[Ryan Ross] Where nothing really mattered except for me to be with you[01]

I didn’t even realize but our hotel was on the shore of a beautiful lake, the view was absolutely breathtaking.

Just then Ryan’s phone began to ring.

[Ryan and Brendon on the phone]

“Hey Brendon, what’s up?”

“Well I wanted to let you know that, our reps want us to go on tour again, and we wanted to consult with you before we just said yes.”

“Well when would it be, and where?”

“It would be another U.S. tour, and then they wanted us to tour Europe for a while, it would be after Pete and Jenn get married though, so like June?”

“Let me talk with Stef and I’ll call you back in a little bit, hey what time is it there anyway?”

“Well there isn’t a clock around me right now, and I can’t check my phone because I’m on it, so I’m not really sure, but let’s just say it’s late.”

“Ok well I’ll call you back in a little bit, Bye Bren.”

“Bye Ry.”

[End phone call]

I got up and walked over to him, “So what was that all about?” I asked.

“Well” he began. “Brendon wanted to tell me that our reps want us to go on tour again. But they wanted to talk to me first before just saying yes, and then I told him I wanted to talk to you about it too.” I thought back to when they were last on tour, because of that I had met Ryan, and well you know the story. “Ryan, when would be?” “Brendon said sometime in June, and we would tour the Europe first and then they want us to travel the U.S.”

“Well, I guess it would be ok, but if I wanted to come with you should I bring the kids? I know the kids and I will definitely be going to Europe with you. But I don’t know how the kids would adjust traveling around the country at such a young age.”

“I know sweetie, so would it be okay if we went on tour?” “Yeah its fine Ryan.” He smiled and gave me a kiss. “Well I’m going to call Brendon, and tell him we are in for it!” “As long as you’re happy, I’m happy” I said with a smile, he gave me another kiss, and then went to call Brendon.

Brendon along with the rest of the boys was very excited about this! I was too, just I was worried about the twins and if they would be able to adjust to life for a couple of months without their father around. I mean I wanted to go, but it was going to be bad enough that we would be traveling around U.S. for a few months after they had been traveling through Europe. I hadn’t told Ryan that we wouldn’t be joining him for their first tour; I really hope he’s not going to be upset. I don’t really want to tell him right now, but I will eventually, or maybe I should just think about it a little more because I knew I would miss him too much not to see him for that long, and I know he would feel the same about me and the kids. I’ll make my mind up soon.