SO THERE REAL? [JACOB BLACK] 1

I walked to the beach and sat in the sand. Edward was watching me from a distance. The last time I spoke to the guys Sam and me made an agreement. I would see them on La Push as long as one vampire came with me. It was mostly Edward who came. Emmett usually, but never Jasper or the girls. I saw Jacob and Seth walking towards me. I stood up and waited for them. I hugged them. Jacob kissed my fore-head. I really had to keep my distance from him, but he still got hugs. It had been this way for a week Jacob would come usually Seth too, but sometimes he couldn't so it would just be Jake. You loved talking to him, but hated you had to be so distant. You told him you loved him all the time and things. He'd tell you about the pack and you'd tell him about how the day was usually the same. Not much ever changed. I sat back down and the boys sat on either side of me.

"I missed you Love." Seth said breaking the silence.

"I missed you too. Where were you?"

"Oh Sue needed help around the house so I gave her a hand. What have you been up to?"

"Same thing as usual. Not much changes with me." you smiled.

"You happy?"

I looked at him like he was crazy. "Right now yes."

"Can you please come live with us again? I miss you so much." he begged. This always happened. You and Seth were close and he missed me. I got that it's just he always did this.

"Why do you always bring this up? You know I can't No matter how much I want to."

"I have to try. I miss you to much. Se says she's sorry. She misses you too."

"Seth." you said

"Sorry." he said and it went back to being silent.

"What are you doing?" you heard Quil in your head.

"Sitting on the beach with Jake and Seth." you thought

"Well Emily made food. They need to come eat now. Sorry Love."

"It's ok. I'll make them go."

"Thanks Love." Quil said and then you could no longer hear him.

"Go eat guys. I know you heard him." I said

"We're not hungry. We had a big breakfast." Seth said. Then both of their stomaches growled. Seth blushed

"Yeah you're very full. Now go eat."

Jake stood up and you did the same. "We want to stay with you. Unless you want to go." he said

"Edward." I said as if he were standing in front of me. He was by my side in a flash.

"Yes?" he asked glaring at Jacob

"We have to go."

"Ok then." he said

"If you go we follow." Jacob said. He hadn't been over there lately

"Jake why do you make this so difficult?"

"Because I love you. Now you go with him and we follow or you come with us and be happy." He said

I looked at Edward. "Can you come?" I asked him

"I'm not the one that needs to breathe." he was still looking at Jake.

"He can't his scent is stronger than yours is."

"Well some one needs to watch me." I said

"We can watch you. Love please trust us. Nothing bad will happen." Seth said standing up.

"I. Edward go to Alice. If I do anything stupid come get me." He nodded and left. "Lets go." I said We walked to Emily's house. When we got inside I had to put my hand over my nose it smelt so bad. Quil walked over to me.

"Hi Love."

"Hi." I said still covering my nose. "I think your scent kicked in. No offense, but you smell horrible"

"Sorry Love. I missed you."

"You too." After a while I got used to the scent. I watched everybody eat. Seth and Jacob touched no food while they were there. When everybody finished eating we went in the front yard. The boys were acting stupid and I watched and laughed at them.

"Jake!!!" I screamed, but it was to late. A wolf was behind him. It bit his leg. I was watching Paul hurt Jared so I couldn't see Jake until I looked at him and by then it was to late. Jake kicked the wolf off of him. It wasn't a werewolf it was a real wolf. Everybody stopped and looked at me.I sat on the porch breathing in the wonderful smell of his blood. Emily ran to Jake to try and help, but he said no and kept on watching you. You stood up phased into wolf and ran off to the Cullen's house. I got inside went to my room and phased back.

There was a knock on my door. "Come in." It was Edward. "Did Alice tell you something was going to happen?"

"Yes." he said calmly.

"Yes?! Yes?! Why the hell didn't you come and get me?!"

"She said you wouldn't attack him so there was no need for me to come"

"And what if I changed my mind at the last second?"

"You wouldn't have killed him by the time we got there."

You just stared at him not knowing what to say. I just left after a while. I went down to the living room and joined Jasper in Halo 3.

For a second when you first started playing you were calm. "Jasper." you growled.

"Sorry. Just trying to help."

"Don't change my moods. Why didn't you go down there to help me?"

"That's a stupid question. I would have most likely killed him. I don't think you would have liked that very much." he said

"Right sorry."

"So why didn't you attack him? I mean his blood must have smelt so very tasteful to you." you could tell he was having a very hard time saying that.

"I don't know. I want to drink all of his blood up, but I just. Something stopped me from attacking everyone of them. I don't know it was very weird."

Jasper chuckled. "You are very weird Love." he said and smiled. This was the first time it reached his eyes. It made you smile too.

"Thanx." you said and continued playing. You guys talked about random things. You felt comforable talking to him. He was the only one who really understood what you were talking about. He had the same problem. "So it's agreed that we help each other through this."

"Yep. No matter what."

"No matter what" you guys had agreed to help each other for the thirst of human blood.

Emmett plopped down on the couch next to you. His weight almost made you fall over. He laughed. "Sorry about that Love."

"No problem"

"You want me to play for you? There is do- i mean wolf at the door." he smiled

I looked at Emmett then at Jasper. "I won't let die for you." Jasper said.

I smiled"thanx." I tossed the controler to Emmett and went to the door. Jacob stood alone on the porch. I looked at his leg.

"Im fine we heal fast, remember?"

"Right must have slipped my mind."

"So are you okay?" he asked

"I should be asking you that question. But I'm fine. How is everybody else?"

"There a little scared except for Quil and Embry who saw you attack me the first time. There ok. Sam wanted me to ask you something. Why didn't you come after me? I mean I was bleeding badly."

"I don't know. Trust me I wanted so badly to sink my teeth into you, but something told me no. So before I did I got up phased and left. I don't know what happened"

"Right. Sam thinks it has something to do with love. How much you loved me stopped you from hurting me. I don't know, but it doesn't matter anymore. So I can see you at the beach tomorrow?"

"Yeah. Bye see you then." he hugged you and kissed your cheek