Only if... #1

I met this girl in middle school. We would talk and laugh. I loved her and I can tell she loved me. In middle school everyone knew me. I had millions of friends. Only if i can go back right at the point all went wrong. It all started in 8th grade

8th Grade
This is the 1st day of 8th grade. Everyone thoughtI was a nerd untill I saw Ashley ( the girl that moved) and another guy. I didn't know his name but he'll always get into fights so call him Rock. Rock was talkng to her and when he went for a kiss, I went in and punched him. He fell down to the ground. I didn't know what to do.Should've I ran or stayed behind?
I ran, I ran into the boys bathroom and hid in the stalls. Oddly there was music coming from the boys bathroom. It was Bowling For Soup's song When we die. He was banging and baging on the stalls. Then the song was still going on.
...And i know that we are gonna be fine. And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time. As long as we live time passes by and we won't get it back when we die. The banging stopped. All there was as a giant THUD. Oh my God. someone screemed as they walked in "he's dead." I go out, and there he was dead. And right on time the door was just about to come off.I just touch it and it fell apart. all the nailsfell and the door was dented. If he just banged one more time i've would've died.
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