(Bam) Needles and Pins cant hurt me, but your words could kill me (Margera) # 1

After a month exploring Rome. I knew my way around. I was walking down the streets to the trevi fountain My favorite place. Bams arm around my waist. My stomach just showing a little bump. Okay a slightly large bump.

"Bam? Where are we going after this?" I questioned cause we were leaving tonight.

"We're going to California to meet with Knoxville." He said kissing my cheek.

"Okay. I actually think I'll go home. I don't want to be a bother, and I'm sure i'd be way to stressed.." I said looking at him.

"I'm glad you decided that. I'll miss you though." He said kissing my lips, bring butterflys to my stomach.

"We should head back to the hotel, I made a plane reservation for West Chester this morning. I leave in 3 hours." I said looking at him.

"Okay, Lets go." we walked down the streets looking at the tall buildings. It still amazed me.

After an hour and a half, Me and Matty where on a plane back to west chester. I said by to Bam at the gates.

"Matty, I- I- Need to tell you something" I said turning to him, We bought a row of seats so i could have some space.

"Bella, What is it?" He said grabbing my hand.

"I lost the baby." I said tears streaming down my face.

"Oh my god! Bella!" He engulfed me in a tight hug. I sobbed into his shoulder.

hours laters I opened the front door to Bams house,

"APRIL!" I called out, still sobbing.

"BELLA!" She said hugging me tightly.

"Hows are you?" She questioned.

"April. I lost the baby." I sobbed as she gasped and hugged me close.

"Does Bam know?"

I shook my head no.

"When are you going to tell him?" Matty questioned. He was staying till Bam got back.

"I'll call him now." I said going to his room and sitting on his bed.

Ring-ring- "hello?"

"Bam" I sobbed into the phone.

"Bella? Whats wrong?!"

"Bam, I lost the baby." I sobbed.

"Bella. I'm coming home."

"Bam. No. Stay. I'm fine. I have Ape, Phil, and Matty. I'll be fine. I'll see you in 2 months?" I said trying to control the sobs.

"Yes Bella. I love you so much."

"I love you to Bam. Bye." I said, and the dial tone rung in my ear.

I sulked to the kitchen sitting on a stool. Ape slid some pancakes toward me, I ate them so fast I got hiccups.

"Bella? You'll be okay. Now You have more control of it, and You'll have a chance to do things you coulnt do with a baby." April said cleaning my plate

"True. Thanks April." I said kissing her cheek and walking to the deck where Matty was tanning in a plaid bathing suit.

"Heyy Matty." i said sitting on his lap.

"Hey Bel." he said smiling. I rested my head on his chest.

"You sure you wanna stay for 2 months? you can leave if you want." I said sitting up, still on his lap.

"Why would I do that? Your my best friend, and I cant leave you now. no way." He said hugging me, I hugged him back.

"Matty? We should have some friends over. Who should we invite?" I asked, sitting between his legs, with my legs still draped over his thighs.

"Hm. OMG J STAR!" He squeeled.

"No, He scares me Matty, Sorry." I said shaking.

"Hmm. How about the people from Harry Potter? That would be fun. and My chemical romance. oh oh oh and Alex Evans." He yelled out.

"Okay. Heres my cell. Call them." I said handing him my phone. He knew all the numbers by heart.

This should be fun.