, Iowa.

Alexandra had just helped the Winchester brothers rescure their father John Winchester. Alexandra was at the back of the 1967 black Chevy Impala with a wounded Dean.

"I've stopped the bleeding, but we need to get to a hospital." Alexandra applied pressure to Dean's wound caused by the Azazel.

Azazel was going to Alexandra but Dean interviened and saved her. She eyes swelled with tears.

Sam was driving a hundred miles per hour.

"He's going to be alright, Alex." Sam said using her nickname for her.

Alexandra heard a horn.

She looked up and saw a semi's truck headlights going right for them. The semi-truck hits the Chevy Impala with an incredible force. Alexandra remembers the car rolling over and over again. But all she kept thinking about was the well being of the others.

Sam woke up at the hospital with minor injuries and so was John. But Alexandra and Dean were in critical state. Alexandra had entered a coma and the doctors said they wouldn't know if she would ever wake up again.

John was devasted by the news. He really cared for Alexandra, because Alexandra's mom was John High School sweetheart and she saw Alexandra as a daughter, plus he had promised Alexandra's mother to protect her.

Sam also cared for Alexandra but more in a brotherly way. Alexandra was smart sweet and caring. She didn't deserve to die, she had done so much for so many people, God couldn't take this angel away, it wouldn't be fair.

When Dean was between life and death and found out Alexandra was in a coma, he felt like he had nothing to go back for. Alexandra had grown on him and not in the brotherly way. She was a women. She was brave and she stole his heart, though he didn't show it because it wasn't like him. In fact he tried to make her life miserable by making rude comments but he loved to argue with her.

John didn't want to lose two people he loved dearly and so he made a pact with Azazel. He would give the Colt up, the bullets, and his soul for the life of Alexandra and Dean. Azazel agreed.

Dean was the first to wake up and Alexandra was second. When Dean was better he went to visit Alexandra, he was glad to see life back in those chocolate brown eyes though there was hint of sadness in them.

"What happened?" She asked hoarsely.

"A demon ran over us with a semi-truck is what happened." Dean chuckled with laughter trying to lift the mood.

She smiled weakly and Dean's heart skipped a beat or two.

Alexandra sighed. "What happened to me?"

Dean looked at Sam to explain.

"You were in a coma... along with Dean." Sam sighed.

Alexandra puts on a confused look. "Something else happened, what is it?"

Sam and Dean both looked down at the ground. Alexandra winced as she sat straighter in the bed.

"Our dad... is gone." Sam sniffled. Dean didn't do anything, he just stayed silent.

"Did he die on the crash?" Alexandra gasped, she had gotten close to John, like a father or uncle.

"He gave his life up for us." Dean answered before Sam could answer.

Alexandra drops her gaze from the boys and plays with the hems of the bed sheets.

"He... did that... for us?" Alexandra gasped.

Sam nodded.

Jake just stabbed Sam behind his back. Alexandra reached Sam first and his head laid on her lap and she sobbed.

"Sam!!" Dean came next to Alexandra.

Sam opened and closed his eyes.

"Stay awake, Sammy!" Alexandra encouraged with a smile. Her tears would drop on his cheeks. Sam reached out his hand to Alexandra and caressed her cheek before dropping his hand.

"No, no, no, SAMMY!!" Dean roared.

"He's gone." Bobby announced.

Dean rose from his seat, he got his jacket and walked out of motel; Alexandra followed.

"Where are you going?"

"To fix this." Dean growled.

"But--"

"He's my brother and I'm going to save him." He got in the car and drove away.

Alexandra knew where he was going. She ran back and asked Bobby the keys for his car. He gave it her and Alexandra drove.

She got to the Crossroad too late. Dean had made the pact with the demon Lilith. She waited until Dean was gone. She did her own box and she dug it in the dirt and waited for a demon to appear.

It was night and the sky was clear and so the stars were entirely beautiful.

The same demon for Dean appeared.

"Busy night, huh?" Lilith smirked.

Alexandra gave her a serious look.

"Can you reverse a contract?" Alexandra asked.

"You don't want Sam alive?" Lilith circled Alexandra.

"No, it's not that. I want you to give up Dean's soul--"

"No deal"

"---for mine."

Lilith's eyes twinkled in the night with greed.

"You're going to give up your soul... for his?"

"I know that my soul is worth more than his. It's a fair deal." Alexandra never kept her eyes off Lilith.

Lilith knew Azazel would be happy to get Alexandra's soul and Alexandra's soul was worth more than a thousand of Winchester.

"Deal." Lilith said.

Alexandra knew how a deal was sealed and so she waited. Lilith leaned in and kissed Alexandra on the mouth. Alexandra's lips moved along with Lilith's and they both pulled apart.

"You have seven years. You're lucky I'm in a good mood." Lilith smirked and disappeared.

Alexandra went back to motel and found Sam alive.

Without a word she ran to him and jumped on him. She cried on his shoulder.

"Whoa, what's with the hugging?" Sam chuckled.

Alexandra was confused but then when she used her powers she knew Sam had no clue that he had died.

"What? Can't I hug you?" Alexandra played along. She was set on the ground.

"Of course you can." Sam smiled.

Dean was in the corner of the motel room wishing it was him she had jumped on. He had only one year left and he was going to make the best of it, starting with Alexandra. He was going to tell her know how he felt.

Alexandra without thinking kissed Sam on the lips. Sam was surprised but none of the less, he didn't shove her away. In the back of his mind he had always wanted this.

Dean grimaced when he saw her Alexandra and Sam kiss. It pained him.

"Aw, not now. All Hell is about to break loose." Dean tried to sound like his old-self but was dying on the inside.

Sam and Alexandra pulled away.

"Sorry." Alexandra mumbled, she looked at Dean and he looked pissed. "You okay?"

"Just fucking dandy." He snapped.

"No fighting we have to get to the gate before that Jake guy does and break hell loose!" Bobby barked.

"Right." They all said.