World War Me

"hey... hey it's time to wake up... and what is he doing with you?"
a nurse that smelled like smoke was shaking me...
"i invited him"
"well get up... you're being transfered"
i attempted to standup but my knees were weak but luckily matt caught me before i hit the ground. the nurse gave me a new robe and told me to change into them because she couldn't find the clothes that i came in. matt said that he had them and handed them to her... as much as i didn't like her, i asked if she could help me change. when i took off the robes that i was wearing the night before, i saw matt's make up stains on them... for some reason they made me smile.
when we were done she said, "i'm gonna take you to your house so that you can get two weeks worth of clothes."
we drove there and walking up the steps to my apartment was hard so matt carried me...
i told the nurse to stay in the living room... i was suprised when she obeyed me...
matt went into my room with me and i was so tired and i sat on my bed for a while. matt sat next to me and i leaned against him... he held me close and when i asked him to help me up so that i can get what i needed, he kissed me... so passionately... finishing what he didn't the night before... he helped me up after and i started grabbing clothes... i walked into my bathroom to get some things for my hair, and when i walked in matt was going though one my "privet" shelves...
"what exactly are you doing matt?"
he turned around fast and put the panties back...
"nothing... nothing at all... why?"
i smiled at him and said "nothing... really... i totally didnt' see you going through those..."
"are you guys done in there?"
"not yet" said matt "go smoke another cigarette or something"
we both laughed and hurried up to finish
it was exactly what i wanted it to be... minusthe feeding tube, i.v., heartmonitor, and annoying nurse that can never get enough cigarettes... besides that, it was perfect...
make-up on my shirt and all