Scripted- The Life and Lies of a WWE Diva

I walked home, kicking at the leaves on the ground. It can't be happening...

When I finally got home, after picking up a pregnancy test on the way, I headed straight to the guru of truth.

The Toilet.

The result made me feel sick. It came back positive. I sat there, crying me eyes out. What would tell John? I was so scared.

Speaking of John...

*Knock Knock*

I got up. I walked to the door, and saw John standing outside. He waved at me. I tried to smile, but I just couldn't.

Slowly, I opened the door, and he looked at me.

"Baby, oh my God what's wrong?"

He put his arm around me. I just couldn't help myself bursting into floods of tears. "I'm sorry baby, I didn't ever mean to hurt you."

John sighed. "It's him again, isn't it? I knew that Randy was nothin but shit!"

"No John, this time it's not Randy. It's all my fault. I wish I was never born."

John froze. "What? What the fuck are you talkin about El?"

I didn't answer. I just cried, and showed him the pregnancy test.

"You're.....You're...."

I stopped him. "Don't get your hopes up...I'm sorry for what I did. He would've killed you both, and I'd rather kill myself than let that happen..."

John took my hand and we both sat down. "Listen...While I was being stalked by Phil.." I explained, tears streaming down my face. "Well...He told me to call Randy over and fuck him, or else he'd shoot. And me being the nieve little vunerable piece of shit that I am, I believed him, and so I did. I had to. I'm sorry."

John couldn't figure it all out, I could tell. "What do you mean?"

I let out a sigh. The kind of sigh that means 'Why am I so pathetic? Why me?'

"Randy wasn't wearing a condom. I ran home, took a pregnancy test, and well...It's positive. That's the secret, but I didn't find out till tonight. I'm so sorry...I feel sick."

John cuddled me. I've hurt him so bad. He's crushed.

"You always wear a condom right?"

John nodded.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have ever done this."

"No, no it's not your fault. It's not Phil. Or Randy....It's my fault. My fault for putting you through all this. For falling in love with you. I can't help myself loving you...You're beautiful. And now, you're gonna be a beautiful mom...But well..."

I could see his eyes watering. We both hugged each other more tightly than ever before. "It's not your fault."

I told Randy that John was the only one I could have a future with. And I thought he was. We would've planned on a child together, not like this. He wanted to be a dad so badly. He still will be, but just not in the right way.

Night soon fell, and we both lay in bed, thinking.

"You can still be a dad...But I guess not how you wanted. We can be a family in our own time. I'll take custody of the child. I'm not getting an abortion. I want this baby to live, whether it's with us, or with Randy."

John smiled. "Don't worry about it. I'm just shocked...You hear these things happening, but you never expect it to happen to you."

"I can't tell you how sorry I am. I know I've hurt you. We can be a family."

John kissed my head. "Don't be sorry. You're pregnant! This should be the happiest moment of your life."

"I know...But i can't just forget about Randy. He needs a place in my child's heart."

John agreed. "Let's leave it for tomorrow, ok? I promise you...Everything is gonna be okay. Promise."

*The Next Morning*

I woke up early, because I wasn't really asleep. I couldn't sleep all night. I didn't want to wake up John, so I just took a shower and got ready. I walked outside, inhaling the Miami air. It was so hot outside. I bumped into an old friend of mine, who I met at training in FCW.

"Ellen? Darlin is that you?"

Her name was Marie Tunnels, and she was still at FCW. "Oh hey Marie! Wow I haven't see you in a while..."

"Girl I've seen you every week! You're great in WWE...I hope I get my break soon. TNA said they're looking for new female talent, so who knows? What's been going on in your life then?"

I sighed. "Oh God, where do I begin?! I just found out I'm pregnant, but you know it's a very, VERY long story!"

Marie laughed. "Oh my Gosh sweetie, that's great! I hope everything goes well."

"Thanks honey, we've gotta talk sometime! Where are you going then?"

"Oh just going to my boyfriend, AJ's house."

AJ?

"Is that AJ from TNA?"

Marie nodded.

"Aww I didn't know you guys were dating! Well I better be goin...I'm going to see Randy before I get ready for tonight's show. Smackdown is in Tampa toight, and I can't wait!"

Marie hugged me, and we both headed off.

I knocked at Randy's door, and he let me inside. "So, what did John say?"

I sighed for the eight billionth time today. "He was kinda shocked, but we decided to go through with it. I want to keep this child. He wants to be a dad so much...I hope you understand dude."

Randy nodded. "Yeah, I get it. I'll be the best father I can to our child."

Huh?

"O...k. What do you mean? Me and John are taking custody of the child. But you can still see it. You're still the real father."

"I know, I know. You're gonna make a great mom. I can see it."

Aww. He is so sweet.

"Thanks mann. Listen, I've gotta get back home and see John before you pick me up to head to Tampa. Is 12.30 okay?"

Randy nods. "That's fine. Cya."

I kissed Randy on the cheek. We were still great friends. John seemed cool with him too now.

****

John was awake now, and he was watching tv when I got home.

"Yo baby!"

"Hey! Where'd ya go?"

"Oh I just went to talk to Orton about the baby and stuff. He's cool with our decision so, yeah. I bumped into my old FCW bud too, Marie."

"Oh that's cool. You're gonna be a mom!"

"And you're gonna be a dad!"

I fell into his strong arms. He was everything to me.