After Jeff got injured, he's never been the same. It's been months since he's healed but he doesn't even bother to start training again. He said wrestling means so much to him, but it's not even trying. He says he rather stay home, and be with me. But sometimes it doesn't feel like he's even here with me. He's changed, for the worse.
I would ask for a kiss because I'm suppose to. But I know what's he going to say. He thinks I'm going to hurt him, because I don't show him I love him. But how could I when he doesn't show it to me. All he does is hurt me. And he laughs as he walks away.
This love was real as pretend, so it has to come to an end. I just have to get away.
I walked around our apartment one last time with my suitcase. I'll come back for the rest of my stuff later. I just have to get away. I walk to the front room where he sat, staring at the TV. I don't even acknowledge him. I walk passed him and he looked up at me, grabbing my hand.
"And where do you think you're going?" He asks in a cold tone.
"I'm leaving. Ima be staying with Ashley for awhile. I'll be back for my things later,"
"Alexandria! You're not leaving!"
"To hell I'm not! I can't keep living like this Jeff!"
"Like what? I treat you like a Princess and you go and do this?!"
"I'm going," I said as calmly as I could.
"Fine, leave. But you'll be back. You always come back."
"Not this time. I was too stupid and I couldn't let go because of love. I shoulda seen this coming when you told me you didn't want to go back to work. Work. Wrestling. Something you love. I loved you and supported your decision. But look at where we are. You don't even make love to me."
"I do to! I don't know what the fuck you're talking about but I loved you unconditionally. No. Not this time. This time, I'm walking out on you." He got and and was about to leave.
"Go right ahead, Jeff! Go! Run. Run to Mary Jane!"
He turned around and looked at me shocked. "What?"
"Yeah. I know about your little girlfriend on the side. So go. But just know, you ain't a man if you do, trying to fuck some hoe, and try... try to get over me."
"What do you want Alex?"
"I want to be free. From you, from me. I want to fulfill my dreams-"
"I thought I was your dream?"
"Was, is the keyword. I'm scared Jeff. I'm scared of you. I'm scared of what I might become if I stay with you. I want to sing, I wanna wrestle. I woulda had that chance if you went back to the WWE."
"Don't blame this on me-"
"I'm not. I'm blaming myself for- crying for the feeling when it just ain't there, for lying to myself saying that you still care. No more hanging by a thread that you let go cuz I know empty words go to show."
I walked over towards him and passed him through the door.
"But now I know. You love me, no more. Bye Jeff." I headed down the hallway and out of the building. Leaving him behind me.
One Shot|:|Love Me, No More|:|Jeff Hardy
this one goes out to Alex[Angelgothic94] hope you like it hun! inspired by the song "No More" by Rosette. Enjoy!I can't. I just can't do this anymore. I don't know what else to do, I don't know where to go. There's nowhere to hide anymore. I sick of turning myself off just to hide the pain. He won't look me in the eyes like he use to. It seems like he doesn't even try. He just lies there, and does nothing.
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