jon walker[take it a day at a time] 10

"hey" jon said sitting down on my bed next to me.

"hey" i said back

"hes really upset you know" jon said not looking at me

"i dont care" i said pulling my knees upt o my chim so i could rest it on them.

"he keeps telling ryan they did nothing"

"bull" i said staring out the window

"he cried"

"so did i"

" adin" jon said exasperated

"jon" i said in the same tone

"you know he loves you"

"i thought i did" i said tears welling up

"he does love you though"

"didnt seem like it last night"

"he said she called you a slut and he said nothing there but yelled at her in the other room."

"if he yelled at her why didnt she leave, why didnt i hear it? jon hes such a load person, you know that and if he yelled then i would of heard it."

"aidn" he said once again

"jon you know its true."

"im not dening anything becuase i dont know"

"can we please stop talking about it?" i said pulling my legs closer to me

"yeah"jon said pulling me into a hug as i cried so hard and left to many tear stains on his shirt. after a while i drifted off to sleep

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that bastard. i know everything aidn said is rigth.

he is load

she would of heard him.

and he made her cry over him

when he always told her he loved her. i even believed it.

he is full of crap.

adin was still crying into my shoulder then her breathing evened out. she fell asleep.

i gentlylaidher down on her bed under the covers.

i silently walked out of her room.

spencer was in he door frame of brendons room.

ryan was in there, trying to calm brendon down.

"ryan i told her i loved her everyday and now she thinks im cheating on her cause she didnt hear me stick up for her when a girl called her a slut!" he said all worked up.

"bren, it wasnt just a girl it was your ex"

"she doesn't think that when I'm with Caitlyn!" brendon said putting his hands through his hair

"thats because you left audrey for her and she was the one cheating on you, the one that slept around" i said finally stepping into the room so ryan and brendon could see me too.

"JON! brendon said loadly Adin was right, he is load "how is she, what did she say? hurry!"

"she said what she said, shes hurt she thinks your full of bull and nevermeanta word of it when you told her you loved her, she said she loved you but you broke her heart. and she cried that whole tiome because of you" i said walking out of the room

"jon! come back please?" he asked

"what?" i asked

"she has to know i meant it. with my whole heart. she owns it, she the reason i get up in the morning. i LOVE her. god fucking damnit. he said getting up and walking down to Adins room. he opened the door and adin woke up , brendon saw her puffy red eyes andrubbed his thiumb over her cheek.

"get-" but brendon caught her off

"i love you"

he said straight forward

she tried to turn over but brendon held her face.

"adin i love you with my whole heart. no matter what i will love you. your perfect for me and im perfect for you. you know it. i know it. i need you in my life." he said staring into her eyes

"brendon i- we- you, leave. please just leave" she said tears forming in her eyes.

"NO ADIN I WONT BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT, YOUR GONNA CRY. AND IF YOU ARE I WANT TO BE HERE FRO YOU, I WANT TO BE THE ONE TO WIPE YOUR TEARS AWAY. I LOPVE YOU SO GODDAMN MUCH THAT I WANT TO WIPE EVERY FUCKING TEAR YOUR CRY AWAY!"

she started crying agin and he hugged her and wiped away the tears and i could tell that upset her more.

"bren. please." she cried

"no adin i wa-" i cut him off

"bren. leave. youc an talk to her later but no now. i said putting a hand of his shoulder

"jon, leave"

bren- your small and skinny. i cant eat you." i said looking him in the eye.

"i swear." he said kissing adin on the head and walking out the room closing the door on the way out.

"thank you. my mr. maneater. you."she said smiling for once on this day and making room for me to lay down.